I already had this written weeks ago and was supposed to wait for next week to publish it but eh 😂

⚠️Things get pretty steamy here 😏. (And by steamy I mean it's actually smut, kinda...  TAKE IT!)

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*Thomas' POV*

I couldn't stop thinking about it!

Ever since the lake shoot. Ever since I'd woven those flowers into her (Y/H/C) hair. Ever since my hand lingered on her cheek a little too long. Ever since she'd held me like that. Ever since that kiss!

We had agreed it was a spur of the moment thing - an accident - something to never speak about again.

But I wanted more.

I needed more.

I paced my way to the guest room where (Y/N) was staying. (Y/N) turned and looked at me when I came in, pulling the hem of her shirt a little.

"S-sorry." I stuttered. "I should've knocked." I started backing out of the room.

"It's okay. I was just finished." She smiled. I walked back in and closed the door behind me. We stood in an awkward silence for a while. She leaned on the windowsill and looked outside. She sighed. I followed her gaze.

We could see the lake from here. Even though the lake was secluded, you could see it from a distance - people just didn't go there.

"You think about it?" I asked. She nodded in response.

"Thomas, I know we said we wouldn't but... I just..."

"I know (Y/N)." I stood next to her. She looked at me, (E/C) eyes blinking.

"You think about it too?"

"I haven't stopped." I confessed. We looked at each other for a while. I hadn't realised that we were leaning in until I felt her lips on mine briefly. We pulled away for a second and went straight back to each other. I pulled (Y/N) closer by her waist, my other hand on her cheek. She pushed me away briefly.

"We... we shouldn't..." She stammered, pacing. Did she regret it? I don't. Oh god what've I done?

"Fuck it." she muttered, pulling me in again. Her fists balled up in my shirt as she assaulted my lips with hers. This was so much more than the lake kiss, the spark was there but oh my god - this was something else! My hands gripped her hips and traveled down to the back of her thighs. (Y/N) jumped up, securing herself by wrapping her legs around my waist. She pulled her upper body against mine as I ran my tongue along her bottom lip. She smirked but kept her lips sealed.

Fuckin' tease!

I growled a little, slipping a hand up her thigh and onto ass, gripping it slightly and making her gasp and allowing me to push my tongue against hers, causing us both to moan. Without warning, (Y/N) leaned back but kept her arms around me, pulling me with her so we fell onto the bed (narrowly missing a head collision but who am I to ruin the mood?). We pulled apart slightly, panting for air. We stood up and tried to fix ourselves to leave the room.

But we looked at each other again, both looking like a hot ass mess. Clearly a good thing at the time.

After a few brief moments, we leaned in, moulding our lips together, moving in sync. (Y/N) gently bit my lower lip, begging for a deeper kiss again. I was only too happy to oblige and soon enough, she had her arms loosely wrapped around my shoulders and legs around my waist again. Both of us were breathing heavily, trying to continue the kiss but also breathe properly. (Y/N) tried to say something but it was muffled.

"Hmm?"

She pulled away and looked me dead in the eyes. "Bed." She panted. It took a while for the word to sink into the my head.

"R-really? (Y/N), you're sure?" I stuttered.

"Yes. I'm certain." She said confidently, reaching out and closing the curtains.

"Okay then." I gently sat her on the bed, sitting next to her. My hand gently cupped her face while I pushed forward, deepening the kiss even more than before. Slowly, we lay closer and closer to the mattress until (Y/N) was on her back and I was hovering over her, resting on my forearms. She ran her hands between my shirt and chest, leaning up to pull it off completely. I did the same to her and before long, our clothes had been discarded elsewhere in the room.

"Are you sure about this?" I asked, pulling away once again. "We can stop if you want. I just- I just don't wanna hurt you."

"Thomas," she said, "I'm sure. I'll tell you if something's wrong okay?"

"Okay." I smiled and looked down at her, admiring every inch of her body. (Y/N) became aware of it and apparently felt slightly awkward. She blushed and turned her head, starting to fold her arms.

