(Pierce Alex's brother died from a car crash and Alex was in the car with him at the time so he thinks it's his fault)

Alex:*thinking*"why did I just let that happen I'm such a bad brother I should have died not pierce "

Elijah:*thinking*"poor Alex his brother died and whenever I go into his room he's either curled up face in pillow or crying his eyes out I feel so bad and Denis and sub aren't here maybe I should say something"

While this was going something was going on in Alex's room

Alex:*took a pocket knife from his room then walked into bathroom*"just one cut I deserve it I was a terrible brother"*cut his arm once*"why does this feel so good? Whatever I am a terrible brother"*he cut again he was crying from the pain of thinking that he is a terrible brother*"I will FOREVER be..."

Elijah:"Alex where are you? Can I talk to you?"*he said as he entered Alex's room checking where Alex's pocket knife usually was but didn't see it and thought *"Alex no"*back to actually speaking goes to bathroom door*"Alex don't do it you will become addicted you will do this to yourself every day at least once please don't "

Alex:"I already have"*he said as he cut again *"how would you know so much about this?you happy not depressed not feeling bad about yourself"

Elijah:"I can't believe I'm doing this Alex if you open the bathroom door well you might surprised about what I have done to myself"

Alex:*Alex cleaned up the blood and came out with 3 bandages on his arm and Elijah showed Alex a arm full of scars some were fresher then others* "why would you cut your always happy and humorous?"

Elijah:"i-i I cut because I don't feel like enough I feel like I'm nothing sometimes and it became addictive why do you think I wear hoodies all the time I really don't want you the sweet adorkable caring British boy to get addicted to such a bad thing like I have"*Elijah said sadly*

Alex:"I- I I didn't know that Elijah but I want to do something for the pain"

Elijah:"What about talk to me about it?"

Alex:"yeah also you think I'm adorkable "

Elijah:"well now your just changing the subject but yes I think your adorkable now let's go get ice cream and talk"

Alex:"yeah!"*thinking now*"wow maybe Elijah is the only one who gets me in the pals group"

(Hey guys hope you like it also I want to ask a question do you guys think that Elijah should have more fantasy or Jurassic park related stuff? cause I'm writing another fan fiction and I want to know and I will c you guys later ✌)

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