Skylar

My palms sweated nervously as I slowly opened the door for Michael to come inside. His worried face frightens me, but then he pulls me into a big hug.

I'm taken a back at first, not really knowing what to do then I slowly hugged him back. I've missed this, too much. I missed his faint cologne scent, the faint smell of hair product, the smell of just, Michael.

Everything seems so fake, as if I were dreaming, it was hard to see with the tears in my eyes blurring out my vision.

Michael mumbled something as his face was nuzzled in my neck as mine was on his chest. I hugged him tighter reassuring him on how much I've missed him over the passed couple weeks.

"Sky?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm going to miss you a lot, if I never fought with you, then..you'd never be in this mess." Michael put his face in his hands, groaning

I tell him quickly that it was never his fault, it was Luke and I's fault for getting me pregnant, I know that know. Bur everything seems so surreal. Wondering if everything happening is still a dream, that I'm soon to just wake up and be normal again.

There was a knock on the door

"Sky, I'm coming in." Luke slowly opened the door revealing Michael and I, his eyes softening.

"Mike, give us a minute?" With that Michael hugs me again before walking out of the hotel room.

Luke looks down at me, his blue eyes piercing though mine, his eyes blink rapidly as the stern look on his face loosens, his lips slowly turning into a soft sad smile.

"I really want to be with you." he pulls me into a hug

"I want to be there for you and child." I can practically hear him smile as he slowly puts his hand on my belly

"My moms going to be pissed, but I'm counting on you little guy-girl to fix this." He softly chuckles, he presses his lips against my cheek, Ashton's turn to knock on the door

"Luke! Interview in twenty, we have to be in the car in 5." his feet scramble on the other side of the door, his voice is sad, and I realize that everything's because of me.

"You should go now, you don't want to be late." i force a smile as I turn my body, moving to get my carry on bags, my backpack falling to the floor,

"I got it" Luke's voice mumbles as he picks it up involuntarily, my bag slinging over his shoulder.

"Make sure to send me pictures everyday ok?"

"Make sure to do everything the doctor does alright?"

"Sky, make sure to tell me what gender our baby is"

"Skylar, I'll miss you"

Luke bombards me with things I almost about to ball my eyes out, Luke would always be the guy to keep things to himself, he was timid, yet intimidating. Never in a million years would I have thought Luke was the one to get me pregnant. Yet again -me?

We all exchanged goodbyes, and I'm glad Michael and I had left on good terms, as well as remembering to unblock his number. The plane ride back home was quiet, the girls excited to have some time off, and I'm glad that they're supportive of this whole thing.

I know by the end of this whole thing, me and Luke would obviously have to give it up for adoption, something in afraid of doing, we haven't talked about it much but what's there to talk about? We tour basically every moment, we're 18, we can't just stop everything now.

When we got to Pearson, fans had waited there, many of them weren't crazy like the ones we've encountered on road shows but these were the fans you'd call "fam"

We weren't all in a rush, so we stayed back, making sure that everyone had a picture they wanted as well as follow on Twitter which we'd stalk later on.

They asked us questions as they video taped us, almost like an interview, but way chilled.

"What do you think of nickelback?" A tall guy asked as he crossed his legs in front of him, us girls laughed

"They're kings of rock and roll"

"Sky?" A girl around my age asks, I sort of freak out when I realize she's wearing our merch, I smile and nod for her to continue

"Are you and Luke a thing? Or is it with Michael?" At first I don't respond, our management team telling us to keep private things private, but enough for people to be satisfied.

I look at her, the girl that probably listens to our music non stop, the girl that probably gets traded for liking an awful band like us, I smile before actually telling her what was needed to be said

"Mike and I are just friends, we kinda faded away for a little bit but I guess we're on good terms. And Luke," I sigh heavily not exactly knowing what to say "lets just say he's one of a kind."

The group awed while some chanted "otp" others rambled on how they shipped Michael and I, Amy quickly reminding them of his girlfriend really settled them down.

Security guards came in, then that's when we all started freaking out as they all started to walk faster and closer to us. The fans had the same reaction, but they were sad, thinking they would be asked to leave.

"Hi, my daughter loves you girls, do you mind if I could get a signature?" Lexa chuckled in relief as she took the paper from his hands which seemed to be a parking ticket, they quickly all took a picture.

"Thanks so much!" The security guard looked down at his phone, then looked back up at the us and the fans

"You guys are really something else, you're such a great role model to young girls out there, just keep doing what you're doing!" He yelled as he was walking away from the crowd.

The girls and I looked down nervously, as Steph patted my shoulder smiling at me. Then a few more fans came into the crowd, ranting on how they got lost in the airport.

Mom came back with a cup of Tim Hortons coffee in her hands before widening her eyes at the large group of fans coming together.

"We have to get going soon, your drivers here to take you home, and -"

"Mom!" Lexa squealed in excitement, behind my mom was the other girls parents, fans took more pictures of our family reunion as some took pictures with our parents.

We all said our goodbyes to each other, the girls and I each having our moment knowing we'd have to ride in separate cars home.

"I'm gonna miss you so much" Amy hugged me tight "I still have to beat noodle boy up later for knocking you up" my cheeks reddened at her sudden comment, as she headed off to Lexa

"You plan to give your kid up for adoption?" I stayed quiet as she already had known my answer, Luke and I aren't ready, we hardly know each other -maybe if I read those 5sos facts on tumblr I can learn more.

We all separate, grabbing our bags and guitars, the other girls' parents were asking a lot about our trip, not bothering to ask why they came home so early, I looked up at mom, knowing she came here with me, every step of the way.

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I know it seems cheesy rn but yall will get the feels soon I promise