AUTHOR'S POV        

Larry is on his way back to Stephanie's house after an emotional therapy session with Laurent's words about why he abused him still ringing in his ear. He knew he needed to know why but he never would have imagined in a million years that it would be for the stated reasons. That's why he wanted to leave although deep down he knew he should have stayed. After all, he did agree to it but understandably it became too much for him. It does warm his heart that Laurent is fighting so hard for their relationship but he needs Laurent to just put himself in his shoes for a moment. Six months of abuse and three months being apart because of it. It should come as no surprise that after all this time this information needs some time to process. He pulls up into Stephanie's driveway and is out of the car walking up the stairs in a matter of seconds. He goes inside and doesn't realize that Stephanie is in the kitchen prepping for dinner as he's walking to his room...

Stephanie: "Larry"?

Larry: "Oh hey Stephanie. I didn't mean to walk by and not speak but I didn't see you".

Stephanie: "Don't worry about it. I'm just surprised to see you so soon". *pause* "Are you alright"?

Larry: "Not really. That's why I'm back so early". *pause* "I had to leave".

She sees the emotion in his face and retrieves a towel to wipe her hands off then walk way over to him...

Stephanie: "Hey, it's ok. Come here".

She envelopes him in a hug and he wastes no time hugging her back tightly and allowing more of his emotions to spill out on her shoulder...

Stephanie: "Everything will be alright love. Come over here and have a seat".

Larry lifts his head and wipes his tears while walking over to the couch. Stephanie takes a seat in her favorite chair across from him...

Stephanie: "You wanna talk about it? I mean, you know you don't have to but I can tell your heart is very heavy so if you need to talk about it we can".

*brief pause*

Larry: "I don't believe it Stephanie".

Stephanie: "What's that sweetie"?

Larry: "Laurent. He finally told me why he hurt me and...I just can't believe it".

Just as he's about to go further into detail there's a loud knock on the door...

"Larry"! Larry"!

Larry stands up from the couch...his emotions coming back tenfold as he listens to Laurent calling for him so he quickly goes to his room. He doesn't even tell Stephanie what to do as far as letting him in or asking him to leave. Hearing the desperation in Laurent's voice she dashes over to the door to let him in and without so much as a hello...

Laurent: "Is he in his room"?

Stephanie: "Yeah he is".

Laurent is over and knocking on his door in two seconds flat. He knocks a couple of times at first and when he doesn't answer he tries turning the knob...but it's locked...

Laurent: "Larry, you know we can't go on like this. We have to talk. I realize it was hard today but you agreed". *silence* "Larry"?

Larry is sitting on the edge of his bed looking out of the window as he listens to Laurent... 

Laurent: "Bebe please open the door. Please. I'm sorry you're hurting. Please just let me in so i can be close to you".

At the moment Larry blurts out something that Laurent totally didn't see coming...

Larry: "You hear yourself right now Laurent?! You begging me to let you in and how you're sorry?! Remember the night of the gala when you threw me out on the porch?! Remember how I begged you to let me in and you didn't listen"?!

Laurent gulps as the truth of Larry's words hits him right there in his heart. Then...  

Larry: "You remember that night right"? *silence* "Answer me"!

Laurent: "Yes I do bebe".

Larry: "Now can you put yourself in my shoes? The difference is I'm not hurting you like you hurt me but how did it feel when I didn't answer?! How did it feel to be ignored"?!

Laurent: "It...it doesn't feel good".

Larry: "Exactly! So why should I listen to you"?!

Laurent:: "Because I'm trying to get you to understand that it's in the past bebe. The pain, the drugs. Everything. I know you think three months isn't enough time when you think for how bad it was...but I didn't get help just to get off drugs but also to find out why I was so bad to you and I did that bebe. It killed me so much to see you so scared that day at the carnival and I don't want to see that again". *pause* "I know you're hurt bebe and I'm not trying to take that away from you because you have every right to be hurt but I'm trying. I'm really trying and I need you to see that. The only way you will know if I've really changed is if you give me another chance. You have to help me help us bebe. Help us get past the bad and focus on the good". *silence* "Now I have something for you to remember. The day you found the drugs. I told you that what I do is none of your business and you gave me a date. December 6th, 1988. You said that since the day we came into this world together everything I do is your business, especially if it hurts me. I was too upset to see it then but you were right bebe. Whatever you do or whatever I do, it will always be my business and your business". *pause* "I don't know. Maybe we will never be lovers again. Maybe for the rest of us lives all we will be is brothers and if that's what it has to be I accept that even if it's hard to do...but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop trying to be your lover again because that's what I want". *pause* "November 10th, 2014. The day you told me you're in love with me and us first kiss. The way your lips felt on mine. So soft, so sweet, so right. I wanted to make love to you then but you were afraid so I told you we can take us time so we just enjoyed each other". *pause* "December 17th, 2014. You were so happy that day. We did the hangout with the fans and we had so much fun together. That night you told me that you were ready to make love so I took my time and went slow. *starts to cry* You cried a little bit so I kissed your tears away and told you that it would be oki". 

