Apologies for the very late update, I was stuck on this story for a long time and have finally finished it since I really wanted to upload another one that I wanted for a long time, so I hope everyone likes it!

Im sorry about this story, I'm not very familiar with the characters, as well as which character to play them as, since Obito is pretty weird and serious so I'll be clashing both personas of Obito and Tobi together. but I'll try my best!

This fanfiction is dedicated to ShantelleUchiha, I hope you enjoy!

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A stance perfect for intimidation, his mask making him mysterious for everyone that sees him from the distance, or a strange man with mouths on his hands and even another member with a strange looking plant surround his head. Just the sight of the black cape with red clouds struck fear into everyone. Everyone knew once you meet someone with that pattern coat, one must turn around and flee quickly, or hope for a painless death. That's what it meant to be a member of the Akatsuki. It's a continuous cycle of dread and death, but that what everyone thinks they know about the dangerous shinobi.

But I know better, I know every single one of them, yet the one I know the most and also don't know is the one and only Tobi or should I call him Obito now? I'm not sure, after his reveal and his then from evil back to... Well still not good but neither evil, he became someone else that also resembled his old self, or the body his soul was being carried in.

"Deidara!" An all too familiar voice sounded from behind me, I turned as I was facing out into an open field thinking deep over this man that stood behind me, his voice cheerful as always.

"What is it now?" I ask with a sigh as I turn to see the all too familiar orange swirl mask. Even if everyone else saw his face he still wanted to keep it on, occasionally he would take it off when it was hot or when he was eating, but otherwise we won't take it off.

"Nothing, just wanted to know where you are, don't want you getting into any trouble now do we?" He said as he tilted his head.

"Should I be worried about you making any trouble?" I said, but I didn't get mad, no, after seeing him, really seeing him, I was able to form a single image of him; a monster.

A monster who didn't bat an eye when killing, he was a true Akatsuki members that all of us combined together. But I kept my thoughts hidden from everyone and usually tried to forget it after thinking about this masked man that I found hard to read, with or without the mask.

"Deidara?" Obito sounded confused, but I only nodded as I turned back around, not wanting to see him.

It wasn't because I hated him, in fact I loved him, but I would never tell him such words, over the fear that I would be looked down upon and shunned. He was the only one in my heart, I feared him, that was the only word that came to mind when describing him. I fear he would turn his back to me, I fear that I would never see him, I fear him. Yet I dare not say such words, never. And for that I hate myself, this monster that I love but cannot express myself to was too good for me.

"Deidara?" He said my name again, but I did not respond once more.

How I loved hearing his voice, I can stay here for the rest of my days never eating or drinking, only surviving by having will of hearing him say my name over and over again.

"Deidara look! Doesn't that rock look like the rip off art you make?" He said, trying to get a reaction, but even if he were to spot on my face and call me scum, or cut up my. Body into millions of pieces I wouldn't hate him, I would cherish every slash and cut he would deliver to me, because I knew it was only for me and only me.

Arms wrapped around me, they held me gently yet had a feeling of tightness, as if he was scared I would vanish with the wind.

"Do you hate me?" He said, his voice now serious instead of childish.

"I fear you." I corrected, just hearing that sentence make his arms shake, if it was either anger, sadness, or even fear I wouldn't know.

"Why?" He questioned. "I know I've done bad, I know I've killed many for pleasure and revenge, but trust my words. When it comes to you, I would kill myself if you ask, I love you."

He loves me? Ah yes, he does, even after transforming into Obito he still held very strong feelings for me, yet I still couldn't believe him. I was too scared to believe him, or even accept his feelings. He did not know of mine, but if he did what would he do? Would he laugh it off and walk away? Would he say that he's been waiting for my response so he can laugh at me and turn his back? Or would he spend the rest of his life with me? Never looking at a man or woman for the rest of his life?

"I fear that you will leave, I fear that you will be gone if I look at you for too long, or talk to you, if I speak at wrong word you would be gone in a blink of an eye. I fear that you will abandoned me if I reveal everything I have inside my head, I fear just saying this to you. How do I know if just saying all this you would hate me for the rest of your life and scorn me every time you see me?" I say, now noticing that my eyes stung with tears and they fell down fast down my pale cheeks. I had no idea why I was saying this, my mouth just opened and all my secrets washed out of it like a water faucet. "I still can't believe I'm saying this, I have so many questions, I don't fear for what you did, I fear for what you will do if I say I love you back.

I think about you everyday, trying to make my self know that you are a monster, but ever time I do, I think that this monster was a person in the beginning, that even a monster needs love, that I'm the only one who can turn this monster back to his old ways and we can spend our times together forever. Live for each other instead of die for each other-"

I was cut off with warm lips on my own, my eyes widened as I saw in front of me Tobi, no, Obito without his mask, one half flawless and pretty, the other disfigured making him even more beautiful and perfect in my eyes.

"Don't fear me, please don't, trust me when I say that I will kill anyone. I accept that fact that I am a monster, but a monster will always need someone to command it, and I will only choose you to do so. Ill love you for the rest of my life." He broke the kiss speaking, his dark eyes serious, a determined look in his eyes.

"Just love me for the rest of mine." I squeaked out, my voice hoarse from the tears, which made my throat clench for too long.

My face becoming hot as he spoke his feeling, dropping any mask he had on for the first time. I guess that answers all of my questions, he truly does loves me, and I too will do anything he says, because we both are monsters. Monsters who are destined to be together, and kill anyone who dare hurt each other.

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Opened for requests. Just comment, any paring from Naruto series. You can even send me a picture of the two and I'll make it into a one shot as well!!