i feel so absolutely appallingly

( wonderful without you )

disgusting because i know you are lonely and i know you want me to be there, be with you

( all the damn time. but i won't i won't i won't i wi l l n o t )

but i'm selfish so fucking selfish aren't i

( you've said it yourself we both know it )

and i know it hurts you when i don't want to hang around

( just stop fucking talking i'm so so so so so sick of it so so so so so sick of)

you

and thinking of you down there by yourself makes me want to scream and sit with you and tell you i love you but

( then it's about whatever you think is wrong with me and i can't and i can't and i won't please he lp m)