Laurent is completely unaware  of this but the moment he called out the first date, Larry stood up from the bed and took baby steps towards the door...but he wouldn't open it. Instead, he softly pressed his hands against it as he recalled those exact dates himself. Now he's turning around, pressing his back against the door as he tilts his head to the ceiling...his heart so, incredibly full from Laurent's recollection. His words are like music to his ears and the more he listens the more his emotions get the best of him and he begins to silently weep as Laurent continues...

Laurent: "We decided to buy us first house together and on January 15, 2015 we moved in. We unpacked and we stopped so I could make love to you. (A/N: Larry had that flashback too :). February 14, 2015. The Valentine's date that we talked for on the phone that night. You remember bebe? *silence* "I remember it like it's yesterday. I listened to your laugh as you remembered all of the silly things I did". *crying harder* "Your laugh was always so sweet bebe". *pause* "I want to make you laugh everyday. No more tears unless I'm making you happy for something". *sniff* "Bebe I know I started to hurt you after that so it's really hard to remember all the good times between us right now but I brought them up to say that I only want the good times from now on bebe. I miss you and I think for you all the time. I try not to think for you too much because I feel like I'm going crazy so I'm doing a little better with that. Now I only think for you once every 30 seconds". 

Larry places his hand over his mouth after Laurent said that. He's crying so hard that it's shaking his body because he can't remember the last time he heard something so sweet and endearing coming from Laurent who's still crying as hard as he is...but he has one more thing to say and it's something that Larry isn't expecting to hear at all by the end of it... 

Laurent: "You will always be the love of my life Larry, but as bad as I want you, as bad as I miss you and as bad as I need you I can't do all the work by myself bebe. You have to do the work too". *pause* "Unless you don't want me anymore".

Larry's hand falls from his mouth and he's now breathing heavily as he's in disbelief and in a way frightened by the last thing Laurent said. His tears are starting to settle as he stands there unable to move and when he realizes Laurent has stopped talking he turns to open the door only to see he's no longer standing there. What he doesn't know is that after Laurent's last words he took off towards the door to leave. Stephanie obviously heard everything and was crying herself so when Laurent brushed past her she attempted to stop him and tried to convince him not to leave so they can talk...but he was too emotional. Besides that, he wants to give Larry some time to think about everything he said...but Larry doesn't need to think. Unfortunately by the time he makes it to the front door and opens it it's too late. He can see Laurent's brake lights at the end of the street...then his car turning the corner... 

(A/N: I know guys. One of them is always running away but keep reading my loves :)

Larry walks back inside saying nothing to Stephanie as he brushes past her and goes back to his room. He won't come out until she knocks on his door telling him dinner is ready which would turn out to be in complete silence. Stephanie says things on occasion but clearly Larry is in a different place. His heart is still fluttering at Laurent's words for he simply can't believe he remembered the exact dates of their beautiful moments together. Words cannot express how touched he was by that. Larry ate as much as he could before he excused himself. He needs to be alone some more to continue thinking. He eventually calls it a night and goes to sleep...but it will be a restless night as he spends most of it tossing and turning as everything from that day keeps replaying in his mind. Little does he know someone on the other side of town is tossing and turning as well...his thoughts clearly about Larry. Larry is growing frustrated by the minute when suddenly his strong telepathy with Laurent allows him to vividly hear Laurent's voice saying, "come to me bebe". His body shoots up in bed in a light, cold sweat. He looks at the time and it's nearly 2 am. No matter what people say about telepathy or how "evil" they try to make it out to be he knows their connection in that way is far from evil. It's real and it makes them closer so he's sure he isn't imagining it. It clearly said, "come to me bebe".  

