Harry

I was sure of a few things as I laid in bed on the morning of the first day of June. First, it was warm, uncomfortably warm that I pulled my shirt off in the middle of the night. I was very insecure about my body and slept with a shirt on always. The scars on my chest were so ugly even if they had almost gone back to normal.

But the sudden heatwave that coursed through the city felt unbearable enough for me to sleep in my boxers and with my window wide open to let in some type of breeze that never actually came.

Another thing I was aware of was the fact that school was ending in two weeks and I felt more than confident about passing my classes since I had all A's and B's. Even English, my worst subject, I was passing because my beautiful girlfriend was so helpful to tutor me. I helped her in biology meanwhile she helped me understand the plethora of novels we had to read in the past five months and three weeks I had been here.

I smiled thinking of Alex and her dark hair, pouty lips, and god the way she smelled like peaches. I looked down and cursed, god I had never let myself get this way with anyone but I guess being a virgin and finally being able to touch someone like that really gave me something physical to reference in the shower. I sat up and looked at the time, cursing that I had overslept. I yawned and stretched my arms over my head.

The doorbell rang and I quickly put on clothes to run over and open the door. Like my dreams coming to life, there stood my girl dressed up for school. "Well someone didn't get the message about school getting canceled today." I raised an eyebrow. My mom never listened to the messages from the school.

"What?"

She huffed walking in and tossing her backpack on my couch. "Yeah apparently there's a gas leak or something and they canceled class so I decided to come over and see if you wanted breakfast." I shrugged nodding. "Well please try and hold your excitement." I chuckled, yawning at the same time.

"S-Sorry I just feel so tired today, honestly wouldn't have gone to school but I would have m-missed my baby too m-much." She blushed and ran into my arms to hug me. She looked around and then back up at me.

"Are you home alone?" I nodded, noticing she was in a dress again. God her legs were so soft and her ass was round- god I was getting hard again. "Harry?" I smiled down at her and pulled her hand towards my bedroom where she sat on the bed.

"Let m-me go brush my teeth and you s-stay here being beautiful." She laid back on my bed and kicked off her shoes. It was so early and how she managed to look so cute while I looked rough was beyond me. I drank some water and walked in to see her in my bed.

"It's warm out, don't you have air conditioning?" I nodded shutting my window and turning the thermostat as low as it went. My room got pretty cold as we made breakfast and ate. By ten we were in my bed cuddling.

"Your parents aren't wondering where you are?" She shook her head.

"They're at work and I told my mom I had to study for my last test, but I really just wanted to be here with you." I pecked her lips and wrapped my arms around her. Her favorite movie played on the tv, some comedy that was beginning to show boobs. She turned and looked at what caught my attention and scoffed. "Harry!"

"What I'm s-surprised at this being your favorite movie." She rolled her eyes.

"The jokes are funny, not the boobs." She playfully poked my cheek. "You were checking out the girl." I shook my head.

"No I was just caught off guard baby, you know your boobs are the only ones I want to s-see." She looked down at her chest and I gulped. "I m-mean eventually." She sighed.

"You can admit you want to see my boobs Harry, I'm your girlfriend. I just don't want you to think their ugly because well their not like those." I turned back to the TV to see that the part was on something else.

"Well those were fake, yours are actually real- unless you want to admit s-something to me." She giggled and sat up to straddle me and sit on me. Ever since our close encounter in the car, we hadn't done anything else, but boy did I want to.

"I bought something that I really want to show you because they're cute." I nodded watching as she lifted her dress up and showed that she was wearing a pair of light pink panties with lace on the edges. I gulped making her giggle and drop the dress.

"No, wait I didn't get to s-see all of it." I teased rubbing her thighs.

"Why don't you show me your goodies and I'll do the same. It's not fair that you get to see my boobs and I can't see your...you know." I chuckled and tickled her sides causing her to scream and fall over on the bed again. "No Harry, I'll cry!" She laughed falling off the bed as I chased her around the room and tried to tickle her sides. "Harry!" She laughed as I caught her and tossed her on the bed. I pinned her arms over her head and she quickly shook her head. "Ow!"

I pulled away apologizing to her. "S-sorry angel, I didn't m-mean to hurt you." She smiled and flipped me back in my bed and pinned me down.

"I win."

"Cheater."

"Loser."

"Ugly."

"Your nose looks like a dick."

"Yeah well you're-" I looked her up and down and cursed. "Damn baby you're s-so perfect, I can't even come up with anything." She let out a noise and laid beside me laughing to her self.

It was quiet for a while and we just stared up at the ceiling. I turned my head to hear the jokes from the movie that was still playing when I heard her talk. "Harry, kiss me." I turned to her and placed my lips against hers, softly moving them and turning our playful morning into a steamy make-out session. She began tugging on my shirt and I sighed pulling it off and tossing it aside. Her eyes looked down between us and I gulped. "What's wrong?"

