vent chapter, sorry I'm not feeling really good. Also I'm going to the beach tomorrow so here's a chapter at 11 Am. I wanna die tbh, but I'm not
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(Blues' pov)
I layed on the bad, tears flowing down my cheeks and onto the once dry white sheets. I curled up into a ball as I pulled the blanket over me, hoping no one would walk in to see me like this. It's embarrassing to have people see me as blue, nobody likes a sad person, and if you don't like sad people, then you shouldn't be near me. Usually I can take a joke, or put on a fake smile that fools everyone, but, have you ever wondered, 'Is it possible to be fully happy?' I mean, of course it's possible, but will I ever reach it? Hell no. I'm not even close! Imagine it like this, you're climbing a mountain and you're super close to the top, also known as happiness, you reach your hand out to touch it, but, you fall. You're so close and then you have to start all over again. That's how my life goes, I'm super close to being happy, and then someone says or does something, and it just, destroys me. It's not so bad that I'm going to kill myself, but it's bad enough that I can be sad about it. But, we're not going to get super deep into this, back to the setting! I locked the bedroom door, just to be positive no one would come in. Suddenly I hear a knock on the door and someone say
"Are you okay Red?"
~~ Barneys' Pov ~~
"Are you okay Red?" I say. I'm a little concerned, he's been in there for a while and hasn't came out to eat or anything.  I hear a sniffle from inside and the sound of feet trudging to the door. It opens and there stands Red. Well, he's not Red, he's blue. I see his eyes are all red and puffy from crying. I quickly grab his hand and we run back into the room. I hear the door close as I look at him.
"What's wrong Red?" I asked him.
~~ Blue ~~
Oh no! What am I supposed to say! I didn't want to open the door but I did and now we're here! I knew this was a bad idea!
"I-I'm not Red. My name is B-blue. I'm Reds' sad side." I look away from him, I feel tears prick my eyes but I quickly blink them away. I just look at the floor. Suddenly I feel another hand grab my hand as he pulls me over to the bed.
(not in that way you dirty sinners)
He pulls me into his lap and I instantly start crying. He quickly hugs me and I hug back, crying into his shoulder. I pull back after a few minutes and say
"I'm sorry for making your shirt went. I-I didn't mean too." He looks at me and I lock eyes with him. Suddenly he pulls me into a kiss, I quickly kiss back as I change back to my original color, red. We quickly pull back as I flush red. He hugs me and I hug him back, letting the darkness of sleep consume me.
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yay! One shot finally! I was always afraid to post one because I'm afraid people won't like them. Also I've been feeling kinda down lately, so that's why he's blue. I've got a Lotta stuff on my shoulders right now, and I can't really handle all of it. It's destroying me, physically and emotionally. So far I've been hiding it pretty good from my family and friends, but you know it can old get better from here! Cause as Adam would say
'Once you hit rock bottom, the only way you can go is up.' ~Frisky