IN THE LIGHT
After facing too much cruelty, injustices, and sufferings in my childhood by those creatures, I made a promise to myself and decided that those days had to end, otherwise I would not be able to carry on with my life.
I had to learn to defend myself and fight to survive in the icy world of Snakes and female wickedness.
I didn't have a lot of connections that I could use.
Every day I had to face the school, I knew that I was surrounded by enemies, Snakes of all kinds and, as if that wasn't enough, I was even shot by a dictatorial snake who, unfortunately for me, was in charge of the class.
In the four walls of the school, there was no room for happiness because you had to smother it because of all the evil of the Snakes that infested that unhealthy and claustrophobic place.
All my energies had to be employed to avoid falling into the traps designed by their devious and evil minds, In particular, I always had to be on guard against the teacher who was the worst of them who had allied with the group of Teen Snakes who enjoyed tormenting me.
When it came to allies to make you suffer, the Snakes had no problem getting in gangs to turn you into their favorite toy to be tortured and thrown away as soon as it broke or destroyed.
There was no way to change their mind, they enjoyed bullying those who believed differently or who refused to follow their orders, for example, many of my peers so as not to be targeted had started smoking or taking other substances to please them but ruining them instead.
Yeah, Marilyn, sometimes for the fun of it, they force their victims into bad laps or play dangerous games to see them destroyed while they enjoy the show.
Their wickedness has no end and I was, fortunately, able to protect myself from those bad choices and not to surrender to their evil dictatorship.
The very decision to save me and protect me turned my life around.
I was tired of suffering and crying because I had to defend myself from them every day.
This was exhausting and depressing in the long run.
However, I had decided that I would not go back and that I wanted, deserved, to live a normal and happy life like everyone else, even if I had to deal with those Snakes that made my life a continuous labyrinth with no way out.
I had to find the way out of that situation by myself and to do so I had to find all the solutions and the useful tricks in a place that I had ignored until then, namely books.
I thought I was the only one at the mercy of all that mean and violent evil because of the snakes, but I was wrong, some books and books told all kinds of evil and violent action.
I was finally beginning to see a way out of all that cold, disgusting filth of meanness.
I was starting to grow up and develop some defense techniques, matured from some smart, focused reading.
In order not to lose hope, I had to find ways to make it and fortunately, thanks to many books and Internet forums, I managed to develop some techniques of self-defense.
At that time, I decided to work on my self-esteem so that I would no longer be swayed by their negative comments and be sure not to be confused by their ignoble attacks.
First, to fight those kinds of snakes, I had to study how they acted and their weaknesses.
Their weak point was that there were so many of them and that was to my advantage, because if they spread too many rumors and malicious traps, they certainly did not trust each other, and this could be useful to me.
However, to eliminate a flock you must start from the herd leader or take one member of the group one piece at a time.
To do this, I had studied at the table the weakest Snake in the pack, you must remember that in the group there is always the weakest element and I intended to exploit it to my advantage.
I was starting to get clever and cunning like them but only I wanted to defend myself and not hurt my peers.
Astutely, I had succeeded and convinced the weakest Snake that the strongest Teen Snake in the group wanted to see her alone and hated by everyone like me, even though they formed a group, no one trusted anyone and so with a few words I had managed to create a feud within the group of my enemies.
A basic rule for defeating a group of Snakes is to confuse them and make them an enemy of the other and it is not too difficult since they are cowards and do not trust anyone.
You must have strength and courage and hold on to what you deserve, and I learned that rule towards the end of my teenage years.
The teacher friend of the strongest Snake who enjoyed making my life hell, after the Snake group was disbanded, no longer had too much power over me, In fact, thanks to this move and other smart tricks, she was forced to change her job.
She oversaw our class and because of that vile group, many students were forced to leave to avoid being persecuted by her and by Snakes.
The principal, to avoid losing the good name of the school, degraded her and was forced to change school.
You see, Marilyn, when you decide to act, the situation always improves.
You must act no matter what and not be blocked by fear.
Our enemies are not as strong as they seem, we are the ones who make them because of our fear.
I give you another example:
My school organized for the best and most deserving students of study abroad and I wanted so much to participate, but something happened that prevented me from participating in that competition.
One of my Snake enemies wanted to win that prize, even if it meant tearing someone apart.
As I have already said, they want to take and keep all their happiness to themselves and not allow anyone to be happy in their place.
When it came to competition, those cowards had no worries about using all kinds of cruel tricks to win.
I wanted to win that prize and I decided to enroll, but as soon as I did, my enemy Snake, after finishing school and not before because being a coward didn't want any bad surprises, decided to threaten me.
I still remember her words:
"I want that prize and be sure that if you win it, you are finished coming to this school, we understand?"
After suffering and crying a lot of tears, I was tired of carrying on and seeing all my dreams snatched away because of them.
I decided to apply a method I had learned in a book against the bitchy Women of an author named Samuelson, which is to answer in tone and never give in.
So, with all the courage in my body, I told her clearly:
"I deserve that prize and if you want it you have to study and strive like everyone else! Don't think you're stronger than the others just because you're bossy, you understand?"
I made her realize that I could hide my feelings of fear and that in front of her she would never find a single foothold to bite me with her wickedness.
I was finally starting to be smart and headstrong enough to defend myself.
Learn to be flexible in their attacks, learn to dodge, and return double the wrong thanks to your intelligence.
That said, my enemy left defeated and even humiliated by her prey and I finally won my prize and enjoyed my stay abroad.
Not caring about a thing about my Snake enemy.
You must trust yourself and your dreams because, in the end, you'll always be right, you understand, Marilyn?
If I had been frightened, I would have been forced to watch my dreams stolen from them for the umpteenth time and to cry alone as always.
If you decide to change and apply the rules, I told you, I'm sure you'll win in the end and never give up
After that episode, I finally realized that I had always had the courage I needed to face life.
I was no longer afraid to be myself and to rebel for my good, I no longer risked ending up in the jaws of some evil bossy Snake, now I knew how to defend myself, and after you managed to matter against their wickedness.
Believe me, you don't want to go back to being weak and be a victim like before.
No matter what kind of Snake I met, eventually if I could figure out his tactics, build a wall around my fears and face them as they were, which was to see them for the cowards they were, I was always able to defeat them.
I decided to live always listening only to myself, without being influenced by their wickedness because I didn't need to listen to those who were wicked and ruthless against me and my heart and me only I rule in my life and decide how I wanted to live it.
Unfortunately, in life, there are not only snakes Teen girls, and Snakes, you better list other strategies to deal with the other Snakes you might encounter in Mudland and Dead Land.
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