Rewritten Chapter 10 - Losing my-

Hours has passed by due to talking, Adam looking at me probably hating me. I would hate myself too. I give a disappointed sigh towards myself.

"I am guilty okay! I am not even trying to wiggle myself out of this way. I did kill my dad only because of urges. Urges that let me to kill. Why? Why did I? Because he fucking abused me. He abused me after my mom died and lil' sis ran away. I miss them. He abused me, I couldn't anymore. I really couldn't. He pushed me through the core that I killed him. I am a horrible person sent me to prison, execute me, everything will be much better. If I... am... gone,"I looked away couldn't even seeing their expressions.

"Guilty!"and,"Inno!"Was the things that were clashing each other. Fear came to me. Arguing the two sides, I heard a bit of Adam and Seto yelling inno.

The word what embedded in my brain. Did... Adam. No! He doesn't like you, shut up! Just because of an inno doesn't mean he likes you; he pities you!

A huge hit on the judge's desk causing people to be silent,"Okay, okay. Who wants to acknowledged for inno?"Several hands roses up,"You in a robe, who is a girl! What's your name!?"

"Smeto, originally Seto! Fancy to meet you judge!"She smiles as she went up with me smiling as she turns to me confidant; fear resides in my heart, yet hopelessness. It doesn't matter. I give off a weakly smile.

"Best friends taking on the world. Aye?"As Smeto winked causing me to smile. Ty, shut it, Seto- Smeto won't ever be your best friend. As the world feels darker than it supposed to. I felt myself giving up on life as I heard this,"I love Ty platonically; my best friend. If you -excuse my language- Fuck with him, you fuck with me. Ty killed his father doesn't mean he wants to. Let's say, what if your parent is an abusive -excuse my language again- asshole. Would you want to kill them, I say yes I would because a person, who is abusive shouldn't be existed. Therefore he should be inno,"

"Okay, for the guilty!?"The judge asks. Several hands raised up to found,"You in the pink and purple hair, also a girl,"

She smirked,"Name is Dawn, fancy to meet'chya everyone,"I widened. Of course, Adam's girlfriend had to be on the stand. Fear shaken up in my body because I immediately knew the answer.

"Ty, snap out of it! We will win!"

"Nah, I am ok which of answer I get,"Muttering as looking away from the answer. I really am not, oh wait-- I am. Ugh, god damn it! Ty! Stop being a bad friend giving up on everything. Nothing will wants you! NOTHING if you keep acting this way. I clenched my fists.

"Ok, okay. One, two, three, four, five, six thousands times. I am sorry that I killed my dad. Please do guilty, I deserved to be punish!"God damn it Ty, what the fuck did I say?

"...See, he admits to himself, and for goodness' sakes, he killed his own father. But, what kind of twisted son does that, killing his father like that. Doing tons of cuts on the neck, arms and, ripped out his eyes, bruised him up,"Then Dawn nastilly looked at me,"And if you were truly sorry; you would've stopped killing your dad,"Dawn gave that glare.

"Wait. Wait! Ty. I have a question,"

"Dear lady, what is your name?"

"Elz. Ty, where did you put the eyeballs. I need it,"

"...,"I just stared at the school girl, the expression on her face is really happy at the sights of eyeballs along with a huge blush. WTF? "Elz, what the hell?"

"...What, I love eyeballs, put them into a jar and it would creep anyone out,"Elz laughed.

"Lady, we are in a courtroom!"The judge said.

"Sorry,"Then Elz mouthed to me,"I want those eyeballs,"I don't know what to think anymore.

Mutterings and gasp were heard in the courtroom; this is the worst day ever of whatever punishment I do get. I am just glad that I killed the poor bastard. It isn't like he will be here again torture me again... right?

"What is the matter Ty?"Se- Smeto whispered towards me.

"I am okay... besides the fact of what Elz says,"I whispered.

I gave a sigh before I talked loudly,"You know. Whatever punishment I do get. I will do it with a smile even with a execution, but that doesn't mean I won't have tears! I will accept of whatever is my punishment even if there punishment, then I probably will laugh. Oh, you know what I mean!"With my arms crossed on my chest. I felt angry, why didn't my dad be here; seeing him in jail making life better. But now, I just should've called the police stand up for myself then this won't happen. Ugh, fuck. I tortured myself.

"Ment...,"Everything faded.

I passed out

~Next morning~

I woke up feeling a bit better, I looked around to seeing my room. I give off a sighed happy that it was just a dream... Just a dream, right? It felt so realistic tho...

I got up to seeing the calendar, the year marked off, but it's a school day. odd for the year. Oh well, I decided to get dressed in a red shirt, black hoodie, grey pants and same shoes; put two earbuds in my ears as I walked down with my backpack. I quickly rushed out the door to see Adam with a happy face. But...

he wasn't there.

I was confused, but decided to shook it off. I quickly ran inside in my dad's room to see nothing, no blood, not even a drop. Probably, it wasn't real...?

I sighed in an aggravation and confusion. I sighed as I walked towards school. The school had...

"Central Bulldog,"The sign was dark green, not like light green. I looked around to try to find Adam. I look I walked in and see... different people. Who lot of different people. Fear came to me. What year is this? Am I in hea-- Hell? Where the fuck am I? Am I in a dream...?

Am I in a coma...

"WHERE AM I!?"I yelled causing a certain person came up to me giving a me dark smirk.

"Why are you here on my territory, new kid?"He growled. He seemed familiar.

"I... am new..? And name is Ty, uhm. Do you know where's the office?"I asked..

