Julia's POV:

~abs~

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I tossed my phone to the side, quickly grabbed my jacket and my car keys.

"Hayley, Mia, hurry!! We're leaving. Don't think just run!!", I yelled, putting my shoes on, before I ran outside to get into the car.

I didn't know what got into me, but I suddenly just really wanted to see Chan.

I couldn't believe that he was really thinking such things. This man just really doesn't know how important he was to me.

After 2 minutes Hayley and Mia were also in the car, showering me in questions but I couldn't give them a proper answer so we were silent throughout the whole ride.

We arrived at their dorm in just 20 minutes, without the police searching for us.

I was honestly impressed by myself.

Not caring about the humans around myself nor Hayley and Mia, I put my mask on and ran in.
The adrenaline was literally driving me crazy.

For real though.

I was still in my pyjamas.

But I had already knocked at their door when I noticed that.
I was about to turn around but Minho had already opened the door.

Why him out of everyone.

Why the human who acts like my annoying but sweet older brother.

Minho looked up and down before he bursted into laughter: "Did you run here? You're all red and dressed ugly", he joked.

"Haha", I replied sarcastically, giving him a death glare.

"Get in. It's actually good that you came", he sighed, "Chan-hyung won't come out of his room."

I nodded, walking past him into their dorm. The familiar scent making me feel home immediately.

I walked to Chan's room, seeing Felix, Seungmin and Changbin standing in front of the door.

"You can be happy that we're back from practice. If it wasn't for Hyunjin we wouldn't be here so early", Minho said, now standing next to me, but he was already gone after the door bell rang again.

"Hey, Ju", Seungmin greeted me first, making Changbin and Felix turn around as well.
As Felix saw me, he almost tackled me to the floor with his hug.

"I didn't know he felt that way", he sobbed into my chest. Hearing him cry made my heart ache.

Felix was actually crying.

"Hey, it's okay. I didn't know it either, but please don't cry now, okay?", I asked, while comfortingly patting his shoulder.

Felix sniffed as he let go of me and nodded, while a tear escaped his eyes.
I cupped his face, wiped away the tear and smiled at him.

"Bokkie, why are you crying?", Mia asked sadly, making Felix eyes lit up and he then tackled Mia into a long hug.

I then walked to Chan's room door and hesitantly knocked: "Chan?"

No answer.

"I know you're in there, Chan. Please at least open the door", I begged and waited for any sign coming from him.

Nothing.

I sighed: "Chan, I didn't know you felt this way and I hope that you never feel this way ever again. Felix and I are just friends and you are my boyfriend", tears started to form in my eyes.

"The best boyfriend a woman could think of. You're always there for me, trying your best to make me happy, you're extremely talented and hardworking. Let's not forget about the fact that you're extremely handsome", I chuckled, trying to blink my tears away.

"I love you, okay? And I don't care if you have to work all day or workout. I just care about your health. I completely understand how important your work is for you and it's okay that you don't always have time for me."

"But Chan please just open that door", I begged my voice barely more than a weak whisper.

And that's when I heard a quiet click, before the door opened, revealing Chan, who was standing there with puffy eyes and a black hoodie.

I didn't even think twice as I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his chest, feeling the tears I tried so hard to hold back, stream down my face.

"Shhhh, don't cry", he wrapped his strong arms around my upper body, "I was acting like an idiot"

But I didn't reply. These were one of the moments were I completely zoomed out and had to let everything sink in.

He was my boyfriend.

Bang Christopher Chan, was my boyfriend.

And I know him since over 3 years.
He was the boy who made my days so much better.

Not only as Bang Chan, but also as Jason.

"Could you maybe stay here over night?", Chan asked cutely.

"B-But I don't have any clothes with me", I shivered, looking at him in shook.

"You can borrow some of my clothes", he smiled widely, tilting his head to the side.

"And you can borrow his underwear", Jisung suddenly whispered, before running away.

"YAH! HAN JISUNG!", Chan yelled, running after him.

"미안해! (mianhae= I'm sorry)", Jisung shouted, giggling loudly.
I chuckled leaning against the door frame.

"Julia, don't think anything weird but is it possible that you lost weight?", Minho hesitantly asked, worry filled his eyes.

That's when it truly hit me.
I immediately looked down on myself, now totally shocked with what I saw.
I was slightly able to see my ribs and I had abs.

But still, I probably looked like I was starving.

Which I kinda was.

"I-I don't know", I lied, feeling the colour vanish from my face.
I suddenly felt sick and just extremely week.

No wonder I hadn't eaten anything for the past 80 hours.
But as long as I was drinking and working out it should be okay.....

...right?

"Do you have a weighing scale here?", I asked Minho, trying to sound as surprised as possible.

He slowly nodded: "In the bathroom under the sink", he answered, before walking to the bathroom with me.

Minho opened the door and pulled the weighing scale toward me.

I didn't wanted to sound or act suspicious, so I just stepped on the scale while Minho was still with me.

57,4 kg

I widened my eyes.
That was impossible, how was I able to loose 4, 1 kilos in 4 days?

I looked into the huge mirror in front of me and eyed myself.
I was always a bit broud built, "curvy" in other words and always had a really flat stomach.

So it actually shouldn't be such a huge surprise for me, that I started to get abs.

But it still did, because I got them in such a short time.

"You worked out a lot", Minho fake laughed. You could hear how worried he was.

"I-I was just bored and wanted to-to work out a bit more. But I didn't know that I-I would start to get abs", I stuttered stepping off the scale.

I was about to walk out of the bathroom as Minho grabbed my wrist and pulled me back.

"You are eating....right? I overheard a conversation Mia had with Chan yesterday, so I just....I'm worried", he admitted letting go of my wrist.

"Of course I'm eating", I confidently lied into his face.
You can't imagine how bad I felt.

But suddenly he started to laugh: "Now I have to work out to beat you....."

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