"Don't hide," I said softly, pulling her hands away from her chest. "You're beautiful Darlin'. I love the way you make my body tingle all over, baby." She smiled and pulled me down for a kiss yet again.

"Ready?" I mumbled against her lips.

"Uh-Huh." She responded.

"Oh wait, hang on just a sec." She furrowed her eyebrows as I reached an arm behind her to the top drawer of my bedside cabinet. After grabbing what I needed, and erm... dressing for the occasion, as it were, I looked down at (Y/N), who now understood what I'd done.

"Okay, now are you ready?" I asked again. She smiled and nodded. I felt her freeze as I rolled my hips into hers.

"Relax. Breathe (Y/N). Focus on me okay?" She did as I said but winced in pain as I pushed in further. "Do you want me to stop?" I asked, seeing her expression. She shook her head quickly.

"J-j-just keep g-going." I very hesitantly did as she asked, halting as soon as I was fully inside. I reached one hand up and stroked her cheek, wiping the tears away.

"Take your time, babygirl." I said. (Y/N) nodded and exhaled a shaky breath. After a couple of moments, she managed a quiet sentence.

"Y-you can go now." I carefully took in her facial expression to make sure for myself that she was okay (what? I'm not a complete asshole). Her eyes were glossy, teeth pulling her bottom lip and cheeks a light pink colour.

"Really?" I asked, not wanting to cause any more tears to fall from her eyes.

"Yes." (Y/N) sounded a little more confident now. I slowly pulled back and pushed in again, causing her to let out a groan, biting her lip harder. Deciding to focus (Y/N)'s mind on other things, I leaned down and pressed kisses to her collarbone and neck, her warm skin feeling like bliss against my lips. I could tell she was feeling some discomfort even if she'd never admit the fact.

"I know baby, I know." I soothed gently, rubbing her thigh. "It'll feel better soon." I pushed in further, causing (Y/N) to let out a moan alongside myself. I stopped to give her a second to breathe.

"Y-you can go again." She panted, "That felt a lot better."

"Okay, ready?"

"Yeah." I pulled my hips back before pushing back in, earning a moan from the girl beneath me. I set myself at a rhythm that was comfortable for both of us, speeding up every couple of thrusts.

Soon, (Y/N) was not as quiet as she had started, pleasure filled profanities tumbled from her lips.

"Ah, fuck, Thomas, oh my god." Apparently, she couldn't really think of anything else to say, at that moment in time, her vocabulary was fairly limited. Our bodies were overrun with pleasure as we kept up the pace.

"Fuck, Thomas harder." (Y/N) breathed. I complied and went harder into her, the almost harsh sound of our own voices filling the room. I say our voices, she was the only one you would've been able to hear. I let out the occasional curse under my breath alongside her name but honestly she was loud.

I gently grabbed her hips and went even harder. The only sound that could be heard was our names falling from each other's lips.

"Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Thomas keep going," I glanced down at (Y/N), her body shaking.

"Nearly there huh, Love?" I kissed her cheek and teasingly slowed down.

"Don't you dare slow down!" She gasped, making me chuckle quietly.

"Why's that, Kitten? What do you want me to do?" I purred. She huffed under her breath. I decided to stop teasing her this time and pushed myself back in, settling back into the rhythm like before.

"I'm not gonna last much longer." I panted. (Y/N) shifted her hips up to meet mine and threw her head back in ecstasy, now experiencing an overpowering kind of pleasure. We both felt our releases coming, causing my thrusts to grow sloppy before I stilled, reaching my high and triggering (Y/N)'s

We rested our foreheads together and panted heavily for a few minutes. I looked at (Y/N) and smiled.

"God I'm helpless for you." She whispered.

"And I for you." I brushed her cheek with my thumb and pulled out, laying beside her and pulling the girl to my chest. I don't remember anything after that, we just passed out for the night in each other's hold.

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I know, I'm really bad at writing smut 😂😂