"You give me these tingling sensation in my stomach."

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B u t t e r f l i e s

Clarissa's P.O.V

Indeed I stayed up from 3:36 A.M uptil now which is 2:20 P.M
I decided not to go to school since that would be dangerous. I was really tired I'd probably fall on my face and fall alseep on the spot.

It's safe to say that I am sleep deprived but nothing a little Ice Cream can't fix.

I got up groggily from my bed and made my way downstairs without tripping on my own feet and falling down the stairs.

How tragic would that be.

"In the Loving memory of Clarissa Henseworth, Died of tripping on her own feet and gliding down the staircase."

Yeah tragic.

Taking out the Chocolate Ice Cream tub from the freezer and finding a spoon, I was about to make my way back to my room when the doorbell rang.

"Ughhhh who could that be." I said feeling irritated as ever.

I opened the door to see Alec.

Awk-fucking-ward.

My hair was a mess.

My eyes maybe looked like smoky black eyeshadow smeared across it.

I had on two different colour socks.

With my Oversized Hoodie.

"What the fuck are you doing here?", I asked suspiciously and agitated.

"Wow! Not even a Hi Alec I'm so happy to see your amazing gorgeous face! And what happened to your face?", He mocked in an overly high pitched voice and then looking concern.

"Firstly! I don't sound like that and secondly You haven't answered my question yet peanutly dick head!", I said getting all defensive ignoring his question.

"Peanuly dick head? Really love?", He teased bursting out in a fit of laughter. He saw that I didn't wanna talk about it.

"Okay! Okay can we have a do-over?, I think we got off on the wrong foot, The name's Alec Kerrington, I'm 17 years old and I love hot girls! Like a certain shordy infront of me", He replied flirting with me.

That peanutly dick head! Ugh, That ain't affecting me.

"I'm Clarissa Hensworth, I'm 17 years old. I enjoy reading and other indoor activies such as eating, sleeping and repeating, I guess you could say no to socializing meaning not talking to you", I finished off closing the door in his gorgeous peanutly dick head.

As I was about to walk away I heard him.

"Okay okay! The reason why I came here was to ask you why you didn't come to school and the fact that Ms Jonson paired us together today,so we should work on the project", He said hastilly.

Well that made me stop in my tracks.

I opened the door and told him to come in.

"Nice place", He said looking around.

"Thanks", I replied.

"So where's your mom and dad?", He asked curiously making me freeze.

"Uh Umm-- My dad died when I was nine and my mother is out running some errands", like fucking a new guy and leaving me a $20 bill to buy dinner.

She rarely comes home.

It feels like I'm living here by myself because Caroline is in Brooklyn while my mother is staying at many of her different "one night stand" house.

Sometimes I don't even see her, She would just drop off some money at home while I'm at school.

"Oh I'm sorry about your dad that was insensitive of me", He apologized with an emotion in his eyes that I couldn't decipher.

"That's okay, You didn't know, I don't blame you for being curious", I said nonchalantly.

We reached up to my room and I invited him inside.

My room was painted in a creamic colour, I had a Queen sized bed filled with Soft lilac pillows paired with black sheets.

I had posters of Stephen Amell hanging up on my wall.

He's so sexy.

"I thought that you'd have those pink girly room love!", He said mocking me.

"Do I look like a pink girly girly girl Peanutly Dick head?", I deadpanned.

"No love, I wouldn't expect a fire engine like you to be girly,I like that about you, You're not afraid to tell people to quote and quote "Mind your own fucking business"", He said smiling with his white pearly teeth on full display.

He looks so adorable.

This wasn't his usual smirk or loopsided smile, it was a full blown breathtaking smile.

And his smile was so contagious that it made me smile.

"Anyways I'd like to eat my Ice Cream before we get started on this ungodly tiresome project, Do you want some?", I asked him.

"No I'm okay, I can just watch", He said smiling and watching me intensely.

Okayyyy then.

I began devouring the sweet goodies infront of and forgetting about the cruelty in this world.

Then I heard Alec chuckling.

Huh. He was still here.

"What?", I asked him.

"Umm you just got a little something there", He said pointing on my face.

I started blushing furiously feeling embarassed.

I started wiping and wiping.

"It's still there, let me get it for you", He offered in a low voice.

The way he was looking at me made me lost the ability to talk so I just nodded like a helpless alien.

"There, all good", His finger brushed tenderly against my lips and lingered there.

He started leaning in and smashed his lips on mine.

He lift me up and placed me on his lap and gently tug at my lips asking for entrance and I gave in.

I was moaning uncontrollably while I tangled my hand in his hair.

It felt like forever when we pulled apart.

But apparently forever wasn't even enough for him.

Then suddenly outside was looking darker and trees were been blown in all direction. It looked like it's going to rain.

"Oops looks like the rain is going to fall, I didn't regret not working on the project because I wouldn't be able to that, Until next time love", He said dashing out of my room to reach home before the rain started.

He left me dumbfoubded again!

Damn! Ugh!

Butterflies.

That's all I feel in my stomach.

Floating down there.

Until next time? That's what he said.

Oh and I was gonna be the one leaving him dumbfounded the next time.

I thought while a smirk appeared on my face.

Then I was giggling feeling my lips swollen and tingling from that kiss.

I was giggling uncontrollably.

He made me feel like an elementary school girl.

And I fucking loved it.

With that thought I slept soundly.

For the first time in years.

I didn't think about what I was going through or what I had to endure.

Finally, I slept soundly without having a crease in face or furrowing my eyebrows.

Finally I found peace. Maybe it was just in the moment but I didn't care.

A/N - DID CLARISSA FINNALLY FOUND PEACE OR DID SHE JUST FOUND HELL?