schizophrenia
schizophrenia- is a mental disorder that makes it hard to: Tell the difference between what is real and not real; Think clearly; Have normal emotional responses; Act normally in social situations.
[Kellin's POV]
I walk slowly down the cold road kicking all the snow around me. No cars are anywhere because everyone is home in the warmth. All schools are closed, jobs closed, well most of them. I take a left where the road ends and I find myself walking into the snow getting deeper and deeper the snow going above my boots, inside of my boots and going more and more up my legs.
I fall face forward into the snow and just lay there.
"woh there. I dont want you getting sick" a voice says and I feel a hand grab my arm and he helps me up.
"Thanks but I dont know it was kind of comfy down there" I say wipeing the snow off my jacket.
"How about we lay on our backs and look at the sky together"
I look up at him finally seeing his face, his hair a bit longer than mine, his eyes sparkling. He puts his hands in his jean pockets.
"sounds nice, but I dont trust cute guys" I say and he smiles at me, he looks down at his shoes, well they are covered by snow but you can lightly see the colors through the snow.
"I'm Vic" He says as he looks back at me and our eyes meet again
"I'm Kellin" I say putting my hand out and he takes his hand out of his pocket and shakes my hand.
"I guess I'll take you up on the cold sky watching offer" I add and I lay down on my back on the cold snow, Vic doing the same next to me.
"So Kellin, tell me about yourself" Vic says as I watch the sky and all of the clouds slowly walking away from each other.
"Well, I have a older sister called Jessica, shes in collage but shes coming today, I love listening to music, and I can overall be a very uninteresting person, you?" I ask
"I have a younger brother named MIke, I love music too, I can play guitar and I find you interesting"
"I just said I'm an uninteresting person, what could you possible find thats interesting about me?" I ask
"Whats interesting is how mysterious you are" He says and I feel my cheeks heating up
"so tell me about Mike" I say changing the subject, I feel the snow getting colder as it presses against my neck. My neck turning ice cold but I dont care.
"Mike well hes a trouble maker, hes into crazy shit, hes Mike thats all I can really say, how about Jessica"
"Jessica can be a bitch, not much to say about her" I state..Jessica left to go to collage two years ago, leaving me with a annoying overly happy mother and a father out of the picture.
Yes happines is such a beatiful thing, whatever. But its just the overly happiness that I can tell is fake. My mom loved my dad, that I could tell but then he left, no reason, he just did. Not even bothering to call. He didnt get kiddnaped we know that as a fact, he had a moving van come collect his stuff and he left me ten dollars in a envolpe. Because nothing tells your son, 'I'm leaving, I wont call or see you again,stay in school, buy a few coffees from starbucks or a meal from a fast food place, have a good life' Like ten dollars does, What did I do with those ten dollars? They are still in a box under my bed, they have been there for two years now, untouched since that day.
"How is she a bitch?" Vic asks me, I feel snow shift to me as he sits up, I do the same and I let out a deep sigh.
"She left to go to collage the same year my dad left"
"I'm sorry" Vic says and he puts his arms around me, giving me warmth.
"Its okay, it wasnt your fault"
"I wish I knew you then so I could help you through it" He says as he slowly rubs my back.
After a fwe minutes of being in a strangers arms I get out of them.
"I should go home, I'm sure my sister will be there" I say with a sigh "Will I see you again?" I ask Vic and he smiles at me
"I hope so" He says softly and I wave goodbye before walking away down the road and stopping in front of my house, I slowly make my way inside and I close the door softly behind me.
"Kellin is that you?" I hear my mom's voice and I see her coming around the corner as I hang up my Jacket by the door and remove my boots there "You are soaking wet, go change Kellin" she adds and I sigh before making my way up the stairs and going into my room, I grab some clothes then I go to the barhroom. I still feel Vic's arms around me. I've never seen Vic around before and its a small town, I would've been sure to have seen him before at somepoint, maybe hes new to town? I have a feeling if he was he would've let me know so I could show him around.
I take the hand towel and dry my hair with it. Then I change into the other pair of clothes and I put the dirty ones away. I walk back down the stairs and into the dinning room where I see my sister seated. I sit in front of her.
"Kellin" She says softly
"Jessica" I say in the same tone.
"how've you been?" She asks trying to start a conversation
"Okay, you?"
"Awesome" She says under her breath and then our mom comes in and puts plates in front of us, she used to be a waitress so she has all the skills.
"thanks mom" Jessica says happily as my mom sits down next to Jessica
"How was your walk Kellin?" My mom asks and I put a smile on my face, I cant help it.