~meanwhile~

Laurent is still tossing and turning in his bed, dreaming and yearning for his love. His own words at Stephanie's house playing in his head and that's when the date of the first time they made love pops up. He's remembering every detail when he suddenly feels lips on his skin. He opens his eyes and sees the fro of his love so he assumes he's dreaming...but he isn't. Larry jumped out of bed shortly after receiving Laurent's telepathic message to freshen up and throw some clothes on then make his way over as he was having the same thoughts. He wasn't thinking about his previous PTSD episode at all...all he could think about was Laurent's words. He's been standing next to the bed, watching Laurent toss and turn, hearing him softly utter his name so he slid out of his Jordan's, climbed under the sheets and laid on top of Laurent. He starts to kiss on Laurent's neck, face and lips and when Laurent gains full focus of his eyes he realizes he isn't dreaming. Larry is on top of him looking right into his eyes before he softly says, "Laurent, I do want you". Laurent just gazes into Larry's sweet eyes for a moment before responding by taking his face in his hands and kissing him deeply passionately. The kisses are becoming hungrier by the second then suddenly Laurent flips them over so he's on top. He moves from his lips, to his jawline then down to his neck as Larry's eyes are closed, his mouth open and his chest heaving at the sensation. Laurent abruptly stops to look into Larry's eyes before getting up and pulling Larry up with him. The moment they catch their balance they're ripping each other's clothes off...tossing them here and there. Now, they're completely naked. Laurent looks lustfully yet lovingly into Larry's eyes before he leans forward to kiss him again while slowly pushing them down on the mattress. Larry is stretched across the bed on his back as his head is basically hanging off the side of it...his mouth falling open and his eyes closing again at Laurent's kisses being placed on his chest and down to his abs. It's been a while since they've made love so Laurent slowly begins to stretch Larry's hole. Larry gasps at the pressure so Laurent decides to do something to take his mind off of it. He takes all of Larry in his mouth and begins to suck with all his might. It seems to be working as Larry is now moaning at the sensation of Laurent's mouth around him...so warm, so wet. Laurent continues to stretch Larry's hole eagerly anticipating the moment he can begin making love to him again. That moment was now. Laurent slowly raises up and hovers himself over Larry. He slowly pushes inside causing a resounding gasp from both of them to echo throughout the bedroom. Laurent's thrusts start out slow and easy taking Larry's breath away each time...but Larry is feeling too good so he picks up the pace. Now the clapping sound of the skin to skin contact is echoing and completely drowning out their moans. Larry opens his eyes for a moment to bring his head up to look at Laurent's face. His head is slightly lifted and his eyes are closed as he bites his bottom lip. This in turn causes Larry to bite his. Laurent feels his gaze upon him so when he opens his eyes and looks down at him he immediately goes in for another kiss. The intense pounding and deep kisses continue for several moments then suddenly Larry pleads in a desperate, seductive whisper...

Larry: "I want to ride it Laurent". *pause* "Please let me ride it".

Of course Laurent will oblige him so he pulls out then stands up while gently grabbing Larry's hand to pull him up too. He quickly turns around to sit on the edge of the bed and grabs a hold of Larry's waist to turn him around so his back is facing him. Laurent grabs his hips and guides him down his shaft and with a firm grip on Laurent's thighs Larry begins to move...basically twerking on Laurent's dick but at a slow steady pace...his head tilted back and his eyes closed yet again as he erotically whispers, "ahh shit. Fuck". Laurent is leaning back...his hands firmly planted on the mattress as he watches himself slide in and out of Larry. He then takes one hand to caress Larry's back ever so gently...eventually taking one finger and tracing his spine causing Larry to shiver. He then sits up and softly crashes his right cheek on Larry's back...mouth open and eyes closed...his arms wrapped around Larry's torso as they continue to enjoy the wave of ecstasy together. Laurent abruptly stops them and directs Larry to stand up. He stands up after him then softly bends him over and licks his lips at the sight of his hole that's pretty much stretched to Laurent's size. He takes his tongue and slowly swipes over it then he starts to suck and pull causing Larry to moan incredibly loud. He could have snacked on Larry forever...but his member is throbbing and desperately wanting to be inside of him again so he stands up, pushes himself back inside then snakes his arms back around Larry's torso before moving slowly and passionately...

Laurent: "You always feel so amazing bebe". *kisses Larry's back* "You don't know how much I missed making love to you", he whispers.

Larry is feeling so good to Laurent that he's on the brink of climax...as is Larry. He begins to pump feverishly as he can feel it stirring. Larry has his arms resting on top of Laurent's as he pounds into him while knocking the sound out of Larry completely. No moaning, no gasps. Then he feels his climax on the tip causing him to find his voice again...

Larry: "I...I'm about to cum Laurent". 

Laurent: "Me too bebe", he whispers.

If it's possible Laurent increases his speed more. Now Larry is screaming and his body is trembling...

Larry: "Ahh shit! Ahh shit"! *pause* "Laurent! It's coming"!

Laurent: *same time* "Here it comes bebe. Ahh shit! Ahh shit! Shit"!

