Alright, here I am saying I'm gonna continue this book and work hard on Tumblr! But guess what? I lied to myself and you :"")

A Quinceanera is a Mexican traditional 15th birthday party for girls that's as big as a wedding. I was a Domma for my cousin during her Quinceanera, meaning I had to dance in front of three hundred people with a few family members and a guy

It was my two cousins, my two sisters, and this guy. And this man is MmMMmMm-- MUY CALIENTE. He has glasses, a manbun, and soft voice. He's also really funny. So I start to simp like really fucking hard; like, REALLY fucking hard. My parents found out very quickly about my crush and told him about it. Needless to say, he hates me now ;)

Not only that, but guess who heeee likes? My cousin ;)

Ahhhhh lots of emotions. I'm so happy to get close to my cousins and had gone gone Six Flags with them, but now one of my cousins is going to college now and school is starting. That guy hates me, two of my chickens had died (including my favorite, I'm gonna fkn miss her), and I'm just insecure. Lmao I have so much emotionnnnnnn

Sorry about everything!!