little!han, cg!minho
ah yes minsung *smacks lips* this took me so long</3
also im trying out a slightly new writing style so tell me your thoughts!
this was a request by my bae SKZarii
no summary xoxo
listen to 'this side of paradise' js to get into the mood

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han pov:
what is wrong with me? why cant i just act normal around him? why does he have such an effect on me? why, why, why?!

   that was what i was thinking during dance practice today. of course, i had to make sure i stopped before i started crying. or slipped. that would be the worst. i get shivers thinking about it. them, my members, *him*, knowing about my age regression. i think that would be the end of the world. the sheer pressure of liking someone, its too much for right now.

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mr lee minho.

   mr always on my mind.

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"argh, will you go away...," i mumble. "im trying to focus on my work.." of course im talking to my imagination. what. else.

   "han-ah?" i hear a voice coming from behind me. its him. it feels like time freezes. my stomach explodes with butterflies. his voice is beautiful, like the personified version of waves on a beach, but with the warmth of a fireplace. but still so smooth, like caramel on my tounge.. "...jisungie?" shit. i really need to stop zoning out like that.
   "i- uh... minho?"
   he looks at the piles of paper i had procrastinated doing. "no progress?" i nod. "thats fine, i was going to watch a movie and wanted to see if you wanted to join?"
   i gulp. i have loads of work left. ugh too much stress. i mean, a small break wouldnt hurt, right?

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i guess i was wrong in saying a small break. im on the verge of slipping. why, of all things, did he pick the movie 'spirited away'?! as in my favourite littlespace movie?!

hes cradling me on my lap.

im wearing his biggest jumper.

i swear i will sli-

n/a pov:
a regressed han jisung, sitting on the lap of lee know. looking around, hannie spots a face in front of him. he looks at it. it looks very squishable. so he squishes it.

he giggles.

"jagi what are you doing?" lee know complains. "ji?"
the little boy looks at him with innocent eyes. "appa?"
  "UM- appa?! is everything ok sungie?" han giggles happily over the nickname, too young to realise what he had just said. instead he asked: "wan baba?"

  "baba?"

poor lee know. so clueless. having to take care of a young infant without knowing it.
 
   yet he still played along.

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finally, after ages of guessing, minho is just about able to realise jisung wanted a bottle.

he picks him up and off of his lap where he crawls over to his room. "wha- jisung, the bottles are in the kitchen," and yet he still decides to follow him.

by now the whole scenario seems so absurd to the dancer that he doesnt even realise the rapper was crawling.

'maybe its all a dream', he thinks.

and so, he plays along.

and then they arrive to jisungs room. somehow jeongin isnt there (well- neither is anyone else but this was by far most shocking) which for one is most surprising because he doesnt seem to leave the room and two, is great because now lee know doesnt have to explain anything to the maknae.

han crawls to his wardrobe and paws at the door. he whines.
why wont the door open? silly door!

lee know sees his struggle and scrambles to help him. "here you go sungie.. where do you keep.. erm- your 'baba'?"
   the little pats a little plastic box hidden under a mountain of clothes. he smiles, a gummy smile, that minho wanted to see evey day, and starts to move his belongings off the top.

the purple container has some items in it. a colouring book, a pacifier, a baby bottle, a sippy cup, milk powder and some stuffies. lee know opens the box and grabs the pacifier, milk powder and paci.

'is this good? i dont know what im doing someone help me ㅠㅠ' the older thinks to himself.

"milkies?" jisung pouts.

minho only nods. they go to the kitchen where he opens the fridge and gets the milk out.

after warming it up in a pot, he pours it into the bottle and adds a powder he saw in the box earlier.
they go to resume their movie.

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back in the living room, lino and han cuddle and resume 'spirited away'.

lee know pov:
this is.. i dont even have an explanation.

i mean, who thinks their best friend would act like a child?

it is pretty cute though. maybe just the shock of it all.

i look down to the boy im cradling on my lap. "baba now?" he asks. i pick up the bottle and put it to his lips. he happily starts gulping it down.

soon enough, hans eyes drooped shut and the only sounds were his deep breathing and the movie.

lee know spots the pacifier he put on the table earlier. or paci, as hanji calls it. i slot it into his mouth.

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a few google searches later, i stumble across a website for 'littles'. huh, whats that...

oh. i think ive understood. why didnt he tell us?

i guess it makes sense, the poor boy has anxiety and probably overthought it all.

ah well. i know now.

and i will keep taking care of this baby, just like i did today.

my little baby.

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so, thats the end of my newest fanfic! this took me waayy too long but im pretty happy with how it turned out!

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