×Warning! Smut scene ahead!×

A/N

So I was debating for a long time whether to release this chapter, cause, I don't want to leave Yoongi with a like a rapist kind of image know what I mean? So let's have some daddy time with our Min Yoongi. Also,  a lot of you may think that this book is turning into a Jungkook and Rose FF, but its not, it just strengthens the story and makes it have more content. So no, the smut is not Tae and Yoonjeo...just wait, those two are gonna get it good eventually.

Enjoy the smut.

-ImTooHot2Die💕

*Rose POV*

I stood outside Jungkook's door. My hand was ready to knock but my heart wasn't.

If I go in there now, I'm going to come out broken and incomplete. Without Jungkook by my side, I don't know if I can go on.

Although, now that Yoonjeo lost her memory, it would be hard for me to be with Jungkook anyway.

I knocked three times loudly then held my breath, hoping he wouldn't open it so I wouldn't have to do this yet.

But he did open it, and the way his face lit up so happily when he saw me caused my heart to hurt so much.

“Rose! I missed you baby.” He smiled widely as he put his hands around my waist pulling me in for a kiss. I quickly turned my head so he kissed my cheek though, I can't lead him on anymore.

“Jungkook, we….we need to talk.” A tear escaped my eye as I looked down quickly.

“Baby what's wrong? Come inside and sit down.” He pushed the door wide open as he looked at me with concern.

“No! No, I think I should stay right here.”  I can't go back in there, that apartment where we made love, where we bonded on such an intimate level.

He stayed quiet as he looked at me with worry, waiting for me to speak. I took a deep breathe. Yoongi or not, this is something I would have to do anyway.

“J..Jungkook, We…..we need to b...break up.” The tears started falling more as I finally managed to say the words.

I didn't dare look at him cause I knew if I saw his face, I would fall weak right here. I heard his breaths quicken.

“Why Rose? Why? I love you so much.” His voice sounded scared, like he was fighting to hold onto something that he knew he would have to let go of.

“Because, I...I just can't be with you, Yoonjeo lost her memory so I can't risk her finding out about us, and….I can't do this anymore...your job, what you do. It's too much for me. I…” I heard him sobbing and it just made my heart hurt ten times more.

“Did...did you ever truly love me?” His voice was so quiet. Like a whisper that was almost lost in the painful silence surrounding us.

I looked up, just a little. I wanted to see him one last time before I destroyed everything we had.

His body was trembling as he clenched his fists. That same body that I woke up next to, the same body that I love and am crazy about. I'll never see him again.

“No, I didn't. I was a stupid girl, and thought I loved the first man that showed me affection, but I didn't. You were just my way of healing, even if I did not know it at the time.” I took a step back as I see his fists loosen in defeat. He was silent and I looked up to see him staring down with emptiness and pain in his eyes.

“Goodbye Jungkook.” And then I walked away. I turned my back on the man I truly loved, the man that saved me.

I cried silently as I walked away, I stepped in the elevator and pressed the button. As the doors slowly closed I looked up.

And that's when I started crying louder.

Jungkook fell to the ground. Sobbing loudly on his knees.

I too was in the elevator crying my heart out as the metal walls hid my sobs.

Why is this life so hard? why is love so cruel.

As soon as the doors opened I ran out and guess what.

It was fucking raining.

“Of all the days you had to pick now to rain!? Fuck you mother nature!!!!” I screamed as loud as I could as the rain just came down stronger soaking me even more.

I ran to my small car and got inside. The tears were flooding down my cheeks as I shakily put the key in and turned it on.

As I drove to my apartment I kept telling myself it would be alright but it wasn't working. The pain from not having Jungkook is too strong and it hurts so much.

I walked up the front steps and unlocked the door.

This house..was filled with so many memories. Both good and bad.

Yoongi raped me here.

Yet Jungkook saved me.

“J..Jungkook..” I burst out crying again. Why did I have to think of him. I slowly dragged myself upstairs where I took my wet clothes off and went into the shower.

Even the hot water couldn't make me feel better, I didn't know what was making my face wet, the tears or the water from the shower head.

It doesn't matter anymore. Happiness is fake. It only happens in fairy tales.

I put on a silk sleeping robe and dived under the covers. I'm just going to cry until all my tears are gone.

After laying there for awhile. I was almost falling asleep but heard the floorboards creaking.

