⚠️Chan's POV:

~daily reminder~

~

Snapchat:

Stray idiots:

Me:
Guys?

I.love.dark:
Hm?

dolphin.scream:
Yeah?

Me:
Are you excited for the
concert today?

drama.queen:
Okay who tf of you
changed my snapchat
name?

Oi_felix:
Omg 😂😂

SG.in.the.building:
Why is Jisung running?

YouKnow.LeeKnow:
He changed all of our
names didn't he?

Me:
He didn't change mine
nor Felix's

SG.in.the.building:
But mine, Hyunjin's,
Changbin-hyung's, Jeonginnie's
and Minho-hyung's

I.love.dark:
This little cheesecake head-

drama.queen:
I CAN'T CHANGE IT ANYMORE

H.squirrel.J:
Drama queen suits you

Me:
Jisung

H.squirrel.J:
Yeah?

Me:
Run

Oi_felix:

I.love.dark:
Felix no memes.

Oi_felix:

YouKnow.LeeKnow:
Yongbok, no.

Oi_felix:
YAH you know I don't
like it when you call me that

YouKnow.LeeKnow:
And you know I don't like memes

Me:
Guys don't fight

Anyways, back
to my question:
are you excited for
our online concert?

dolphin.scream:
Of course! I can't wait to
finally perform for Stay
again!

SG.in.the.building:
I think we're all excited, even
if it's not face to face

Oi_felix:
I really miss STAY :(

drama.queen:
When do y'all
want to eat breakfast?

I.love.dark:
Maybe in 30 minutes?

SG.in.the.building:
30 minutes sounds good

H.squirrel.J:
I love those nicknames

drama.queen:
Okay that's it

You're dead

H.squirrel.J:
No no I'm sorry!

Me:
Guys please don't fight
It's too early for me

Oi_felix:
Too late

dolphin.scream:
I've never seen
Jisung-hyung run so fast xD

YouKnow.LeeKnow:
Same

You went offline

I turned my phone off, running my hands through my hair as I took a deep breath.

These kids are really giving me a headache

They never told me that being the leader of a group feels like watching over three year olds.

I suddenly heard a high-pitched scream, causing me to laugh. Funny how this became my norm, it didn't even startle me.

"Who of you was that?", I shouted, looking at the empty door frame.

"That was Han-ah!", Seungmin answered, clearly amused.
I stood up and walked to Seungmin, who was standing at the kitchen door, watching Hyunjin running behind Jisung with a tiny sausage.

And I was pretty sure it was one of Felix sausages that he bought the day before.

"Is that Felix's?", I asked, pointing at the sausage. Seungmin nodded with a smirk, knowing the drama won't stop anytime soon.

"What?", Felix asked, who was just walking around the corner. As he saw the mess in front of us he at first had the same reaction as me but as soon as he saw what Hyunjin had in his hand....

"HEY THAT'S MY SAUSAGE!!", he yelled and ran behind Hyunjin....

Later that day....

I had just finished my daily workout routine, as my alarm rang.
I've been working out a little more lately because we had some performances and photoshoots coming up and I wanted to give stays a little surprise.

But I still didn't want to forget the promise I gave Ju, which was the reason for the timer.
She should be awake by now.

How do I know?

I wasn't stalking her, I just looked at the time whenever she accidentally wrote good morning, and guessed that was the time when she wakes up.

I turned the timer off, before grabbing a towel to wipe away the sweat that was running down my body, while trying to catch my breath.

Snapchat:

Private chat:

Me:
𝒹𝒶𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝓇ℯ𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹ℯ𝓇
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍.

Me:
When was the last time
someone said this to you
(who was not me)?
And more important, when
was the last time 𝐲𝐨𝐮 said
this to 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 ?
You don't remember it right?

Me:
And if I think about that, it
makes me sad.
Because you are 𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠,
𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝, 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞,
𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲, 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐞, 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 (𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬)
𝐚 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 and you
deserve way more.

Me:
I can't believe how blind all those
people are, who don't realise it.
𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟

Me:
You need to stop judging
yourself like everybody else.
You are perfect and it doesn't
matter if you are over-, or underweight,
if you have strech marks, freckles,
a big nose, acne or anything you think
is ugly at yourself.

These are beauty marks.

Why?

Because no other human looks like you.
And all these upper things
are making you perfect.

I wouldn't be me
without my big nose ;)
That's who I am.
And even if it seems hard to
love yourself, you should try it.

Me:
Then trust me if you are able to see
yourself the way I do, you would be
✨𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙯𝙚𝙙✨

I.want.chans.laptop:
Wow......I don't deserve you

Me:
Don't say that!
You deserve the world!

I.want.chans.laptop:
You always make my day
so much better. Every time
when I wake up and see that
you texted me, I get excited
and happy •\\\-\\\•

Me:
I'm glad you
like it!

I.want.chans.laptop:
I love it, thank you Jason :D

As I read the name Jason, my mood changed really quickly.
I hated the fact that I had to lie about my identity.
It made me feel horrible.

I knew it was for our own safety, but I trusted her.... If anyone would keep my secret, it was her.

I sighed heavily, stood up and made my way back to the dorm. But I couldn't stop my thoughts from going back to Julia.

This woman was the only thing I could think of lately. I found myself smiling a lot when I texted her and even dreaming about it.

Could it be-

No. Chan forget that.

But what if I really-

I can't. That's impossible.

As I opened the front door to our dorm, I absolutely had no energy left and just wanted to sleep, even though I knew I wouldn't do that anyway. I had way too much on my mind to rest now.

"Guys I'm back!", I shouted, trying my best to not sound tired.

"Chan-hyung!", Felix smiled widely as he saw me, before pulling me into a long hug.
I could swear this boy had some magical powers, his hugs always made me feel better.

"Ewww hyung you should take a shower", Felix joked, as he let go of me......

~☆~