T/W : idk how to say this but over the boundaries (?), angst, aftercare

top : minho

bottom : jeongin

jeongin cried out needily, the feeling of minho's dick destroying his walls, making him go insane.

"i-im gonna c-cum!" jeongin screamed, his mouth falling open, squeezing minho's arms tightly, as minho sped up. his thrusts got harder, slamming against his prostate.

"puppy, you close?" minho  whispered into the youngers ear, jeongin going redder and whimpering from the name.

jeongin's mouth fell open, his eyes rolling back as his second orgasm closed in on him.

minho flipped him on his back, jerking jeongin off roughly. "f-fuck m-minho!" he screamed, clawing at the sheets. his eyes rolled and his back arching off the bed as he came all over minho's hand.

minho didn't stop, his cock pounding deeper into jeongin's wet hole. minho rolled his hips, abusing his swollen, sensitive prostate, making the younger cum again.

jeongin felt the white liquid spurt from his tip , barely recovering from his second high. minho chased after his own, the pace getting more aggressive. "shit!"

jeongin let out a small whimper, a sharp bout of pain shooting up his back. "m-minnie!"

his hands grabbed at minho's shoulders, fingers scraping across his back. jeongin was getting very overstimulated and the pain wasn't getting any better.

minho was absorbed in the feeling and moment, his boyfriends beautiful moans being the only thing he could hear. he let out a low growl as jeongin's walls tightened around him.

jeongin sobbed harder, the pain becoming immense. "p-purple!"

minho leaned down to kiss jeongin but stopped, seeing him crying more than usual.

"purple! p-purple!"

minho froze. jeongin had been yelling his safeword. for how long? how long had he been suffering?

minho quickly pulled out and scooped jeongin up. 

"baby i'm sorry, minnie's so sorry .." minho whispered next to jeongin, who was shaking, heaving sobs onto minho's chest.

"didn't stop minnie, s-said the word .." jeongin mumbled. 

jeongin cried onto his boyfriends shoulder, slowly becoming whimpers, before his eyes felt heavier and he fell asleep.

minho held him close to his chest, rocking back and forth.

how could he had not have known? he hurt jeongin. he hurt the person he loved. how could he?

minho set jeongin down and cleaned him up, dressing himself and jeongin into warm clothes. minho brushed the hair from his lovers face, tears falling down onto his clothes.

minho crumbled, sobbing onto jeongin's arm. "m'sorry, i'm so sorry, innie. l-leave me please, i don't want to hurt you anymore." minho curled into a ball on the floor, hugging his knees and crying.

jeongin stirred in his sleep, beginning to wake up after hearing someone crying. he opened his eyes, immediately seeing his boyfriend in a heap on the floor. he sat up, holding onto the bedframe.

minho was absorbed in his mind. all he could think about how much he hurt jeongin and how much he would hate him. 

jeongin felt so guilty. he had caused minho to break down.

"h-hyung!" he called, his throat sore from all the screaming. jeongin leaned over, tapping minho's bare shoulder. "m-minnie!"

minho tensed from his boyfriends touch. he didn't want to hurt his innie again. he slowly lifted his head, seeing a concerned and slightly teary jeongin.

"h-hyung please, hug me?" the younger asked, his voice cracking. he really wanted cuddles right now and seeing his lover cry wasn't making it any better.

minho stared at him with wide eyes. he quickly shook his head, panic and fear building up in him. he made a huge mistake. he didn't deserve jeongin's love, he deserved pain and punishment.

minho scooted backwards, his back hitting their closet.

jeongin's expression changed from worried to perplexed to sad in a matter of two seconds. his heart clenched seeing his boyfriend shuffle away from him. "minnie? where you going?"

"i-innie, i'm so sorry! i honestly am. you didn't deserve that and i am such a fucking idiot for not realising you were in pain." minho got on his knees in front of jeongin, tears running down his cheeks. there was something in his throat he couldn't swallow, his body trembling.

