twenty-one
I was gonna write smut, but in the end I was like no?? Mostly because I love the whole little dynamic without MAJOR smut but still having that 'not totally innocent' way with handjobs etc.
But this chapter will consist of having Louis out of his headspace
twenty-one
"Lou, babe, we need to talk."Niall informs, making himself known as he walks further into the room from where he has been standing, watching the little watch his morning programmes. Niall had sent Louis into the living room during breakfast, saying the little could take his cereal with him as Niall had to take a call. It had taken longer than he expected it to, the call giving the Gang leader news that he wish he didn't have to tell his little.
Louis' attention remains glued on the television, Giggling behind his thumb whenever a funny antic happens on the screen, not paying attention to his Daddy's grave tone or the fact that Niall is still waiting for the little to look up and pay attention. He's dressed in a pair of pastel pink overalls, accompanied with white socks and a pastel pink and white polka dotted bow that Niall had clipped into his hair that morning.
"Louis,"At the mention of his name, Louis looks up at his Daddy with those wide innocent eyes that hold so much trust. Daddy only says his full name when he's been bad, it's always nicknames and cute little pet names that his Daddy calls him.
"Did I do something bad?"He whispers, watching as Niall turns off Tom and Jerry and sits down on the sofa beside the little. He can't remember doing anything bad, he's been watching Television just like his Daddy told him to do.
"Of course not! You haven't done a thing wrong, we just need to talk."Niall says gently, placing his hand on Louis' knee and giving his knee a soft rub. Slowly, Louis' thumb falls out of his mouth as he looks at his Daddy, meeting his eyes as Niall continues."But I need you to be a big boy for me. This is a Niall and Louis talk."
"Okay,"Louis whispers, his voice wavering on unsureness as he looks away from Niall. Louis has never felt comfortable outside of his little headspace, he always felt isolated and vulnerable as his adult self, despite knowing that Niall was there to look after him. Ever since he has been with Niall he has never had to be outside of his headspace for long and anytime that he was, it was to visit family or important people for a short amount of time.
Sometimes, Louis wondered why Niall was okay with it all. Part of him knows it's because Niall is a Daddy Dom and that's just who he is, it's in his nature. The same part is because Niall loves him, he loves to look after his Baby and make sure that he's safe, that he's comfortable, it gives the Dom control. But that doesn't stop Louis from wondering if Niall ever wants something more, the sex, the proper relationship dynamic that Louis doesn't give him.
Panic settles into the pit of Louis' stomach as he slowly gets out of his headspace. Maybe Niall wants to talk about ending their relationship, that he's fed up with having to constantly look after the little and he wants something more, someone better. He doesn't know what he would do without Niall, he couldn't live with Liam and Zayn because they're friends with Niall, nor can he go home to his family because they don't want him.
"Hey, what's wrong? Why the tears, baby?"Niall asks, concerned whenever tears start to fall down Louis' cheeks. The Dom pats his lap for Louis to sit on his lap, the not so little doesn't hesitate and soon he has his face buried in Niall's chest and hands curled into his t-shirt."Hey, what happened?"
"Y-you're going to leave me,"Louis whispers, hiding his face away from the Dom as he sniffles away tears and sobs.
"Leave you? Baby, I'm not leaving you! I just need to talk to you about something important."Niall says gently, kissing Louis' feathery pink hair as he rubs his back calmly.
"You aren't?"He removes his face from Nialls chest to look his Dom in the face, face red from tears. It's obvious in his eyes how hard Louis is trying to maintain big.
"Of course I'm not,"Niall shakes his head with a sigh, rubbing away Louis' tears with the sleeve of his jacket."This is just a conversation that we need to have with big Louis present."
"But I don't like being big,"Louis admits in a whisper, biting his bottom lip to stop himself from crying just a little.
"I know, I'm sorry."The Dominant apologises, kissing Louis softly on the lips to calm his nerves. He can feel Louis' body relax under his touch, melting into the kiss as his Dominant kisses him slowly and softly, hands a tight grip on the submissives hips.
Louis is whining whenever the kiss ends too soon, lips a swollen red as he pouts at Niall. Chuckling, Niall gives the pretty lips a quick peck before he starts to speak again, not minding whenever Louis mindlessly starts playing with his fading blonde hair.
"It's came to my attention that we live in a much larger house than necessary, with it only you and I living here, we take up the majority of 2 rooms daily if I'm being honest, not including days you use the playroom or I use the office."Niall continues, his eyes searching for Louis to react."Another dilemma, Daddy's members seem to have gotten into a spot of bother."
"Were they being stupid again?"Louis mindlessly asks, running his fingers through Niall's soft hair, making it stick up in odd angles. He takes the bow out of his hair, giggling whenever he clips it into Nialls soft hair.
"You could say that,"Niall nods, muttering apologies whenever he ruins whatever Louis is doing to his hair."Well, due to there actions, and dispute between a rival gang and mine, we have to move."
Niall sucks in a deep breath whenever Louis' body tenses and he looks down a Niall from here he's leaning up to play with his hair.
"But I like our house,"Because he does, he loves there house because everything that has happened between Niall and Louis has happened in this house. From their first time, to the first time Louis was little in front of Niall, their first argument with both big and little Louis, the first time Louis had told Niall everything that had happened in his life. Everything had happened in this house.
"I do too, sweetheart, but we don't even use three quarters of the rooms in these house!"Niall tries to lighten it up, chucking as he throws an arm up behind him."We use the livingroom, the kitchen and the master bedroom and ensuite. I barely use the office, and nobody ever stays here."
"But what about my bedroom? We can't leave my bedroom!"
"We'll remake your bedroom."
"But then it won't be my bedroom! It'll just be a room with a bed trying to be my bedroom!"
"Don't shout at me."Niall Warns, his voice stern as he looks at Louis who has now climbed off of Nialls lap and is standing in front of the man who still sits on the sofa.
Louis' eyes narrow at the Dom that sits on the sofa, nose scrunched up as he tries to read Nialls cooled expression.
"You're lying about something, I don't know what but you're lying to me. You're not telling me the truth."Louis speaks up, looking hard at his Dom."Tell me the truth."
Niall thinks about telling Louis the real reason on moving, that he's more wanted than he's ever been and he has guns aiming at him from left and right. That he needs to get out of the city, away from his main connections and live on the down-low.
But he doesn't want Louis to worry about him. It's not his job to worry, Louis' job is to be safe from the adult world, to be comfortable and carefree and knowing that your Daddy is wanted for more crimes than enough, to know that he's being out for, doesn't make a little carefree at all.
"We aren't just moving house,"Niall decides to tell the other painful truth instead,"We're moving countries. To Ireland."
"Ireland?!"Louis shouts in anger, Niall not even flinching at the loud sound."I am not moving to fucking Ireland."
"Oi, watch your language and do not shout at me."
"Don't tell me what to do! I'm not leaving my best friend, I am not moving to Ireland and you can't make me!"He screams his rage, stomping his foot against the wooden floor. He's so pissed off because how dare Niall just spring this on him and assume that he'll be okay with it all, how dare he just sit there and be so fucking calm.
"Then stay here! I'll go to Ireland and you can live here by yourself then."Niall snaps, causing Louis to flinch.
"Fine! I-I'll here all by myself!"
"See if I care!"
Louis whimpers, flinching again at the loudness of Nialls voice. He looks just as mad as Louis feels, madder than he's been in an awful long time. Louis' tears start to build up on his eyes as he looks at Niall, wiping harshly at his eyes.
"Fine."And with that, Louis storms out of the room, leaving Niall with the slam of the bedroom door.
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