"Thanks Sky for the dinner,"

  "Aye, no problem! Bye,"As Adam walked away smiling. His smile is so magnificent and I wish that was a date. Pfft, oh well! I giggled as I entered the house forgetting about someone. Someone, who I hate. As I walked to my room, alcohol bottles were everywhere. I widened my eyes,

  Oh,

  My dad. How have I forgotten that abusive bastard. I checked the time to see... whole lotta hours till he gets home. Hopefully, he went into a car crash or be killed by a psychopathic killer. I sadly laughed at the thought because that won't ever happened. Suddenly, another thought came to me. It made me smile, yet horrified if my dad ever found out. I walked to my Dad's room and knocked. no one was there. I sighed with relief, I mean I might never know. He might be in there probably with a girl and my plain sight eye would die for looking at the naked bastard. 

    I walked in, everywhere smell like dad's colong and tons of other girls' scent makes me sick to the thought. Clenching my teeth, feeling wrecking everything in this room. just this room and him. 

 I looked at the photo seeing me, dad, little sis, and dad with tons of cracks cause by him. 

  To be descriptive of the photo. 

  I growled as I kicked a dresser which made a sound causing a drawer popped out to see a note. It has tons of stuff, no clothes. Just...

  Money, 100 stacked up, I just looked at it widening. Beside it, I saw a piece of paper which made me looked at the white blank copy paper that has words. 

  Hey...

  I am divorcing you. Actually, I am not the one who is divorcing you. It's my death is. If you got this, this means. I am dead, been taken by the... The gods, haha. No, it's just my kidnappers. Luckily, my kidnappers let me have a freedom to write this and sent it to you with no edits from them. Because you know, handwriting. Hehehe. Well, you can't save me and don't do revenge. I am... Please take care of our children for me...? If you don't then... W-why? The risk... Why did we do the risk? PLEASE!

 I... Wait, what risk? I was confused by this statement. I need to confront my dad, it is the only way. I put the note back as I heard the opened. Somewhere. Probably, the starter door. I smirked as I looked everywhere for rope or something... Bravery filled me up with justice. 

  "Ty!"He yelled along with slur,"You son of a fucking bastard, you miss school!"I heard the door slams. I went into his bathroom,"WhErE aRe YoU,"I am surprised the neighbors doesn't hear this shit.  I wanted to yell at him. I just have to wait,"Awe shit, I have to take a piss!!"I shivered as he said that. As he walked into his own bathroom. I twitched as blushing maxed out on my cheeks and ears as I saw him unzip his pants. 

  NOPE NOPE NOPE. EXPLICIT CONTENT!

  I leave the bathroom, not looking at him,"Awe. What the fuck? PERVERT!"Quickly shutting the bathroom door. 

  That sentence. God damn that. Please, just kill me. I really didn't want to see my dad's dick. I just, no. Dear god. I shut the door, thank god; he doesn't. I need the knife to kill my eyeballs. Dear god... Feeling the twisted in my stomach. I am getting a knife and awaited for my dad to get out. 

  I looked at him as he staring at me horrified as he saw knife then just smirked,"Haha, you won't kill me. Because you are worthless, and you can never do anything right,"

  "Hey dad... what was the risk?"He widened his eyes as his eyes started to tear up.

  "Why do you need to know? You were supposed to die. Seriously... You are nothing, you are not even good for anything!"

 "You know what. For once, I just wish this... I can be deaf. So, you can shut the fuck up with bullshit that is coming from your mouth,"I breathed in,"And... you... you... I wish you weren't my dad,"I growled.

  "Ty!! You better shut the hell up!! I didn't brought you in here for that fucking kind of talk!"

  "Oh.... After mom died, you have been drinking. You aren't even sober still!  I don't know what the fuck is preventing you for hurting me!"

  "I will hurt you if you say that one more fucking time,"I just laughed.

 "I am not even afraid anymore. You abused me, you... you.. sucked my dignity. Why should I forgive you. You are the piece of shit, who doesn't deserve to live. You know that right?"

  "Ugh, you think I don't know that.  have been searching for the same person... same... um... same.... what that word called?"He raised an eyebrow. I just simply shrugged,"Oh yeah! A reincarnation. Basically? of that women. But, no. YOu j-- Kidnappers just,"He broke down to crying. I just stared at him, smile went onto my lips I missed mom, but this fucker tearing up is beautiful, simply beautiful. He looked at me, seeing a smile on my lips. 

  "You are a bastard, just like your father. I have messed up, and you... You, just. I will give you a chance. Run away from here. You will never know. The past doesn't matter,"I looked at him just watching him seeing quarter from him. 

  "Y-you... giving me quarter?"He nods.

  "Quarter of mercy. Now go! You can't know the risk,"

  "Why?"

  "You are being inquisitive. Fucking go!"

  "NO! I won't go until I know the risk!"Tears fell out of his eyes as he fallen.

  "I... I just can't,"And he blacked out. Should I ran away from home? Nah... 

     I decided to look for more stuff, I looked through more of his drawers to find a book. I did a finger snap as I went through the jour--

  Arianna's Diary pg.

 Hey, hun. It's Arianna. Amber, Ty is on a playdate with Rin and Jin. They are so cute together, I swear. Hehehe.
My husband looked at me with his caring green eyes, my eyes were permanent red after what happens with Ty.
Ty hopefully doesn't have that syrup.
Amber, I know definitely doesn't because she's my little babyy. Hehe.
Hopefully, he will be happy in the future with my hus-- I do not feel good.
It will all be hopefully better.

  As I looked at my dad, mad that he didn't even try to keep pomise. The urges every time that he does something stupid makes me want him to bleed slowly. I mean slowly.

  I sighed angerily as smirking as I saw a knife, blindly grabbing it and went to swing at him. Laughing with glee and evilly.
  How much I wanted to hurt him, yet don't hurt him.
He broke mom's promise. He hurt me, he didn't even... Let her stop to have me.
  Then after that...
  If I wasn't here, everything will much be more easier.

   The urges stronged everyday until you won with satisfaction. Yet, I fail.

Oh well

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