Julia's POV:

~love yourself~

~

!please read!

Before this starts, this was my second ff ever, so the first chapters are somehow very "immature", but I'm too lazy to re-write so trust the process ;)

And I changed the main characters name into Julia!!

(⚠️TW this story includes strong language and the main character has mental health problems⚠️)

Oh and ⚠️CW⚠️

Snapchat:

Kpop crackheads:

Me:
I'M MAD AT BANG CHAN

Hyunjin.is.babe:

original_squirrel:
I thought you love
Chan? xD

Me:
@ original_squirrel Hayley
yes I do BUT

He'S lIvE RIGHT NOW,
taking a QUIZ and he
answered with A
LITTLE, TINY, CUTE "naur"
AS the question: "Do you
love yourself?" came up

skz.hardstan:
Ikr? Aish this boy

Me:

I want to hug and thank
him for everything

Felix.deep.ass.voice:
Maybe one day you will 🤷‍♀️

Me:
Only in my dreams but
thanks for the hope Mia ;-;

Oi_felix:
Ju, are you good?

Namjoons.dimples:
Oh hey Lee, r u
ghosting too?

Hyunjin.is.babe:
You two came out of nowhere

Me:
@ Oi_felix:

Hyunjin.is.babe:
OMG SHE USED THE CRYING
CAT STICKER SOMEONE CALL
AN AMBULANCE THIS GIRL
IS NOT FINE

skz.hardstan:
On my way-

H.squirrel.J:
What the heck is going
on here?

Felix.deep.ass.voice:
Oh hey Peter,
Ju is having a mental
breakdown

Me:
I am not okay

BECAUSE Bang Chan
is literally perfect
but will never see himself
that way

He's one of the best and
most handsome leaders in
the kpop industry ㅠ

Namjoons.dimples:
Where is Jason?
He's usually the type to
calm everyone down

H.squirrel.J:
He's working

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Isn't it like 11 pm in Seoul???

Oi_felix:
Yeah, he's overworking
himself again for other
people...

Felix.deep.ass.voice:
We can talk about the Jason
situation later, I want to watch
the last minutes of Channies
room

skz.hardstan:
Same but discussing things
is more fun 👀

Me:
Chan said he'll end
the live now

I want a hug ;-;

H.squirrel.J:
I bet she's spamming the
comments

skz.hardstan:
Omg, are you Julia_rose
on Vlive??

Me:
Yes why? O.o

Namjoons.dimples:
Because you started to ask
for a hug and now everyone
is spamming

skz.hardstan:
Including you Alexandra

Namjoons.dimples:
I just love chan's hugs, don't
judge me

Me:

Oi_felix:
He hugged the screen didn't
he?

skz.hardstan:
Yep

H.squirrel.J:

Me:
I can die in peace now

Hyunjin.is.babe:
You could be Hyunjin's lost
twin you drama queen

original_squirrel:
Facts.

christiano.bangnaldo:
Hey guys what did I miss?

skz.hardstan:
Heyy Jason!

Namjoons.dimples:
You kissed Ju's mental
breakdown

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Missed*

Namjoons.dimples:
Yeah, keep correcting
me Areum 🙄

christiano.bangnaldo:
Hey don't be mean to each
other

Me:

christiano.bangnaldo:
What happened-

Felix.deep.ass.voice:
My ship 👀

Oi_felix:
Same 👀

Me:
Chan doesn't love
himself and that makes
me sad

christiano.bangnaldo:
He didn't say that he
doesn't love himself, I
watched the live as well.

He just wanted to get himself
as he took the quiz the second
time

Me:
He did say no tho :(

christiano.bangnaldo:
Do you love yourself?

Me:
THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME-
How can he not love
himself

Namjoons.dimples:
*Namjoon wants to know
chan's location*

Hyunjin.is.babe:
HAHAHAHA

Me:
I mean this man
doesn't know me, but
still saved me in every
just possible way

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Relatable

Wait-

H.squirrel.J:
What do you mean by that?

christiano.bangnaldo:
Huh?

skz.hardstan:
Are you okay?

Me:
I'm fine, don't worry
You guys are overreacting xD

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Sus.....

Me:
Areum-

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Could you go to our
private Chat for a second.
Now.

Namjoons.dimples:
Oh wow, that escalated
quickly

christiano.bangnaldo:
Ju what did you do?

Namjoons.dimples:
I kinda wanna know what
they're talking about

skz.hardstan:
Same

Oi_felix:
Same bro

original_squirrel:
^^

Felix.deep.ass.voice:
^^^

Private chat:

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Julia....
Did you do it again?

Me:
Why'd you cause such
attention in the group >:(

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Tell me. No topic changes.

Me:
......yes
BUT I regret it :(

Hyunjin.is.babe:
You promised to text me :((

Me:
You know it's hard
for me to open up...

Hyunjin.is.babe:
*Sighs*

Me:
I'm sorry

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Hey, hey, hey
No need to apologize.
It's alright.

Is it getting worse?

Me:
No, it's much better!
I just had an argument with
my now ex best friend :(
The group chat is
helping me a lot tho

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Please stop hurting
yourself, sweetie. There
are other ways on how to
relieve your stress and
other negative feelings

And forget that bitch >:(
Gimme her number and
address Imma kick her ass

Me:
I'm trying, but
you know it's not
that easy

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Remember what Chan said,
okay? Don't hurt yourself
We had this before

Me:
You just made me
ugly cry ✨

Hyunjin.is.babe:
*sighs and hugs you through
the screen*

Me:
*hugs you back*

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Damn I wish we could
actually do that

Me:
Same :(((((((

Hyunjin.is.babe

Please promise me to stop

Me:
I'll try, pinky promise

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Why do you always behave
like you're a 5 year old?

Me:

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Let's go back to the
groupchat

Me:
Let's gotta git get

Hyunjin.is.babe:
These Mood-swings smh

Kpop crackheads:

42 unread messages!

Hyunjin.is.babe:
We're back again~

Me:

Me:
What were you
talking about? :D

Oi_felix:
What did she do?

Hyunjin.is.babe:
Nothing. Wrong alarm.

Me:
Are you ignoring me? :(

christiano.bangnaldo:
But what did you think
she did? What r u guys hiding?

H.squirrel.J:
If she doesn't want to talk
about it, then let it be Jason

Me:
Everything is fine!
Geez guys 😂 It's nothing
serious

Private chat:

1 unread message !

...

~☆~

Just imagine Snapchat works like this please 🤡

Btw sorry for this kinda shitty first chapter

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