Julia's POV:

~mess~

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After I sent the video into the group, I turned around to Hayley.
"We need to plan our days now", I smiled at her.

"We could also talk in german?", she suggested, raising her brows.

"Nah, we need more english practise", I replied while quickly going to my room, grabbing an empty notebook and a pen.

Then I walked back to Hayley, before we both sat down at the kitchen table, starting to talk about the next days.

"So we're gonna wake up at 8?", I recommended.

"That early?? No no no. I need my sleep, honey. Let's make it 9:30", Hayley chuckled.

"Okay~, so we'll wake up at 9:30 and have some "free time" till 1 pm.
In that time we're going to make breakfast and get ready", I mumbled while writing it down.

"Sounds good. Then?", Hayley leaned closer to look at the notebook.

"I'm going to teach you Korean till 3pm", I replied making the younger one look at me suprised.

"Really?", she asked with widened eyes.

"Yeah, do you mind?", I raised my brows.

"No, I always wanted to do that! And I forgot you speak Korean oh my god!", she exclaimed.

"Good", I chuckled, "After the korean lesson, we're going to go shopping for stuff we need. And after shopping we're going to eat something. One hour after eating we're going to learn Kpop dances and just have a good time", I wrote it all down.

"That sounds fun! I'm excited!", she smiled, clapping her hands.

After discussing our weeks with Mia we went to the grocery shop and to a few parks, taking pictures and making a lot of videos.

We wanted to make as much videos and pictures as possible, because these would be the best two months of our lives.

The months we would want to remember in 10 years.

After hanging out in the park for quite a while we went back to my apartment and started making dinner together.

The rest of the day was rather boring as we ended up in our separate rooms.

I was just scrolling through TikTok until I got tired and then started listening to a few songs.
I got lost in thoughts and starting to feel this night sadness.

It was something that happened quite often. And something I should've got used to. But honestly, even after 11 years it sucked.

At least I gave it a different name. Not night depression.
That word always sounds so extreme and is so missused.

But at this point I couldn't control my thoughts nor my emotions. It was just me staring at my ceiling while hot tears were streaming down my face.

I didn't even know what the cause of these tears were. Was it the stress? My negative thoughts?

Or just the music. I didn't know.

Probably the music.

Suddenly my room door got opened, making me wipe the tears away in an instant, before turning the light on.

Then I saw Hayley, there with puffy eyes.

"Were you crying?", I asked worried.
She nodded and I opened my arms as a cuddle invitation.
She smiled weakly, closed the door, walked to my bed and lied into my arms.

"Why were you crying?", I asked her trying not to sound like I cried a few seconds ago, while gently playing with her hair.

"I don't think I'm good enough for Jisung", she admitted and started to cry again.

"Hey don't say that. You're more than enough. You are really beautiful, talented, caring, charming, amazing, stunning, unique and just perfect.
Don't ever think that you're not good enough okay?", I asked the sobbing girl in my arms.

It pained me to see her like that. I've heard her cry many times before on the phone. But now...

"If you have such a moment again then tell me okay? It doesn't matter if you don't know how to feel.
Just talk to me, okay?", I asked softly.

She mumbled a yes, sniffing right after that.

"Thank you", she whispered exhausted before she fell asleep in my arms.

"You're welcome", I smiled before falling asleep myself.

The next thing I remembered was my alarm going on: "Wakey Wakey! Come on, it's time to wake up! Don't wanna be late today hm? Good morning-"

"Shut up Felix", Hayley groaned and turned it off.
I laughed loudly, slowly letting my eyes adjust to the light.
I streched myself, stood up and opened the curtains completely, being welcomed by the sunlight.

I then went to the bathroom, washed my face and brushed my teeth;
Just my normal morning routine.

"I'll start making breakfast!", I shouted from the bathroom and walked to the kitchen.

"Brekkie!", I heard her shout back and chuckled.

"Areum is in Korea now!", she then yelled and ran into the kitchen.

"Really?!", I asked almost dropping the egg in my hand.

"Yes! She's there", Hayley said and showed me the pictures Anu send into the groupchat.
The first thing that came into my mind, was the thing I did.

I called her......

"Hello?", the younger girl on the line asked.

"AREUM why haven't you told me you were moving to korea?", I shouted. Of course this was just an insider between the two of us. Shouting at each other was kinda like a thing.

"I told you that a couple of days ago!", she argued, shouting back.
Oh right, she told us all.

"But you could've reminded me!"

"Too late I'm in Korea now!"

"Is it good there?", I asked now calmer.

"Yeah it's really pretty and the people here are very polite. I will call you back tomorrow, but now I'm busy. I have to decorate my room and put my albums somewhere."

"I understand! Have fun bye!"
Then I hung up and looked at Hayley, who was laughing.

"What?" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"You two are unbelievable. I envy your friendship."

"Why?"

"Because you two are just...I don't know. You two just have this chemistry."

"I guess we do", I chuckled...

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