"I am a monster without you, you keep me sane."

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M o n s t e r o u s W i t h o u t Y o u

Clarissa's P.O.V

We were now in a Warehouse in the abondoned town of Manhatten.

The ball at the Lockwood's was coming to an end so we had to get out of there.

We jumped out of the window.

I mean, we couldn't just go downstairs carrying someone bloody and unconcious.

What are we supposed to say then?

Oh my friend here is just covered in ketchup and he has fallen asleep.

Yeah.

No.

"Wake up, wake up", I barked out as I slapped his face.

"Why am I tied down on a chair?", He said jumping up fearfully.

"More important question, what date is it today?", I asked smirking.

"Ummm it's December 15th", He said unsurely.

What

The

Fuck.

He doesn't even remember.

"What's your name?", I asked calmly.

"Damion"

"Okay Damion, Remember this, Today, on December 15th, you all tortured and murdered my father in cold blood, it's your turn now", I said walking away.

Tears rushed at my eyes but I pushed them back.

I will show no mercy, sympathy or pity to him.

Just like how they never showed my father any of those on this day.

Today, I was a monster, they'll wish that they never met me.

"Alec you ready?", I asked putting on my metallic knuckles.

"Yes Clarissa, Let's go", He said walking along side of me.

"Now Damion, I will ask you some questions, if you answer correctly then no metallic knuckles. If not, woo hoo", I said chuckling.

"You are a monster", He spit in my face.

Well.

That'll earn you one blow to the face.

"Learn to keep your mouth shut when necessary", I said as he groaned in pain from the impact.

"Who do you work for and where is my mother", I questioned.

Silence.

"Alec, mind doing the honors?", I asked him.

"My pleasure"

He took out a bottle of alcohol from his bag and poured it on one of his leg.

He then reached out for a pack of matches and lit it.

"Once last chance Damion, you tell us who you are working for and I won't burn your leg", Alec said.

Silence.

"Okay, I warned you big boy", Alec said dropping the match on his leg causing flames to erupt.

"Fuck, aaaaahhhh, fuck, shit, please, nooo, okay, okay, I will talk, just stop", Damion screamed in pain.

Alec took up the fire estinguisher and sprayed it on his half burned leg.

"I work for Mr Mikaelson and I don't know where your mother is", Damion said panting.

"What the fuck do you mean when you say you don't know where my mother is?! ", I shouted with fire blazing through my eyes.

"Mr Mikaelson moves alot, he doesn't tell anyone where he's going", Damion said trembling.

"Well then, you are no use to me", I said pointing a gun to his face and was about to pull the trigger when Damion slipped up.

"No please don't, Dad has a Warehouse downtown that he make deals in, please just don't kill me", Je said rushingly.

"Dad?", I opened my mouth in shock.

"No no I meant, uhh--- Mr. Mikaelson", He said realizing his mistake.

"Dad huh?", I smirked evilly.

"Well, let's give your dad a call and make a deal, shall we", I took out his phone from his pocket and called him.

"Hello? Damion where are you?", I heard a gruff voice say at the end.

"Hello Mr. Mikaelson, I'd like to make a deal, you see, I have your son covered in, what's that again? Ketchup? Naaa, I think it's blood", I laughed dryly.

"I want an exchange,my mother for your son", I said.

"No Clarissa, you can keep him, He wasn't of any use anyway", He said in a cold tone and hanged up the phone.

"Dammit, it seems that your father doesn't love you very much", I said laughing.

"Go ahead kill me", He shouted.

"Gladly", I smiled while pointing a gun on his face.

"Wow wow, Clarissa, you said that we would torture him and let him go", Alec said worriedly.

"LOOK AT ME ALEC! LOOK WHAT THEY DID TO ME! HE CALLED ME A MONSTER FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! MAYBE HE IS RIGHT BUT WHY SHOULD I APOLOGIZE FOR THE MONSTER I'VE BECOME WHEN THEY NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR MAKING ME THIS WAY! THEY TOOK EVERYTHING---- EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME", I screamed as tears poured out of my eyes.

With a defeated sigh I slid down on the floor.

"Love?", I heard his voice softened beside of me.

"Dingle dick, They deserve-- deserve to die", I said sobbing.

"Look at me Love, don't let them make you do something that YOU will regret later on in life, do not stoop to their level. You are stronger and much better than this, They deserve to die yes. Wouldn't it be much better if they get sent to prison and suffer im there for the rest of their lives? Let them die slowly, let them feel true pain. Don't do this to yourself Love, I love you."

"What?", I choked on my sobbs.

"I love you", He said smiling softy as fresh tears pooled in my eyes again.

"But--But how could you love me? You saw how heartless and dark I could be. You can't love me, I'm not right for you!", I screamed as I ran out of the Warehouse.

My heart ached as I slid down on the floor.

I loved him.

I loved him so much.

I love him, that's why I have to let him go.

I am too monsterous for him.

With all these thoughts spiralling in my head I screamed and cried out in agony.

After a few minutes to gather myself up, I was about to walk away when Alec voice stopped me.

"----What did you just say!", His voiced boomed in the empty warehouse.

"Mr. Mikaelson is your mother's husband! Didn't you wonder how  Clarissa's Mother's Kidnapper knows everything about you? She's coming for you Alec. Quit looking for Clarissa's mother because she is long gone", I heard Damion said.

What?

Alec's Mother?

I don't understand.

And where the fuck is my mother?

Thump.

Thump.

Kick.

*Glocking of gun*

No! No, I can't let him do this to himself.

I dashed inside the Warehouse as Alec was ready to shoot.

"I LOVE YOU", I screamed out which made him freeze.

"I love you Dingle Dick, I didn't say it back when you said it because-- because I was scared okay! I thought that I didn't deserve you! I thought that I loved you enough to let you go but I was fooling myself! Don't shoot him, You are better than this, You saved me from a lifetime of guilt a few minutes ago, let me save you! LET ME SAVE YOU ALEC! FUCK THIS GODDAMMIT!", I dashed across the room and grabbed his face and kissed him.

He didn't kiss me back so I pulled away but in that moment he placed his hand on my back and drew me in a passionate kis----

"Umm, I'm still here", Damion said interrupting us.

"How unfortunate", Dingle dick said knocking him out to unconciousness.

"Now where were we Love?", He whispered softly as a tear slid down his face.

I was monsterous without him.

They look at us as monsters.

Maybe we are but we found angels in each other that nobody else can see.

He was my Redemption.

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A/N - It's wednesday!!!! Meaning another update! I know that alot of you were waiting on a update! Sorry for the wait....But I hope that it was worth it😉 It's a little short but whatevs!

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