From: "I didn't know where else to go..."
Characters: Mandex & Tarian
Type: Soft, gentle & love filled
Kinks: worship & praise
⚠️Talk of past rape, cussing, crying⚠️
Not cannon to the storyline but cannon in how they would act♡
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"Are you sure your okay with this?" Mandex asked as he pressed himself against Tarian's chest.

The two had been working out in the gym room when Dex decided to do as he did before and show Tarian some form of affection when he wanted him to do something new.

Exsept for this time, instead of small affectionate actions like kissing on his cheek or anything like that, he got a lot more hanzy.

Things heated up quickly and so Mandex carried Tairan into his bedroom where they are now.

The two had done sexual acts before, like handjobs and blowjobs but they hadn't gone all the way yet.

"Yes I am, do what you want to me. Hit me, spack me, spit on me, choke me, whatever you want." Tarian replied instantly concerning Mandex.

"Why would I do all that?" He asked in a gentle voice between leaving soft butterfly kisses along Tarian's neck.

"I don't know, I just wanted you to know the options there. You can use me as you please, think of me as a fuck doll that's tighter then normal if you want." Tarian answered making Dex's brows frow; not that Tarian could see them.

"I would never do that my love. Anyone that's made you feel like just a sex doll is a terrible person and should burn in Hell." Dex stated as he slowly removed Tarian's shirt before removing his own.

"I-" Tarian was cut off by Dex kissing him.

The kiss was sweet and warm, it was full of nothing but love.

"You have the body of a God, you should be worshiped, not harmed." He stated as he pulled away from the kiss.

"Are you okay if we continue or do you want to stop and just cuddle?" Dex asked as he rested his hands on Tarian's waistband.

"Please continue but you really can do wh-" Tarian was cut off again by another kiss.

"I understand Love, thank you for your concent." Dex hummed when he pulled apart from the kiss, his hands pulling down Tarian's pants.

Once Tarian's pants were off he took his own off as well so they were left in just their boxers.

"You're so beautiful, every part of you is absolutely gorgeous. I mean your eyes are a beautiful honey brown, your lips are pink as a rose and soft as a feather. The way your cheeks heat up and turn pink when your flustured is adorable, your neck and jaw are perfect for kissing and your chest is perfect for cuddling into." Mandex spoke softly as he stilled from doing anything.

He wanted Tarian to be completely focused on his words and his words only.

"Your back is littered with your battle scars but it's perfect for tracing with my fingers like a little connect the lines game." He paused with a smile as he watched Tarian's blushing face smile back at him.

"Your waist and hips are perfect for holding onto when I want to pull you closer, your arms and legs are perfect to wrapp around me when we cuddle; and your hair is so soft and fluffy. Everything about you is so perfect my love. You should know these things about yourself and try to get rid of any of the bad thoughts you have about yourself." Dex stated as he watched Tarian's eyes watter up.

"I love you." Dex said with a soft smile as he gently wiped a tear that fell from Tarian's eye.

"I love you too." Tarian choked out, trying his hardest to not cry.

Nobody has ever said such sweet things to him ever.

The reason why he said all of the things that Mandex could imagine himself as or do to him was from his aunt. His aunt raped him as a young teenager and did all of those things to him.

So growing up that's what he thought people got off to, that's why he's never tried to do anything sexual with anyone before.

"Now do you still want to do anything more then cuddle?" Dex asked with a chuckle before kissing away the rest of the few stray tears that fell from Tarian's eyes.

"We can if you want to." Tarian replied making Mandex sigh softly.

"Thats not what I said darling, I'm asking if you want to go any farther. This isn't about me right now." He said as he looked into Tarian's glistening eyes.

"I-" Tarian paused as his blush deepened, "Yes I would like to continue." He said making Dex smile.

"Then continue we shall." He smiled before taking Tarian's boxers off along with his own.

He quickly grabbed the lube from the bedside table and applied some on his fingers to stretch Tarian out.

