Alex

Harry's first day of school was today, his classes began around ten and currently, it was six. He woke up when I got up to feed and change Emery. I told him to go back to sleep but he said he was too nervous to sleep any more. His stutter was pretty bad, so when I put Emery back to sleep, I laid down and pulled him in to cuddle with me for a bit before he had to leave.

“W-what if I d-d-don't do well and-and-” I stopped him, pressing my lips to his. He seemed like he was already feeling better with this small gesture.

I pulled away and snuggled in closer to him. “You'll be fine, you are so smart and charming. I'm sure you'll make friends and school will be good too.” he reached under my shirt and grabbed my boob. “What are you doing?”

“Boobs calm me down.” he lifted the shirt and looked down. “Your boobs are really big, so they calm me more.” I rolled my eyes and watched as his hand curved over my breast, down my stomach and in front of my pants.

“No Harry, I'm not ready,” I said shyly. “I told you that you can touch my boobs but nothing else.”

“I understand, I'm sorry, you're just so beautiful.” he pouted. “Does that mean your booty is off limits too?” he pouted.

“Depends, are you going to get up and get ready for school?” he nodded. “Then when you get home you can grab at me all you want.” his smile dropped.

“Don't lie to me.”

“I'm not, I'll wear something uh...sexy.” he raised an eyebrow.

“Like what?” I shrugged. “The less the better to be honest.” I giggled and nodded, lifting my pinkie to promise him. We laid in bed for a bit, his eyes looking all over my face. "Your eyes are beautiful, and your eyelashes are long." he pointed out.

"Your nose hairs are getting longer." he chuckled at my observation. "I mean, you're skin is clearing up. What do you use?"

"That stuff you do, in the bathroom. Works great and I smell like candy." I knew I wasn't crazy and he had been using it as well.

When Harry was gone I honestly didn't know what to do with myself. I began work in a few days so I decided to get outfits ready for me and Emery, who would be staying with Anne.

Of course, a lot of clothes fit me weird because I still had a bit of extra baggage around my stomach. I had on shapewear to try and attempt to keep my figure but I couldn't help but feel extremely uncomfortable with it off. Having a baby made me all loose in front of my stomach.

I had breakfast and lunch with Anne who had gossip about one of Harry's aunts she didn't like. It was nice to hear other people's problems, it made yours very insignificant. Like sure I had a baby but at least I knew who the father was.

Harry's dad was in town again and sat on the couch with Emery, talking about how much he loved laying with Gemma when she was a baby. “Harry does the same thing, she can't sleep many places.”

“Have you talked to him today?” I shook my head.

“No, but he should be home soon, he was so nervous for today, I think he really must want this since he usually tries to avoid talking to new people. I know he'll do great, Harry has always wanted to be a nurse since I met him.” his dad agreed, talking until Harry eventually did get home.

He came into the house and had the mail with him. One of the envelopes was open and before I could say anything he walked past us towards the room. “Hi- sorry, Alex can I talk to you for a second?” I gulped looking at his parents and nodding.

I followed him into his room and he closed the door, handing me the paper. I looked down and felt my stomach twist. It was his results from the lab, his checkup had come back. I looked down and read through it, gasping and smacking his arm. “You piece of shit, don't scare me like that.” he smiled pulling me into him and grabbing my ass with both his hands on each side.

“I had the best day today, and I need those lips on mine, right now.” I giggled reaching up to wrap my hands around his neck and kiss him. His hands went from my ass up to my shirt and gently across my back. Our lips moved against each other roughly and then down my neck to the top of my boobs.

“Harry, baby, I'm happy you had a great day- mmm-” I moaned as he worked his mouth against my neck on this sensitive spot that drove me crazy. “-but your parents are waiting.” he pulled away and nodded, looking adorable in his scrubs.

“Tonight?” I nodded kissing him one last time.

Nothing happened that night, sadly.

The day before work began, Emery had an asthma attack and I had to drive her to the hospital on my own. They placed her on new medicine and sent us home. After that scary feeling, I had to leave her with her grandma and I was having trouble actually doing it. “Darling, you'll be late to work, she's fine, I know how to watch a baby.”