"Haha, nope,"He paused then he winked,"Unless if you able to beat me. If you beat me, you became friends with me; but if you lose. You will be rivals,"I widened.

"O-ok. Um. How about I declined it?"

"No choice,"I give a click on my tongue. fuck.

Suddenly, a girl came in front of me and yelled at.

"Oi Josh! No picking on the new kid,"I widen my eyes.

"Pfft, why not. It's not like he have a life!"

Unconsciously, I crossed my arms while muttering,"I do have a life,"

"Then why are you lying down!"

"Huh? What--,"

"Ugh, idiot. Just stick with her, her best friend! Now, I won't remember this anyway when I am resuming. But, we will meet again new kid,"

"My name is Ty, you idiots!"

"Yeah, yeah, yeah. Whatever Tydiot,"I gave a sheepish grin as he walked away.

"It's close, I guess,"I muttered.

"Sorry, my name Arianna or supposedly to Josh, Ariodit, it's okay. He usually tries to put idiot in your name, it's normal. But, come on,"She smiled... She looks so familiar and that name.

Brrrring, Brrrri-- the noise stops,"Yes, okay. Be there,"Arianna smiled at me and grabbed my wrist and ran. Luckily, my cuts are scars. I stopped for Adam. My heart pounded.

"Hey Arianna. Do you know anyone name Adam?"Arianna stopped as she looked at me with guilt, sorrow in her eyes as she shook her head then ran. Adam is not here. Am I the only one here. I can't get out. Tears were in my eyes as I let Arianna dragged me to wherever.

I give a deep breath. I do not know where I am. It feels so real!

~Timeskip~

Arianna showed her friend,"This is...Cameron,"I nodded.

"Nice to meet you. Name is Ty,"I am not awaking up or am I dead?

"Hehe, nice to meet you too! I like your eyes, the brownish sprinkled with hope!"Canerion hugged me like all to familiar.

"Hey! Guys, who is the new face!"

"Galen. This is Ty. Ty, This is Galen. He's my boyfriend. Hehehe! I love him,"Cameron pecked Galen's cheek.

"You are stuck new to this time school aren't you?"

"Y-yeah,"I stuttered going along with the.... weirdness?

"Awe, he is nervous! It's okay Ty! You have us!!"Yup, I am dead, officially dead. I only have one best friend, his name is---

"Seto, do you know where is Seto!?"I asked.

"Except for Ka--, no...? Then I don't know,"

"Oh, sorry..."Gale pats my back and nodded then sign something up towards me. I don't even understand it then he put his hand over his mouth.

The voice was quiet unlike the people,"I can tell that you are confused, name is Gale. I, um. Well, what I said was... If you need some help, come and talk to me,"I nodded.

"Thanks,"I muttered. He grabbed my hand as his other hand is on his mouth continuously,"I want to be right back with Ty real quicky,"He pull me to another room, well... bathroom.

"You are stuck.... Wake up, wake up!"I woke up.

On my bed, everything still feels really, really weird. I just laid down and got a message.

Adam
Where are you at?

I just sat there looking at the text widening. Was... was the court real? I questioned once again and probably more questioning for my... I started to cry out of my emotions.

What is happening--

I dunno--

Where am I?--

The house. Duh, I know that--

FUCKING THOUGHTS!

okay, I just need to text Adam that I am supposedly sick. He don't need to know. I know Adam is supposed to hate me, but... I feel like, this isn't even my world. I just need to reflect.

Ty
I am sick... Don't come. No-
thing is wrong. don't worry! ^^

Adam
O. okay Ty. Let me come to
your house!

I quickly typed in.

Ty
NO!- I mean Adam.
Sw- no.. Don't come
To my house now!
YOU HATE ME,
YOU SUPPOSED TO HATE ME

Adam
WDYM?
That I HATE you.
PFft, Why would
I hate you!?

I just sat down my phone onto my bed and scream in the pillow, tears fell down onto my pillow making it wet. But I didn't even care. I felt a knock to see my dad,"Son, are you ok?"The voice was very sincere and it was strange because usually he yelled shut the fuck up.

I stopped crying as a natural voice came out,"Y-yeah,"As I realized it was mine. The door opened along creaking as he came up to me with hand raised causing me to flinch,"Don't touch me!"I hissed causing him to put his hand down.

"Tell me Ty, who hurt you,"I widened my eyes.

Did I... Make him have amnesia, no... I killed him?

"Y-you,"My voice spouted out.

He gave out a sighed then gave out a small smile with kindness,"I-i am sorry for your nightmare, that I hurt you,"I couldn't believe my ears... Then the image of my dad went into that disgusting sight of cuts, bloodied. I just puked. I am a horrible, horrible person. I don't deserve to live-

"Anyway, I see you have been growing a beard,"I widened, a beard already? "Time to shave, you will be a good shaver,"As he got a razor out of his pocket, take this as a gift of mine. Tears wanted to spill out. Why did I have the urge to kill him again-

The voice of me,"Why are you being so nice. I killed you, I killed you,"Then paused,"Even my partner is going crazy of why you being so nice to me after he-I killed you!"I felt weird, both ways of kind of weird as tears fell down my cheeks.

"Because it sure would been reasonable. Remember, I always told you... We are strong together?"...Memories of that saying popped into my head as the... What. Something is yelling into mind.

"Do NoT tRuSt iT,"

I am so confused, horribly confused as that voice is drilled into mind.

What not to trust?

What is it...?

Dad... Wait, this dad is like my actual father....?

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