At snack time I sit alone at a picnic table outside, watching people come and go, all of them staring at me. A group of three, two girls and a guy, come over to me, I recognize them from class. One of the girls has long black hair, the other has long bleached blonde hair and the guy has short curly black hair.
"Move, this is our spot loser." The girl with black hair made shooing motions while I just sat there and stared at her. They all just laughed as I got up to leave. The steady beep in my left arm started to pick up as I crossed the courtyard, so much this school being different. Even my old hockey teammate, Callum, ignores me.

For the rest of the day I listened to my music, blocking out the world. I sat alone on the bus trip home, I had a pen thrown at me from someone at the back of the bus. The beep in my left arm quickens with every day until it stops for a second. I'm in year nine when this happened. I'm meeting my classmates for form for the first time. Some I remember some from year seven and eight, some I don't. One of the guys in my class though, stands out more than the rest.


James Marshall, he just reaches my shoulder with long blonde hair. Even in year nine he already is growing a mustache. I have foods class with him, he's pretty nice only issue is he'd talk to me in class then straight up ignore me outside of class, but I don't care, I fell for him and I fell hard. I found it hard to talk around him, I get so nervous. Reality hit hard when I finally realized he only ignored me, I meant nothing to him or anyway for that matter. My left arm went numb from the beeping in my arm. I went numb, like an empty shell. I have no emotions, nothing. I became dead to the world and myself. 
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