Some say the world will end in fire, others say in ice. Everyone says the Twilight franchise sucks, and I'm one of them. But I'm starting to think my life is becoming as corny as Twilight.

And that's even worse than death.

♤~♡~one day later~◇~♧

"So what did you think of my project?" I asked Saihara. It was a reflection of our lives and Saihara seemed to be keeping a brave face, "uh...it was something" he said avoiding eye contact.

"But Saihara what's wrong with me confessing my love to panta in a project?" I asked. Saihara just sighed, "fine, I'm going to fix this" I complained grabbing the board and heading back to my room.

I shut the door and looked at the room. It was still trashed from yesterday's fiasco. Well at least the rope and stool are in the closet...Wait did I untie it? My mind thought bacm to yesterday and I felt my hands shaking as I forced it into a grip.

Just forget about it, doesn't matter anyway...just have to wait till Saihara finally has a happy ending and doesn't need me anymore...then it's ok to go.

"Is it worth all the pain?" A voice asked, I already knew who it was. I shrugged, "For now" I answered and silently cursed myself for not sounding more sure.

"What's the point if you're going to just die later?" They asked, "he needs somewhere to live, and this is the only place till I make Idiot Momota take him in or Bakamatsu" I explained.

"Or who knows maybe he'll save me time and do it himself" I told her. She walked over near the mirror, her reflection didn't show, wait...why doesn't she have a reflection?

"Do you miss me?" She asked suddenly, her voice cold. I raised an eyebrow "why would I miss-" I started when the memories whiplashed into my head and her figure distorted to that of a corpse her skin even tinted green.

"Didnt you love me?" She asked, I felt myself shaking as she walked closer with every statement "didnt you care about me?" She asked and I crouched into the corner her voice started echoing and growing deeper.

"Why didn't you protect me? What kind of monster are you?" She whispered not maliciously but sweetly but it's still hinted of venom. She started into my eyes, those eyes were full of anger.

"It's not fair the coward got to survive" she claimed, "that you all of a sudden want a happy ending after all you've done, you've lied and hurt him time and time again cause you were selfish...why do people like you deserve him?" She asked.

"Why do you deserve to be alive?" She asked. I opened my mouth to rebute...but I couldn't argue. Because everything she was saying was true. Even the stuff I wish wasn't.

"See? You won't even answer me, how mean..." she scolded, "You're right..." I told her, "I don't deserve to be alive...but I'm not going to die just because you want me to" I told her. She looked disappointed.

"So why will you die? Loneliness? Regret? All that anger for the classmates who keep wanting your precious Saihara Chan? Or the one at yourself because you know what everything I'm saying is right isn't it?" She asked.

"Maybe for those reasons, I don't know...I just don't feel like being here anymore...that's it" I explained. She seemed satisfied, "you might as well die today, after all...you're not going to stop seeing me huh?" She asked. I ignored her getting up and wiping my eyes as I stared at the empty capsule. I should've gotten more.

"To bad, I'm not going to kill myself so go away. I already tried yesterday and that went great so shoo" I shouted.

The door swung open, and Saihara walked in with a shocked expression, "Ouma...you wanted...no you tried to kill yourself ?" He asked. I looked over at Chi who looked expressionless.

"This isn't any of your business Saihara" I told him, "none of my business?! Ouma you're my friend! I thought you told me everything last night" he exclaimed.

"Well I told you the majority aren't you happy now?" I asked. I wasn't in the mood for this, "besides why do you even care? You have other friends you don't need me" I argued.

"Ouma even if you were just a friend to me I still would care" he blurted out. Wait just a friend?

"What does just a friend mean?" I asked. Saihara looked embarrassed, "that doesn't matter right now" he quickly said and I could feel myself getting angry.

"Oh so I have to tell you everything even if I don't want to but you can hide stuff, that's great Saihara" I shouted "Ouma I just don't think you should know yet-" Saihara tried to reason.

"UGH! We're getting nowhere are we? Just doing this thing over and over, I wish you never made me tell you!" I screamed, "and that f*cking kid didn't make me fall in that freaking pond!" I yelled.

"I'm glad it happened!" Saihara shouted, "I finally get to see the real you! So even if you're not exactly ok right now I'm glad you finally let me know so I can help you!" He screamed.

"Why does it matter so much to you?" I asked, "because I love you!" He shouted. The room fell silent as Saihara seemed to fumble for words.

What...what did he just say...? There's no way...there's no way...he can't love me...this is all just a lie...right?