"This may feel a little weird and it will probably be a little cold too." He warned getting a nod from Tarian before he stuck a finger inside of the boy beneath him.

Tarian let out a soft gasp at the strange feeling but didn't react badly.

"Relax a little more my love and I'll add a second finger." Dex hummed into Tarian's ear before kissing at his earlobe.

Tarian allowed his body to completely relax and loosened a considerable amount.

"Good boy~" Dex praised as he added a second finger before scissoring them, trying to stretch him out and also find his prostate at the same time.

Tarian hummed at the praise as Dex began kissing his jaw and upper neck.

After a little while, Dex deemed Tarian stretched out enough and decided to speed things up a little bit.

"I think your stretched enough, are you ready for me?" Dex asked as he pulled his head up so he could look Tarian in the eyes.

Tarian nodded his head 'yes' as reply but Dex wasn't going to take that as an answer.

"Use your words love~" Dex hummed, instantly getting a "Yes, I'm ready." Back in resonce.

"Good boy~" Dex praised again before lubing himself up and slowly pressing into Tarian.

He made sure to go slow so he would put Tarian in the least amount of pain possible.

Soon enough he was all the way in and stilled to allow Tarian time to adjust.

"Fuck your big." Tarian breathed out as his face scrunched up in pain.

"I know, I'm sorry love but I'll make sure the pain turns into pleasure as soon as possible." Mandex soothed as he kissed gently all over Tarian's face making him relax again.

After a few minutes Tarian told Dex he could move so he did.

He started out moving slow, not pulling out much at a time.

"Fuck!" Tarian gasped when Dex hit his prostate.

"Go faster! Harder! Please!" Tarian pleaded as his eyes shut for a second in pleasure.

"Your wish is my command." Dex hummed as he complied, now moving his hips faster and harder then before; pushing deeper into Tarian, hitting his prostate harder.

"Fuck!" Tarian moaned out as his back arched, eyes shut and toes curled.

"I'm gonna cum!" He warned only having Dex go faster in responce.

"Cum whenever you want love, nothings stopping you." Dex stated before being grabbed by the back of his neck into an aggressive kiss.

Tarian moaned loudly into the kiss as he came, his cum going all over both of their chests.

Mandex slowed his thrusts way down to help Tarian ride out his high before pulling out of him and breaking the kiss at once.

"Your so fucking beautiful baby." Dex mumbled against Tarian's neck after seeing his orgasem face and then his fucked out face right after.

He decided to not comment on how quickly he came considering he was a concented virgin and hadn't ever had anything up his ass before.

"Did you cum?" Tarian asked once he calmed down from his high.

"No but that's okay because tonight is for you and you only. I'll go and take a quick shower and then we can cuddle okay?" Dex answered having Tarian protest.

"But, you need to cum; I can help you." He protested as Dex stood up.

"I know you can but right now you need rest my love. Can you pick out a movie for us to watch when I get out of the shower please?" Dex asked as he kissed Tarian's forehead.

Tarian nodded in responce so Dex handed him the remote before leaving for the bathroom.

He grabbed a washcloth and ran it under some water before going back to Tarian to clean off his chest before taking a shower himself.

While he took a shower, Tarian changed into one of Dex's oversized hoodies and picked out "Corpse Bride" for them to watch.

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Soon enough Dex was out of the shower and was now in his pajamas aka some grey sweatpants and a loose fitting shirt.

"Oh this is a great movie." Where the first words that left Dex's mouth when he walked back into the bedroom.

Tarian hummed in agreement, too tired to do much more.

Mandex moved so he was laying down before he pulled Tarian onto his chest.

Tarian cuddled into his chest as Dex pressed play on the movie.

Tarian made it past the first ten minutes of the movie before he fell asleep.

Dex made it through the entire movie and turned the TV off before he too fell asleep, holding Tarian close in his arms.
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