(Warning depressing)
Don't read if you don't want to,I just wanted to rant...

I hate the home I live in

I live in fear of my family's and my own life...

Fuck my Stepdad

I'm scared
I'm crying

I never wanted to kill anybody or held grudges against anyone...but I want to get rid of him...even if it means throwing away my own life.....

I've never felt like this before...
And it scares me

Damn
I'm sorry
Sorry if you had to read that crap