"I just- I don't like showing off my body because I don't have m-muscles, I have s-s-scars on my chest and I grew really tall so I have gross-" She stopped me.

"Stretch marks are natural even on guys, besides I think you're hot." I raised an eyebrow caught off guard.

"Really?" She nodded biting her lip. "Like hotter than anyone at s-school?" She laughed and nodded.

"Yeah, hotter than all of them." She blushed and I realized how lucky I was. She was gorgeous and funny, and just perfect.

"Alex, I love you." Her eyes widened.

"You do?" I nodded sitting up on the bed. "I love you." There was a small moment where we both just smiled and stared into each other's eyes before her arms pulled me in and kissed me with more urgency.

There was no distractions, no parents, no cops; just me and my girl in my bed, quickly undressing. She pulled off her dress and my mouth turned into the Sahara at how perfect and soft her skin was. My virgin nerves got the best of me and I began to get a bit sweaty on my palms. She pulled her bra off and the moment my eyes landed on her boobs I gasped. "Fuck." She didn't seem as nervous as I was as she grabbed my hand and slowly brought it up to her chest.

I wasn't proud of what happened next but I felt myself get too excited and gasped as I...finished in my sweats. I closed my eyes and groaned squeezing her boob in my hand before opening my eyes to find her holding back a laugh. "Did you-"

"I-I-I had been hard a while." She giggled. "Don't laugh at m-me."

"I feel very confident right now." She hugged me and already my body was reacting to her warm boobs pressed to my side. She kissed my ear and whispered. "I love you, Harry."

Still red in the face, I wanted to redeem myself. "Let me show you how much I love you." She was confused until I laid her back on my bed. I can't lie and say I hadn't thought of this scenario of having a naked girl in my bed like this before, but Alex was just- wow.

Her eyes seemed to be full of lust as I kissed down her body. I had been thinking and planning for this since we had talked about it and now that the time was here, I was a nervous wreck. "Wait are you gonna...be down there?"

My eyes widened and I freaked out. Consent Harry, consent.

"Can I?" She nodded slowly. "Are you s-super sure, I don't want you to feel-"

"I want to really bad." She giggled again nervously. God, could we be any more awkward?

"I just uh- well I'm gonna t-take your panties off." She cringed. "Wait what?"

"I hate that word, panties, moist, and sludge." She shuddered. "Never say those." I saluted her.

"Okay I need to take your underwear off and I'm gonna see y-your...flower?" She covered her face and laughed but agreed. "I'm nervous I'm gonna s-suck-"

"Well, that's part of it no?" She joked. "Sweetie it's the first time for both of us and I won't know the difference if you're good or not."

I pulled her forward to the edge of the bed and kneeled in front of her. "You'll know when you don't finish." I grabbed the hem of her underwear and slowly pulled them down to reveal between her legs.

Soft, pretty, and wet.

Porn did it no justice, truly I had never seen anything so beautiful. "Don't just stare Harry." She whispered. I gulped spreading her legs apart and gently running my fingers over her. She shuddered and moaned softly.

I felt as if I blacked out for a moment because the next thing I know is her moaning as I began moving my tongue over her. It was an experience like no other and when she did finish against my tongue, I knew it was my new favorite thing to do.

Around three in the afternoon, Alex laid under the cover with me completely naked against my body. I knew that the hormones in our bodies were going buck wild and it was great. I didn't feel sad with her or like I didn't fit in. She never questioned my weirdness or made fun of my stutter. She wasn't just my girlfriend, she was also my best friend.

Which is why the next thing I had to tell her was going to kill the sweetness that we had going. "Alex I wanted to tell you s-something kinda s-serious." She looked up at me and noticed that my mood had changed.

"You're not like moving are you?" I chuckled and shook my head. "What is it?"

"Listen I haven't talked to you about t-this because it hasn't been a problem since I was thirteen and I-I-I been good so I didn't think it was important but um when I was younger I was sick." She turned her whole body towards me and gulped, giving me a look to continue. "I uh had leukemia w-when I was three and I fought it but I got it again when I was ten, I fought it again and I uh go every few months to get tests done and the last time was in December so I'm overdue and m-my mum wants to take me the day after the last day of s-school."

She stared at me for a while and eventually sat up covering her chest. "Cancer?" I nodded slowly. "Wow, that's intense." She cleared her throat, clearly trying not to cry.

"Yeah but uh I've fought it before." I tried to smile, wiping a tear that escaped her eye.

"Why didn't you tell me before?" I shrugged.

The truth was that I didn't want anyone to know. Once people knew you were a cancer patient and all that, they treated you differently. If people at school knew they'd pity me and I don't need pity. "I was s-scared you'd treat me different." I shrugged. "I'm s-sorry."

She kissed my cheek and smiled. "It's okay, I'm glad you told me." I nodded laying back down as I told her everything.

Thank you for reading. Xx

-k