[Cursing Warning]

I need this.

This is to those scumbags who will never understand.
Listen. Or care.

Why would I ever respect or love you?...
When you say these things to me?...

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I hate you.

Sometimes...
But now it's too far.

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FUCK YOU! 🖕

You don't give a fuck about me.
You don't love me.
You don't understand me.
So just- FUCKING SAY IT!?!?

I CAN'T- HEAR ME!?!?!?- CANNOT CONTROL THIS SHIT.

I HATE BEING IN FUCKING PAIN.
YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON WITH ISSUES YOU KNOW!?!?

I'M MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY FUCKED OVER.
AND MOST OF IT- IS BECAUSE OF YOU!

I DIDN'T ASK FOR FUCKED OF GENETICS.
I DIDN'T ASK FOR A FUCKED UP CHILDHOOD.
BUT YOU WERE SO GREAT- I GOT BOTH.

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How the fuck can you "love me" ... ?
Then say that shit to me?
RIGHT TO MY FUCKING FACE!?!?

IM
IN
PAIN.

SKIN PICKING IS A FUCKING- DISORDER.

DON'T YOU THINK I WANNA FUCKING STOP IT!?!?
I WANT TO BE RID OF IT DAILY!!!!!

AND THE MORE SHUT YOU SAY ABOUT ME...
THE MORE SHIT I FEEL ABOUT MYSELF.

You... YOU.
Make me... want to hurt myself more.

CLAWING AND TEARING AT MY SKIN.
FOR ONCE SECOND OF RELIEF.
FOR ONE FUCKING MOMENT OF PEACE.
HOPING IT WILL FINALLY STOP.
BUT IT NEVER FUCKING WILL.

MY SKIN DOESNT FEEL RIGHT.
I DON'T WANT IT.
I'M TIRED OF DEALING WITH THIS SHIT.

SO WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU FUCKING IDIOT!?!?

My body KNOWS that it's hurt.
My mind KNOWS that it's bad.
BUT MY FUCKING MIND!?!?- THAT BITCH IS FUCKED UP SOMEWHERE AND WON'T STOP.

I'VE HAD TO PUT UP WITH THIS SHIT FOR DECADES... NON FUCKING STOP.

YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND OR GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME.

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(Reference...)

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Why?

Why don't you care? 😔
Why don't you love me? 😞
Why can't you get this concept wrapped around your brain? 😓
Why do you say those things? 😢
Why do you never stop?... 🤕

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I particularly feel bad for this.
But...

Fuck you🖕
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