I immediately shoot up in bed and looked around. It was dark already, I must've been crying for hours, and I didn't turn any lights on.

The floorboards creaked again much closer to me, and I got thoroughly scared.

“Who’s there!?” I called out as I searched the darkness encasing my room but couldn't find anyone.

“What's the matter sweetheart, you've been crying?” That deep, venomous voice instantly froze me on the spot..my heart was pounding in fear.

“Y...Yoongi.” I tried to get up but before I could I was pushed down by a heavy weight.

“You know what's the best remedy for a broken heart?” His voice was right beside my ear as I felt his body on mine. He had no shirt, and I felt his cool skin pressing against my chest where my robe opened slightly.

“Sex.” He said the last word in a low growl as he bit my ear.

“Yoongi, please. You can't do this.” I closed my eyes and held them shut tightly.

I was still too hurt from Jungkook, I just want to be alone right now.

“Tsk, tsk. Did you forgot that you agreed to let me do whatever I want with you?” He slowly started opening my robe and biting and kissing his way from my neck to my chest.

“So I'm going to do whatever the fuck I want to do with you.” He then pulled my robe open completely, letting him see me fully naked.

“You’re body is so perfect...Oh the things I'm going to do to you..” He grabbed the top of the robe and pulled it back and down off me throwing it across the room, leaving me exposed to him.

I brought my hands up to cover myself. The room was so dark but I could just make out his green hair gleaming faintly.

“Do you know what I'm going to do with you Rose?” I felt his hands go on my knees.

“I'm going to make you cum, with my mouth, and as you're cumming, as you're shaking and writhing in absolute ecstasy...then I am going to fuck you, hard and deeply like you've never felt before.” Then he pushed my legs wide apart exposing my most private part to him.

“Yoongi, stop--Agghhh!! Oh my Goddd!!” I couldn't control the moans as he licked all the way up my folds. His hot tongue was swirling around my clit and it was driving me crazy.

“Yoongi…..oh god.” I threw my head back as I arched my back. His tongue was amazing, it was an experience like no other.

I tried to close my legs to keep some level of decency but he pushed them apart even wider with a growl making my clit stand out even more to him.

“Enjoy it Rose, feel everything come alive inside you.” He pushed his tongue into my opening as he started tongue-fucking me like there was no tomorrow.

I grabbed the blankets as I screamed in pleasure. I started shaking as my orgasm was building up, I couldn't control it, His tongue was going everywhere, making my whole pussy feel electric with pleasure.

“Yoongi, I….I’m cumming!!” He bit my clit as he started playing with it using the top of his tongue and that was it, I screamed as I released all over his mouth.

My body was shaking and spasming and I started to look up but that was when he slammed into me.

His full raw length forced into my still orgasming pussy as I clenched around his hard dick.

He came over me and grabbed my thighs wrapping them around him as he started pounding into me fast and powerfully.

“Yoongi!!” I screamed at the overstimulation. Even though I just came I could feel another orgasm building as his cock hit me so deeply in such a sensitive spot.

“Look at me Rose, look at me fucking you senselessly. Look at how I can do whatever I want with your body and you love it.” He had a thin layer of sweat on his face and body as the muscles of his arms and chest stood out while he thrusted into me.

“Oh...oh fuckkk.” I threw my head back while shaking it continuously. I was desperately trying to control the pleasure rocking my body so intensely but his dick was too deep inside me. I couldn't even stop his moans from turning me on as he fucked me without holding back.

“I'm cumming, cum with me Rose.” He moaned as put his hands around my throat and started choking me as he fucked me at an ever faster pace.

That was it, I let go as I orgasmed hard. I felt his dick twitch and then he came inside, his hot seed filling me up and mixing with my own.

I was shaking and trembling from the pleasure, my head was spinning and I saw stars as he still held onto my neck tightly. He calmed down but was still on top of me and inside me breathing heavily. His eyes were dark as he stared at me.

“That….that is how you get over heartbreak.” Then he pulled himself out of me and got off the bed.

I lay there, naked, sweaty, my lower region covered in cum.  I stared at the ceiling in the darkness as he put his clothes back on.

“I'll be seeing you a lot more Rose, don't forget our deal.” Then he covered my body with my robe and left.

I just stayed there there as tears came to my eyes again.

I enjoyed it, I enjoyed it so much..yet it felt so wrong. Only Jungkook should be able to see me naked, only Jungkook should be able to touch me like that…

What's happened to my life...