18 || Little did I Know you Were the one Holding the Gun
There was a double update today in case you didn't read the previous chapter.
Daisy's P.O.V.
I sit in the waiting room as tears slide down my cheeks. I look over at Sodapop who is also sitting all alone looking around sadly. It feels as if time slows down and our eyes connect, but the walls we've both built up immediately come up as he stands up walking away. I wipe away the stray tears, as I go over to talk to Lacey and Two-bit over-hearing this. "Two, you don't understand!"
"What? What the hell don't I understand?" He lashes out grabbing her wrist.
She looks down, "Two-bit your hurting me and I'm pregnant with your baby."
"Is it Soda's?" He asks and my mouth drops. Did they?
"No, I asked him if maybe..." she drifts off and I feel my heart break as hot tears stream down my roses red cheeks.
Two-bit snaps right now, "I just can't believe you could be so stupid! He was dating Daisy at the time and we never broke up!"
"I'm sorry," she speaks. "I just hope Daisy never finds out. It would destroy her."
"Yea, but you came up and told me," Two rolls his eyes.
"You're stronger than her and she's breaking," she pleads. "You know I love you and I don't want to see you hurt, but if I never told you it would be dishonest. I hate not telling Daisy, it kills me! I love her."
"You're lucky, I love you," he pecks her lips.
She smiles as they pull away, "I love you so much Two-bit Mathews."
He puts his hand on her still flat stomach, "this is ours?"
She nods happily, "this is ours."
I storm over to Soda still crying, "what the fuck Sodapop?"
Soda looks turns around looking at me confused, "Daisy?"
"Who else did you screw?" I roll my eyes.
"What are you talking about?" He asks rudely.
Anger and hurt boils in my blood, "you slept with Lacey while we were dating! How could you?"
"I can exp-" he starts.
I immediately cut him off, "don't you dare! Don't you dare say it was a mistake, or how sorry you are for it. You never loved me and I loved you! Gosh Sodapop I would of taken a bullet for you, but you cheated on me with my sister! Do you ev-"
"She's not your sister," he says abruptly not letting me finish my thought.
"I would of taken a bullet for you Sodapop but, little did I know you were the one holding the gun," I go to walk away, but he grabs my arm.
He grabs m arm pulling me back and smashing his lips against mine, "I do love you, it's just-"
I cut him off once again, "you wanted sex more and you knew I wasn't gonna sleep with you. Whatever Sodapop. I just...I hope it was worth it. I hope sleeping with Lacey one time was worth ruining everything we were...everything we had. I really do Sodapop."
"Are we at least still best friends?" He asks his eyes filling with water and I know he's about to break.
"You ruined everything Sodapop! I can barely look at you without this feeling of hate, angry, and resentment. We should of never dated because, where's our happy ending. It seems everybody is getting one, but us!" I rant "and no Soda, we're not friends let along best friends."
I storm away with tears rolling down my cheeks bumping into Lacey, "oh my, are you okay Daisy?"
"No, I'm not okay," I scream at her as I cry. "I just found out that my 'sister' slept with my boyfriend. Wasn't it enough that you were flirting with Sodapop? You ruined everything Lacey! I hate you! I hate you and I want nothing to do with you or Dallas or Charlie or Claire who is replacing Del and I or Delilah on that note and I especially want nothing to do with Sodapop! I'm out of here! I never want to see you or anybody in this stupid gang ever again!"
"Daisy wait!" Lacey yells after me. "Just ask Dallas, he knows what happened! Please!"
I walk over to Delilah sitting next to her, "I'm done."
"What?" She asks.
"I'm done with you and Dallas and everybody!" I yell as I sob.
"Daisy, you're insane," she rolls her eyes. "What happened?"
"What the hell do you think happened?" I snap.
"I don't know!" She yells.
"We got taken away from our dunk brother, he has a child, Soda cheated on me with Lacey and he knew, but he didn't tell me!" I yell. "I'm so over everything and I just came here to let you know I'm sorry. I love you Del."
Lacey's P.O.V. (bet you didn't see that one coming)
Lucy walks up to me, "what was that about?"
"I think I just lost a sister and the gang just lost a friend," I choke out holding back tears.
"What happened?" Lucy asks.
"Soda, do you ever wonder what's gonna happen in the future?" I ask as we lay on the beach watching the sunset.
He looks away sadly, "I always wonder what's gonna happen with Daisy and I. She's just hurting right now and I don't think she wants me anymore."
"She loves you," I reassure him.
"Do I love her?" He asks. "Are we in love?"
"Do I love Two-bit or do I love..." I start to ask.
"you?" We both ask at the same time as we sit up looking into each others eyes. It's like a magnet between our lips and neither of us can fight it as our lips smash together. The longer it gets the more intense it grows. Soda pulls off my shirts as we sink down onto the sandy beach. We throw off each others clothing never breaking the kiss.
"Wait!" He sits up.
"This is wrong," I sigh.
"Yet it feels so right," he pulls out a condom.
I look at Lucy with tears rolling down my cheeks as my voice cracks, "Lucy, I made a terrible mistake and I think I ruined everything."
"What?" She asks.
"I'm pregnant and I slept with Soda. Thank god it's not his, but still. I slept with Soda and he was still dating Daisy! I slept with my sisters boyfriend! I am such a bad person!" I sob loudly. "Now I'm here after ruining everything for them acting like nothing ever happened when she's done with everybody and I'm not sure what she's gonna do! I broke her!"
She pulls me into a tight hug shushes me as I sob letting a few tears go herself, "it's gonna be okay. Trust me everything is gonna be okay Lacey."
Dally's P.O.V.
The nurse brings little Claire into the room and places her in Charlie's arms carefully. I stare down at my daughter with tears of joy in my eyes, "she's so little."
"Wanna hold her?"Charlie asks looking up at me.
I shake my head, "no thanks."
"C'mon tough guy," she chuckles. "it isn't that hard. She's just a baby."
"What if I drop her?" I ask nervously.
"You won't!" She laughs.
"I-I don't know," I stutter. "I'm gonna go get the girls."
I walk out to see a crying Delilah. I sit next to her. She looks up at me with red puffy cheeks, "did you know?"
"Know what?" I ask.
"That Soda cheated on Daisy with Lacey?" She asks through gritted teeth. "Did you know?"
"I did," I admit.
"Then why didn't you tell her?" She lashes out. "She's done with us now! We lost her and it's all your fault!"
"I'm sorry," I go to hug her, but she stands up.
"Have a nice life with Charlie and Claire because, she's replacing us," she stands up still crying. "I hate you! I hate you for this!"
"Del please, let me explain," I beg.
She rips her necklace off her neck breaking chain; it was the one I got her for her thirteenth birthday, she hasn't taken it off since, "take back your stupid necklace Dallas and leave me alone!" She storms out of the hospital still crying. I sit in the chair placing my head in my hands knowing I just lost my two sisters.
Oh my gosh a lot of stuff went down in this chapter! I am so excited for the coming up events with the Winston trio. I feel like they've all come such a long way since the first chapter. What do you guys think? Oh yea and double update! Stay gold. Do it for Johnny!
-Beth
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