"please leave me, innie. i don't ever want to hurt you again. i'm so sorry, i'm so sorry, please forgive me, in-

jeongin burst into tears seeing minho on the floor, small and shaky, begging for his forgiveness. minho stood up immediately and hugged the boy, who crumpled in his boyfriends arms. 

minho stroked jeongin's hair, whispering small sweet nothings to him to calm him down. he rocked him slowly, jeongin pulling minho closer and burying his face in his neck.

minho held his breath as the particular scene replayed over and over in his mind.

"purple! p-purple!"

minho froze. jeongin had been yelling his safeword. for how long? how long had he been suffering?

"baby i'm sorry, minnie's so sorry .." minho whispered next to jeongin, who was shaking, heaving sobs onto minho's chest.

"didn't stop minnie, s-said the word .." jeongin mumbled. 

jeongin's crying lessened to tiny sniffles and heavy breaths. he tapped his boyfriends back, getting a small hum in response.

"could you put me down please minnie?" he asked. jeongin needed to reassure minho. he knew communication was difficult for his boyfriend and he knew all too well that minho would rather suffer alone than talk, so he was going to speak for him and tell him it was all okay.

minho placed the boy gently down, blinking fast before looking at jeongin. they made eye contact and jeongin smiled, placing his hand on minho's.

minho gulped and looked up at the younger, tears springing to his eyes. jeongin's brow furrowed seeing his boyfriend's eyes glaze over so quickly.

"hyung, please," jeongin started, holding both of minho's hands, rubbing his palms softly, "its okay. it was just an accident." 

minho yanked his hands away, shaking his head. he couldn't believe what the younger had said. minho hurt him, it was his fault. "no jeongin, yo-you can't just say that. i," he said, pointing at himself in disgust. "hurt you. i don't wanna hurt you again."

jeongin fell silent, watching minho cry. his mind was still slightly foggy but he understood what his boyfriend meant. tears welled in his eyes and his chest tightened. "minnie what are you saying?" the younger asked, his eyes wide. 

minho looked up at him and nodded. 

"no.."

jeongin was not letting him leave. "no, hyung!" minho ignored him and walked towards the door. "no!" jeongin screamed and grabbed minho, yanking him to the floor.

jeongin fell on top of him, crying onto his chest. "y-you can't leave. you said we'd be forever and always minnie." minho let his head fall back onto the carpet. he bit his lip, holding back a waterfall of tears.

he stroked jeongin's hair, his sobs not quieting. "we are not breaking up hyung." jeongin sat up and placed his hands on minho's face. "this was just an accident min, stuff like this probably happens alot. but that doesn't mean it will happen again."

"how do-

"and even if it does," jeongin interrupted him, tears still rolling down his red cheeks, "we'll deal with it."

minho's mind was a flurry of thoughts. if this happened again, he would never forgive himself. he could barely deal with himself right now.

"all i do is hurt the people i love." minho whispered, warm, salty tears streaming down his face.

jeongin's lip trembled. he laid down next to minho and hugged him tightly. minho cried onto him, wrapping his arms around jeongin and laying on his chest.

the younger held minho, radiating as much love and care as he possibly could. "those people aren't worthy of your love minho. i know you." minho looked up at him.

"you would never hurt someone unless they deserved it. they did nothing to deserve your love but you gave it anyway." jeongin said, cupping the older's face with his hand. he leaned his forehead against minho's, taking in a shaky breath, his eyes closing.

"i love you so much hyung. please don't leave me." jeongin whispered, opening his eyes only to be met with minho's shining ones.

"i'm not going anywhere innie," minho murmured, kissing the crying boy's head and hugging him closer. "i love you too."

jeongin let out a sob of relief, laying his head on minho and wrapping his legs around him. 

the two boys cried in each others arms, just happy to be with each other in that moment.

then minho pulled out a gun and shot himself.

jkjk xp