I nodded. “I know I just- I'm sorry.” I kissed her on the cheek and handed her back to Anne.

Work was answering calls, making copies, scheduling appointments, getting lunch or sorting through mail. It wasn't hard work but I didn't really have anyone to talk to. I decided to text Michelle, the girl I went to school with a few years ago, to see how she was. We made plans to have lunch on my day off, so I was pretty excited about that.

I came home around an hour after Harry did. He went to school and work and had Emery in his arms while he slept on the couch. She saw me as I got closer to them and smiled wide. “Hi beautiful girl, mommy missed you.” I took her from Harry's arms and he sat up straight. “Hi, good morning sunshine.” he smiled, pouting his lips at me. I didn't realize until that moment how exhausted I was when I sat next to Harry. I didn't even care where I was, I pulled my boob out and began feeding Emery there on the couch while Harry rubbed my sore feet.

When Anne came home and saw us, looking as if we had been hit by a truck, she sighed and shook her head. “Welcome to adulthood. I brought pizza.” Harry reached over and held his mom's hand, gently rubbing his thumb over the back of it.

“Thank you, mum.”

After dinner, Anne wanted to give Emery a bath and gave us a chance to shower and get ready for bed. What I hated the most of all of this, the fact that we had to get up and do it all over again the next day.

I got into the shower and let the water cascade down my body, letting the hot water relax my back and shoulders. I felt a small draft and turned to find Harry stepping in with me. “Harry.” I covered myself. “What are you doing?”

“What, I can't shower with you?” I looked down at myself and shook my head. “Why?”

“I just don't want you watching me.” he chuckled.

“Then I won't, come on baby I'll wash your back, you wash mine.” I gave in, giving him the chance to stand under the water. He seemed to be in his own world, never looking at me, just simply sharing the stream. It was my eyes that wandered down his body. Every muscle and curve of his body flexed and I felt a familiar tingling in my belly. “So you can look, but I can't?” I blushed, embarrassed that he caught me. I turned away, but Harry wrapped his arms around me. “You know something-”

“Your dick is on my butt?”

“Besides that.” he pushed my hair to one side. I hadn't felt like this in a long time, this excitement of Harry touching me like this and wanting more. A part of genuinely felt guilty for wanting to have sex with him. Like we had a baby and it's so wrong to be doing dirty stuff in his mother's home. “I want to take you out, on a date, just the two of us.”

“Really?” I looked at him. “We would have to talk to-”

“I already did, just say yes.” I nodded quickly. “Words, Alex.” I let out a soft moan as his hands moved across my sides to my chest.

“Yes.” he nodded pulling away and casually switching places with me to rinse off one last time.

“Okay cool.” Was he really not going to do anything, he knew exactly what he did to me just now and he was playing with my state of mind.

I ended up going to lunch with Michelle and her son a few days later. Emery was with me and it was nice to get out of the house for a while, and not be working. I dressed up in a cute off the shoulder knitted sweater and a pair of legging, putting a similar outfit on Emery.

Michelle was one of those girls that knew everyone's business and loved a good gossip. She told me straight up that she didn't have many people in her life anymore because she had a baby. I told her about the situation I was in during high school and her advice was so simple. “Believe me, those who act like they're still in high school are going to get a rude awakening when they have to grow up. You're better without them.”

“Yeah, I guess.” I bit into my salad and began thinking about Harry's offer from the other night. “Can I ask you something?”

“Of course.” she realized my tone was more serious.

“Well, when you had sex the first time after, was it different? Like I looked and it's different.” I said awkwardly.

“Tell me about it, I cried the first time I saw mine. But when you're with someone that you love and loves you, it can be pretty great. I mean it hurt for like a few minutes and we had to try again and then it was nice.” she smiled, handing a french fry to her son. “What kind of birth control are you on.” I shook my head. “Girl get that birth control, it will be your best friend.” I nodded.

“What do you have?” I really couldn't afford to have another baby at seventeen years old.

One was enough.

Thanks for reading. Xx

-k