Julia's POV:

~final truth~

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Snapchat

Private chat:

(Text in between is either Chan's or Julia's feelings)

christiano.bangnaldo:
Ju
I need to tell
you something....

Okay Chan you can do it.
It's about time I tell her the truth.
I just can't take it anymore, I hate lying to her.
I've lied to her for way to long....

Me:
Oh....um what?

I typed these letters slower
than usually, already expecting the worst. Maybe this whole thing was a prank and he doesn't love me.
Maybe it was a challenge.
I feel my lungs squeeze in my chest at that thought, while my mind comes up with the craziest possibilities.

christiano.bangnaldo:
But promise me to let
me explain everything
okay?

I need to make sure she won't stop texting me after she knows the truth and just leave me.
Why do I feel like I'm about to suffocate?

I froze.
Maybe he really is some old perv? Gosh Ju what did you get yourself into?
You should've listened to your mom; never text strangers
But on the other hand...
these were the best 3 year of my life...

Me:
You're scaring me
Are you really a 40
year old pervert??

christiano.bangnaldo:
No!....but I am not
a guy named Jason

I stared at the message as my
mind went blank. I could swear I
heard something crack inside
of my chest. It hurts.
So he really lied to me.
But why does he tell me the truth? Does he really mean what he said?
But who is he? And why did he lie?

Me:
Who are you then??

Her message makes me question my decision, should I really tell her?
It's too late now, Chan.
What if she'll actually open everything to the public??
No she wouldn't do that.
I trust her.
Okay here we go.....

christiano.bangnaldo:
I am Bang Chan

As I pressed the send button a shiver went down my spine.
There's no going back now.
I did it.
I just told her.
I felt the weight come of my shoulder, allowing me to finally breathe.
It felt so good to finally being able to tell her the truth.

I blinked.
I didn't expect that at all.
Ohh now it makes sense.
This is just a prank

Me:
Haha and I am Jimin
from BTS
*note the sarcasm*
Oof Jason you really
scared me for a second xD

She doesn't believe me.
What should I do?
What-
How can I prove it...
Think Chan think!
PICTURE! Of course!

christiano.bangnaldo:
I swear I'm Chan. I know
this might be weird...

Me:
That's stupid
why would Chan do
something like that?
That seems more like
something Felix or Jisung
would do

christiano.bangnaldo:
*Tap to load*

I stared at the read square
What if he is really...
No. No he isn't.

Me:
You-

I turned my phone off in total shock.
With my eyes wide opened and my heart beating like I just ran a marathon, I thought about all the times where we texted.
Our first conversation, the bet he lost where he had to change his username, all the flirting things, the daddy thing-

"Oh my god the daddy kink thing", I whispered.
I wanted to simply dissappear.
But after all I somehow felt as if I just won the lottery.

"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god", I whined remembering more and more times where I made a clown out of myself.

"This is the most embarrasing thing in my entire life", I groaned running my hands through my hair in frustration.

"Wait- I LEFT HIM ON SEEN OH SHIT", I swore, instantly grabbing my phone.

Snapchat:

Private chat:

3 unread messages!

christiano.bangnaldo:
I'm so sorry for lying to you

Ju?

Please let me explain...

Me:
So you are saying the truth?

christiano.bangnaldo:
Yes

Me:
Wait if you're Chan that
means- Lee is Felix and
Peter is Jisung am I right??

christiano.bangnaldo:
Yes and both are madly in
love with Mia and Hayley

They've planned everything;
how they would confess and
reveal themselves, etc...
They're going to tell Mia
and Hayley everything today

Even though I feel like I'm drowning in joy, my chest feels heavy..
He still lied to me.
He didn't trust me enough to
tell me the truth.

Me:
Why did you lie to
me tho?

christiano.bangnaldo:
I'm really sorry, it's just...
At first I only wanted to
connect with stays and get
to know some memes and
stuff

I was scared that any of
you would open my secret
account to the public.....

Me:
It kinda hurts... You
didn't trust me enough
to tell me about your
true identity

christiano.bangnaldo:
I never thought of hurting
you in any way. The thing
is I didn't notice I was falling
in love with you until Felix
and Jisung told me about
their feelings.

I talked to JYP-PD-nim
about you and he allowed me
to tell you everything.
But only because I trust
you. Okay Ju I trust you.

At this point I feel the tears building up in my eyes, making my vision blurry. If he trusted me why did....

Me:
I just can't believe it....
The whole time you lied to me.
I know why.
But it feels.....it just hurts.

christiano.bangnaldo:
I'm so sorry.
Is there anything I can
do to make you feel
better?

I swear I can see him pouting through the screen. And with just that picture in my head I'm smiling again.
Why can't I stay mad at him??

Me:
Maybe a hug?

I had to smirk at her text
Now I could finally do wait I dreamed of for so long....

christiano.bangnaldo:
Okay wait....

christiano.banglado is calling 🎥...

~☆~