Not Ready
Word count: 862
If you guys get really fidgety when you read some strong affection (kissing, touching, etc) then you might wanna brace yourselves a bit. ALSO PG-14

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You and Red were on the bed having a casual talk about whatever would cross your mind. Moments like these were normal and very comforting.

"Yeah, today was just busy. With all the recording, memorizing lines, VR shoots, it was tiring. But it was all worth it because we got a week of content done so we can take a small break." Red continued about work. You listening intently, making very good eye contact.

"That's good. So was it just a normal day? Or was Jordan dressed like Pikachu again?" You laughed remembering one night Red came home to tell you a story about how Jordan was running around in a Pikachu suit and then somehow ran into a wall.

Red only chuckled sitting up from the bed. "Yeah that was hilarious." He turned his head to you.

"But it was an okay day." Red shrugged.

You were laying on the bed looking at Red. He then leaned over and his head was now hovering yours.

"Even without makeup and messy hair you're still so beautiful." Red's voice turned into a whisper. You looked into his eyes and you felt something different.

"You are such a smooth talker. You know that's how I started liking you?" You pointed out as Red brought his hand to your cheek.

"Then it still works cause even though I say the cheesiest things, you still love me."

Red then carefully placed his lips onto yours. It caught you off guard, but his lips were so soft like rose petals that you just melted under him.

Red pulled away for a second to look at you. Your cheeks were tinted with a little bit of red, but your boyfriend didn't seem to mind.

Red then went down again and continued to kiss you. This time, a little harder.

He put his whole body over you, not on top of you, but just above you, were you could wrap your arms around his neck.

You thought you two were just making out, but Red had different plans.

He slipped his hands under your shirt and you felt his warm hands touch your belly. You moved your hands to hold his face as he slowly made his tongue go between your lips.

After that, you brought your fingers to the nape of Red's neck. He moved his head down to your jawline, beginning to leave a trail of kisses that went as far as your collarbones.

Next, you felt your shirt being tugged. At first you brushed it off, but when Red brought the hem past your belly button, you snapped back.

"Wait, Michael." You'd only say his real name if something was serious.

Red stopped immediately once he heard his name. He was straddling your waist, his hands on either side of your head propping himself above you.

Red looked at you questioningly, seeing your face in slight fear.

"What's wrong, (Y/N)? Did I do something?" Red began to panic a little. You shook your head.

You turned your body under him and got up once Red moved out of the way. You crossed your arms in slight shame.

"N-no. I," you pursed your lip. Red put a hand on your shoulder as he sat next to you on the edge of the bed.

"I don't want to do it. I'm not ready." Your voice muttered. You were too embarrassed to even say what you needed to.

"Babe, it's okay." Red's voice cooed. It was like he was taking to a baby. You said nothing for a moment.

"Hey, listen." Red put his hand on your knee, since you still had your arms crossed.

"I'd rather have you tell me to stop than just letting me do something you don't want. And it's okay if you're not ready. I'll wait for you." Red sounded sincere. He scooted next to you even closer so your hips were touching.

"I just feel embarrassed because we've been together for 7 months and I'm not even ready for 'that' yet. I'm sorry." You looked down at your lap.

"(Y/N) don't be sorry!" Red protested. "I should be sorry because I was just going in for it." Red shrugged.

Finally you turned to look at him. He had a small smile on his face, and it made you feel a little better.

"Tell me whenever you're ready because I can wait. I am going to respect my girlfriend no matter what." Red leaned in and kissed you playfully on the cheek. You giggled, having the kiss tickle a little.

"Thanks, Red. You're so great." You brought Red into a tight hug. He hugged back making sure you feel better.

"Anything for you."

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I HAD TO TAKE SO MANY BREAKS WHILE WRITING THIS BECAUSE OF THE DETAIL I HAD TO PUT IN OHMYGOD

But tell me if you want more sexual-type one shots because maybe it'll help me become more comfortable with writing them ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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