Josh woke up cold and by himself. Tyler wasn't underneath the blankets like he should've been. Josh sat up and hugged himself, shivering at the cold breeze.

"Tyler?" he called out.

He glanced around the tree line, starting to get worried now. What if he was kidnapped? What if he gets murdered? What if Josh is next? Josh chewed on his lip to try and fight the anxious thoughts.

He jumped down from the trunk and walked around to look inside the truck. Maybe he just got too cold. And there he was, sitting in the back seat. Oddly, he wasn't asleep. He sat staring at his lap, chest slowly rising and falling.

Josh tapped on the window and Tyler didn't look up. He couldn't bring himself to.

"Ty," Josh said as he opened the back door.

Tyler still didn't look.

"Tyler Joseph."

Still didn't budge.

"Baby, what's up? Are you alright?"

Josh slid in the backseat next to him. He grabbed his chin with his thumb and index finger, making Tyler look up at him. Tyler tried to blink tears away but it only made them fall.

"Oh, baby..." Josh murmured. He pulled him in for a tight hug and let Tyler cry into him. Tyler clung onto Josh for dear life.

Tyler's sobs hung in the cold air, each one tearing Josh's heart apart. He had no idea what happened. Did he do something wrong? Was Tyler okay? How could they go from so happy last night to this?

Josh just held him until his breathing evened out and his crying turned into sniffling. Josh let him wipe his nose on his hoodie. He really didn't care at this moment.

"Ty, you gotta tell me what's wrong."

Tyler shook his head as he wiped at his eyes.

"Let me help you."

"How?"

"Just talk to me about it. Get it off your chest."

"I don't need to."

"Tyler, stop being a brat for once. Let me take care of you."

"Fine," he sighed and nervously played with his fingers.

"I just couldn't sleep. You fell asleep and I tried and I couldn't and I started having bad thoughts and I didn't want to wake you up," Tyler rambled.

"I went for a walk. I walked deep in the woods until the sun started to come up. Then I came back. I thought about a lot of stuff. Bad stuff. Couldn't sleep at all. I just sat here and stared at my lap, thinking things I shouldn't be."

"What're you thinking?"

"Don't make fun of me, please."

"I never would, baby."

"I-I just started thinking that you're so attractive and I'm so not. And I didn't understand why you'd be with me. Then I started to think it was just a big joke between you and Brendon because sometimes I think Brendon doesn't even like me. I-I just... I've been thinking too much, Josh. Help me."

"Ty," Josh said sadly. "I love you. Okay? I love you, I love you, I love you. I love you so much. I love you more than you love Disney movies. I love you more than you love being a brat. You don't have to worry about losing me, I'm not going anywhere."

"I've just been hurt a lot in the past. They all said the same thing, too. It's hard to believe you mean it after nobody else has so far. I'm just not the type of person that someone falls in love with and stays in love with."

"You are to me."

"And I planned this whole thing and I was worried you didn't like it and now I ruined it and I'm just a wreck. I haven't been so messy for a long time but something just happened last night. I don't know."

"Baby, listen. It's okay. Do not freak out. It's okay to have bad days. It doesn't mean you're not getting better. It means you're human. We all have bad moments, I promise you that. I get them more often than I'd like, but you don't see me going around saying I'm a wreck."

Tyler nodded softly, taking what Josh said into consideration.

"I love you, Tyler Joseph. I've never loved anyone or anything so much in my entire life. I'm addicted to you. I can never get enough of you. I'll be with you until the day we part. Then we'll meet up again in Heaven."

Tyler smiled softly, Josh's words helping him feel better.

"Yeah, you're right. I'm sorry."

"Don't apologize. You don't have to be sorry for being human."

Tyler hugged Josh tightly, thinking about how understanding he was. Tyler thought back to when him and Josh first started hanging out. He concluded that yes, Josh was an even nicer boyfriend. He smiled at the thought as he nuzzled his face into his boyfriends neck.

"Man, I'm freezing. Want to go home and take a hot bath?"

Tyler nodded and the two began the journey home.

__A/N__

Kind of a cute, fluffy moment I guess :)

Hope you enjoyed!