Laurent throws his head back as he milks himself dry into his love...his body violently shaking as he cries out loud. Larry's is so strong that it shoots straight out and splatters against the wall...he will clean it off later. They stand for several moments while desperately trying to regain control of their breathing then Laurent slowly pulls himself out. Too weak and too full to do anything else Laurent guides Larry over to the bed. He lays his head against the pillow then pulls Larry on top of him to which Larry turns his head to the side and rests his cheek on his chest while looking out the window at the full moon. They lay in complete silence, well, other than the sound of Larry listening to Laurent's fast paced heartbeat due to the intensity of their lovemaking. Laurent is now rubbing soft, smooth circles on Larry's bare back and eventually Larry can hear Laurent's heartbeat coming back down to a steady pace which relaxes him and causes his eyes to flutter. There are no words exchanged. Just them basking in the moment until they drift off to sleep...

~morning~

Larry slowly opens his eyes to a bright sunlight...his head throbbing and his body aching. He's very well aware of where he is, how he got there and more importantly, what transpired just hours ago. He instantly realizes that he's on his side of the bed which means he's no longer on Laurent's chest and he wonders why. He turns to Laurent's side only to see emptiness. He figures he's making breakfast so he after getting up and freshening up to freshen up he goes to the kitchen. He turns the corner and sees Laurent shirtless with a pair of sweats hanging tantalizingly low around his waist. He leans against the wall and observes him for a few moments before clearing his throat to get his attention...

Laurent: *smile* "Good morning bebe".

Larry: *smile* "Good morning".

Laurent: "How do you feel"?

Larry: "I feel a little weak...but in a good way. Last night was what I wanted". 

Laurent: *smile* "Me too bebe". *pause* "I made sausage, eggs and toast".

Larry: *smile* "Thank you".

Laurent: *smile* "Welcome". 

Laurent makes their plates then they sit the table to eat...but there's no immediate conversation because they're avoiding a certain topic although it really needs to be addressed. Eventually, Larry does...

Larry: "Laurent, I'm sorry for leaving yesterday. It was a lot to hear but you're right. It can't get better if I keep walking away. I believe you mean it when you said you're going to do better and I do want to trust you again. I'm just scared".

Laurent: "I understand bebe". *pause* "So what do we do"?

Larry: "I'm ready to try again".

Larry is looking directly into Laurent's eyes as he says that and he watches as Laurent's face softens and looks at him in the most beautiful way. Laurent softly drops his fork on his plate then stands up...never removing his eyes from Larry's. He walks over to him and stands over him...but Larry isn't afraid this time. He looks up at him with the most innocent eyes then Laurent softly grabs his hand and pulls him up then wraps him in a warm hug...

Laurent: "Thank you bebe", he whispers.

Larry: "Welcome", he whispers back.

They pull away and gaze into each other's eyes for a moment before Larry breaks it... 

Larry: "I'm going back to Stephanie's now, but thank you for breakfast. And last night".

Laurent: "Welcome bebe. Thank you for coming. It was the best surprise".

Larry flashes his beautiful smile at Laurent's reply before going to the bedroom to put his shoes back on and grabbing his keys. When he walks back into the living room he notices Laurent has his back pressed against the wall next to the front door, his hands in his pockets, his foot crossed in front of the other and is gazing at the floor...almost as if he was in a spread for a high fashion magazine. He then brings his head up to meet Larry's eyes. Larry could have taken him right there but he doesn't want to start something he can't finish. He awkwardly clears his throat and walks over to the door with Laurent closely behind him. The moment Larry turns around to say bye to him Laurent is practically in his face and leaning forward to kiss him. It's getting hot and steamy all over again but Larry breaks it only for Laurent to transfer the kisses to his cheek...

Larry: "Laurent, I...I have to go".

Laurent releases the kiss and looks him right in those gorgeous eyes...

Laurent: "I'm sorry. I just can't help it bebe. I love your lips". *pause* "Call me with the next appointment day and time"?

Larry: *smile* "Oki".

Laurent smiles back and watches Larry walk to his car. He goes back to leaning, putting his hands back in his pockets and crossing his foot over the other only this time it's against the panel of the front door as he's not watching Larry get in his car. Their eyes meet once again as Laurent puckers his lips, blows him a sweet kiss and winks before he drives away. After Larry disappears he smiles to himself then goes back inside happy that Larry is now ready...and willing...     

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A/N: Alright my loves. I hope this chapter made many of you feel better. It wasn't my intention to make anyone sad with what happened in the last one but now it seems like they're finally on the right path! Thank you again 'gimmeallthelove' for the telepathy suggestion. You were under the impression that I was trying to fit it in with an upcoming chapter but what you didn't know was I planned on using it in this one from the minute I read your message. Hehe. Hope everyone enjoyed! Love you guys. :)