IN THE SHADOWS
If this was the beginning of my life, I certainly could not expect better, right?
No, unfortunately, I didn't have to have too many expectations, because the follow-up will not be better than the beginning.
During my school years, I had to learn that Snakes always act in groups, and that tight spaces like schools were the favorite territory for baby Snakes and Teen snakes.
Yes, even though I saw my mother as a victim of their wickedness, I too had to endure the wickedness of our enemies to learn to defend myself and not fall into their dirty traps again just because I had the misfortune to be too goodhearted and weak.
Unfortunately, before I realized all that foolish and unjust cruelty, I too, like my mother, had too much faith in others, especially in my childhood friend who shortly thereafter turned out to be the worst enemy of my life.
As a child, I thought that if I behaved like a good and just girl, people and society would let me live in peace. Instead, our feminine world was polluted by malice and disgusting evil feelings.
This wickedness, as you well know, Marilyn, is already found in children, even if no one can imagine that those who are small and innocent on the surface can be so evil. »
"True, I remember it all too well, " Marilyn exclaimed a little sad."
«Unfortunately, all my naivety and good heart brought me only bad surprises and bad memories that I would so much like to erase. However, there is no going back and I, together with you, must heal the wounds of the past and learn to forget all that has happened. »
Forgive? How can I forget who hurt me, be silent, not possible and not right! » Marilyn cried.
I know, everyone talks about forgiving the enemy, but I prefer to say forget because if you forgive it is as if you partly agree with what happened to you. You must forget suffering but learn the lesson.
I spent too much time being cut off from my classmates just because someone enjoyed spreading bad rumors about me or spreading bad rumors to ruin my life.
During my childhood and teen years I also had a boyfriend that I cared about, but because of my foolish faith in my fake friend then revealed a disgusting snake, she managed to get him to hate me and make all his friends hate me.
Silene started to cry.
"Even though I loved him, I still can't forgive myself for being so naive. Please, Marilyn, learn from me. You have the power to rewrite your destiny, don't end up like me or the other Snakes' victims, this is all that I can give to you."
I can't remember a single happy moment that hasn't been ruined by those evil, heartless creatures.
Needless to tell you what I went through because of them during my childhood and teen years, it would be like rewinding the tape of nightmares you spent at Dead Land.
However, would it help to tell you about all the troubles and suffering I've been through because of them? I'd just waste your time and we don't have much time here, Marilyn.
We must learn to accept what has happened and not continue to remember the past, we only waste time and energy.
Of course, this rule is extremely hard to apply but you need it to defeat the Snakes.
All your fears, anxieties, and complexes stem from the bad experiences you've had in the past, and if you keep thinking about it, you'll end up in the trap that snakes love building around you, which is regrets.
If you end up in the prison of regrets, you will not be able to get out alive and happy because little by little they will take away all your hope and energy.
Of course, this rule is so hard to apply but you need it to defeat the snakes.
All your fears, anxieties, and complexes stem from the bad experiences you've had in the past, and if you keep thinking about it, you'll end up in the trap that snakes love building around you, which is regrets.
If you end up in the prison of regrets, you will not be able to get out alive and happy because little by little they will take away all your hope and energy.
You don't have to give them the power to rule in your life for any reason.
Like I told you before if Snakes know you're easily manipulated, they'll force you to do what you've never dreamed of doing.
With the excuse of friendship, as happened to my mother and me, they can easily ruin you, and the weapons to hurt you will get them from you, and you will find yourself at the mercy of their traps or isolated and abandoned by all.
The Snakes first want to bend your soul by any means and try to make you suffer in such a way that you surrender and become their servant.
You must learn to apply those rules, otherwise, if you keep getting hurt and defenseless, you're going to end up in depression or see all your dreams shattered.
You must have the courage not to betray yourself and your willpower because you can't rely on anyone.
"You can only count on your strength, and before you return to the land of our enemies, I will show you how I have grown and owned my destiny."
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