"it was okay" I state
"Just okay? You're face is a pink color, spill it" Jessica says
"Well I was just outside in the cold" I state and she rolls her eyes at me, "But I met a guy around my age" I add
"Whats his name?" mom asks
"Vic"
"What does he look like?" My sister asks
"Brown hair, brown eyes, really cute, a little shorter than me, I'm pretty sure hes hispanic, he has a perfect face" I say not really knowing how to describe him.
"I want to meet this boy" My mom says and I almost caugh on the water I just drank
"Mom I dont even know if I'll see him again" I state and she smiles at me
"You never know Kellin, you never know" She says
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Its been two days since I've seen Vic, I havent run into him while on walks, I havent seen him at the store, Well all I've done the past two days is walk for ten minutes before getting cold and rushing home and I've been going to get medicine for my sister at a store and thats it, but the whole time my mind was on Vic watch. I swear when I gave my sister the pills they seemed to change colors but when I told her that she laughed and said, "Kellin I think you need these more than me so you can think straight" and she laughed a little before saying "I'm only kidding"
I walk outside, the snow is starting to clear up and the sun is shinning through but we all know that the weather is going to get worse tomorrow so today is one of the only days we can enjoy this. I walk to a park and I sit down on the sings.
"Its nice to see you not face forward on the ground" I smile before looking to my left to see Vic on the swing next to me.
"different isnt it, dont get used to it" I state and he laughs, his laugh is so beautiful I could listen to it all day.
"this is weird, but my mom wants to meet you" I say really fast
"why would she want to meet me?" Vic asks confused
"I guess shes surprised I'm actually talking to someone" I say softly
"well I would love to meet her" Vic says with a smile and he leans in closer to me and kisses my cheek. "shall we go now?" He asks and I nod, I take his hand and we walk hand in hand
"So whats your last name?" I Ask Vic "Fuentes, yours?" He asks
"Bostwick, but I prefer Quinn" I state and then I stop in front of my house, I let go of Vic's hand and we walk inside.
"mom!" I call out and she comes walking toawrds the door "Yes Kellin?"
"This is Vic" I say and she gives me a confused look "Kellin I know you dont want me to meet him but you dont need to joke about him being here"
"But he is here" I state
"is he hidding?" my mom says jokingly and I give her a confused look
"Yeah I guess so" I say and I look over at Vic and he just shurgs,not saying anything. My mom then walks right past Vic, puts her shoes on and opens the door.
"I'm going to the store, I'll be back later" She says before leaving, closing the door behind her.
"Thats weird" I state
"very" Vic huffs and I put my hand in his and walk him up the stairs
"Jessica" I say softly as I knock on her door and she opens it.
"Yes Kellin"
"Mom ignored Vic" I state and she looks at me confused
"Where is Vic?" she asks confused
"right here" I state and I point to my left
"Kellin no one is there" she states and I look at her confused
"I do what to see what he looks like, did you get his full name?" She asks and she lets me into her room, her room hasnt changed its allways been the same but mostly shes never there.
"Vic Fuentes, but hes right here cant you just look at him?" I ask but shes googling something as we speak completly blocking me out.
"Kellin....Vic doesn't exsit..Theres no one named Vic Fuentes..No one" She says looking at me worried and I look at Vic who just shurgs before walking to the computer and looking down at it.
"I dont think this Vic guy is real. Are you making imaginary friends? I know its hard for you to make friends but you didnt need to lie to make mom happy" She states and I walk out of her room confused with Vic behind me.
--- *noones pov* --
One day Kellin was outside talking to 'Vic' and his mom noticed but all she noticed was Kellin talking to himself while looking at a blank space next to him, she got worried little by little as she noticed Kellin really thinking someone was next to him, him holding hands with the air, him smiling at nothing, smiling is a beautiful thing but shes never seen Kellin smile like this. She took him to the doctors and there they tried to convince Kellin that Vic was fake and in his mind and he couldnt take it, too convinced that Vic was real. Kellin got angry and caused a scene but noone was fazed they knew something like this would happen so they were ready and they put him into a room in the hospital where they would keep him, he kept seeing things that werent there and started getting upset at nothing. But after a while Vic left his mind and was no longer by his side in the hospital room and Kellin got better. He used to say he didnt want to forget about Vic and he didnt want to move on and he even said he didnt want to continue without Vic. But now hes doing just fine. Hes back home for the first time in what feels like forever and back at school where a new kid named Justin has been talking to him. Everything back to the way they were before Vic was made up in Kellin's mind. Everything is better than they were before Vic went into his mind. Its almost like Kellin was sleepwalking when Vic was around, Vic was everything Kellin ever dreamed about and now thats all Vic was, A dream that escaped and tried going into Kellin's reality but in the end failed.
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