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3rd Person's POV:
~ever since then~
~
Chan never thought that he had to be careful to get into a hospital.
And especially not that this was one of the most hardest things he has ever done.
Sasaengs and dispatch were staying everywhere.
So in order to get in there he had to enter godmode.
No seriously, he was like an assassin.
He took the longest way to the back door, his own song not leaving his mind, while an older nurse was waiting for him there.
And while Chan was able to pretend to be an assassin, Julia was happy that the nurse finally left after 1 hour.
The nurse talked about her whole life, her illness, her relationships, everything.
But even tho it was boring, tiring and hard to follow, Julia was listening, giving as much helpful advice as possible.
She was just about to call Chan, as he stormed through her hospital door, startling her.
"Chan?", Julia asked worried eyeing her boyfriend.
He looked terribly exhausted; completely sweaty, pale face and puffy eyes.
"Baby", Chan sighed reliefed, walking toward his girlfriends bed just to lay down next to her, carefully pulling her into his embrace.
It was everything he wanted in that moment; peace and comfort.
"What happened?", Julia asked concerned, frowning at his cute actions.
Chan thought about whether to tell her or not about what he had done, scared that she would be disgusted.
But then he remembered how much she dislikes JYP....
"I punched JYP-pd nim", he whispered with a huge smirk plastered on his face.
"You what??", Julia asked surprised, not believing her ears.
"You heard correctly. I punched him", he repeated, closing his eyes.
And no one was able to explain how proud Julia felt at that moment.
"H-How did you even get in here", the younger one asked still overwhelmed.
But Chan just shook his head, symbolizing her that it's not the right time to ask about such things.
"When will you get out of the hospital?", Chan asked pouting cutely, hoping it'll be soon, since he made some plans earlier.
"In about an hour-"
"ONE HOUR?", Chan jumped up surprised, making Julia chuckle.
"Yes, Channie. In one hour", she smiled, looking at her boyfriend who seemed to be in his own world.
"Then let's spent today outside", he suggested with stars in his eyes.
He was so excited and it was the most cutest thing Julia has every seen.
"Why?", the younger one giggled, wanting to make this moment last forever.
"To go on our first date! You once told me in 2018 that your perfect first date with your boyfriend should be picnic in the nature and with stargazing at the end", Chan said, remembering every detail of their conversation.
Julia widened her eyes after hearing his sentence: "You remember all that?", she asked obviously shocked.
"Of course! I remember it all. I even remember the day I first noticed that I had feelings for you", he sighed, feeling a little old.
"Now I'm curious", Julia admitted, looking at him expectantly.
"Well, it was shortly before our debut....."
Flashback ✨
Emptiness.
It was all Chan felt that night.
Three days until they would have their debut.
Debut
The thing Chan was always dreaming about. He always had the dream to debut once, to be loved by his members.
To be accepted.
He never thought that he would actually be the leader of such a talented group.
A leader everyone had trust in.
His members trusted him dearly. They loved Chan for who he was, they felt safe and protected with him.
The members were so precious to Chan.
Chan didn't want to lose them, but still here he was, asking himself if he was a good leader.
He almost lost Felix and Minho in the elimination rounds.
And that was enough to make him feel unsure.
Chan was mad and dissapointed in himself, his self-hate tearing him apart.
That's when he suddenly felt the need of comfort and there was one person that immediately came to his mind.
Julia.
Snapchat:
Private Chat:
Me:
Hey Ju, are you
still awake?
Sorry for disturbing
btw...
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
Oh hey Jason :D
You're not disturbing!!
But please tell me why
you're still awake?
It's 3:32 am in Korea!
Me:
I couldn't sleep
That's the reason
why I texted you
I hope I don't
make this awkward
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
No it's not akward.
Come on, tell me what's
burdening you ^-^
I don't want to push you
to tell me anything tho!
Please only tell me when
you feel comfortable enough!
Me:
You're cute|
You're c|
You'r|
Y|
Thanks, that's really
sweet of you
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
No problem •\\\-\\\•
Me:
Naww is the little
Ju blushing ;)
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
Istg Jason is you don't
stop with the wink, I'll
go crazy-
Me:
Come on I only
used it once ! :(
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
Exactly. Once is too much
Me:
Pff
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
So, do you feel comfortable
telling me everything?
Me:
Yes.
So um...I'm in
a baking group
together with 8 boys
And we're having
competitions every once
and then
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
Wow that sounds interesting
Me:
And I'm the leader
of our group.
The problem is I don't
think that I'm a good
leader. Two of my friends
almost got "eliminated" from
the competitions because
of lacking talent
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
That reminds me a lot
of Stray Kids actually...even
better so I can give you the
advice I would give Bang Chan
You're not a horrible leader, Jason. Everyone would
say that. I bet you did all you
could for those two friends.
Me:
But I feel like I wasn't
there when they truly
needed me
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
Did you know they were
struggeling that much?
Me:
No
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
So how were you supposed
to know. Even if you would've
asked they wouldn't
have told you.
Me:
I don't think
that was grammatically
correct-
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
Shut it, I'm trying to
give you some advice >:(
Me:
O.o
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
Anyways.
Jason you're an amazing
leader and an amazing friend
as well. Everyone would be
lucky to have such a human
like you in their lives.
I'm really thankful to know
you
Me:
Now it's my turn to
blush •\\\-\\\•
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
;)
Me:
Oh no you didn't-
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
HELL YEAH I DID
Me:
No bad words!
Bang.Chan.is.mine:
Sowwy
End of the Flashback✨
"Wait, so you had feelings for me ever since then?", Julia asked shocked but also very touched.
Chan nodded shyly, still feeling a little embarrassed.
"That's really cute", Julia mumbled, looking at her boyfriend with all of the love she felt for him.
And as Chan looked into her eyes, he could feel the wave of positive emotions, that were coming from her, washing over him.
His heart skipped a beat, sending shivers down his spine as he slowly got lost in her beautiful eyes.
And there it was again. The urge he felt.
The urge to kiss her. To make Julia his.
It was such an incredible feeling, but Chan promised himself he would make their first kiss epic.
This wasn't totally the right place for it. So he snuggled his face into her chest, making the younger one giggle cutely...
~☆~
I'm back ✨
Sorry for not posting anything lately but I'm a busy woman ;-;
I have an exam tomorrow, so I gotta study.
But I promise I'll post a little more for the next two weeks, since I have holidays 😁
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