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"I can't cook" Louis complained

"That's why I'm teaching you" Liam chuckled

"My mum tried to teach me once..It didn't end well" Louis giggled

"What happened" Niall asked, smiling

"I exploded the microwave" Louis grinned and both boys burst out laughing

"Well, maybe there is no hope for you" Liam told him with a raised brow

"Don't be mean Liam everyone makes..well mistakes I guess" Niall tried to be optimistic but honestly none of three really believed that Louis would ever truly be able to cook

"Let's be honest, if you can't put food in the microwave without it exploding, then what can you do?" Liam asked

"I can make water" Louis shrugged and both boys laughed

"Wow, you must be a pro chef mate" Niall said sarcastically

"Well..it is quite hard to get the perfect drinking temperature" Louis giggled, grabbing a glass and taking it to the sink

Louis leaned over to reach the tap, exposing the back of his tanned thighs

He was only wearing a shirt, but Niall and Liam were used to seeing him like this

"You have to put the temperature in the middle but sort of closer to cold" Louis explained, poking his tongue out in concentration as he turned on the tap carefully

Once he'd filled the cup to the 3/4 way point, he turned off the tap and handed it to Niall for him to taste

Niall raised his eyebrows, taking the cup and having a sip while Louis watched expectantly "I must admit Louis, that is a fabulous glass of water" Niall complimented and Louis grinned

"Really?" He asked smiling

"Yes" Niall said, laughing fondly at the smaller boys excitment

"I knew it" Louis grinned happily, leaning against the counter as Niall drank the water

"Pass the salt please Lou" Liam said and Louis nodded, reaching for the salt from one of the higher cupboards, embarrassed that he had to stand on his tip toes

"Can you reach that high?" Niall teased

Louis scoffed, jumping a little to try and grab it

But in the end he managed, handing it to Liam proudly

"See" Louis stated, sticking his tongue out at Niall

Liam used it quickly before he handed Louis the salt to put back and the small boy sighed, knowing that one of them would tease him again

Liam turned around to look at him "Need help with that" He smirked

"Don't be a twat" Louis sighed, reaching to put the salt back, knocking a bowl off of the side of the counter in the process

The bowl tumbled to the ground as Louis turned around

"Fuck" Louis muttered as the bowl smashed on the floor

"You really are hopeless in the kitchen" Liam remarked and Niall laughed loudly

Louis frowned at the glass surrounding his feet

"Shit don't move" Niall told him, taking a step towards Louis "It'll cut you"

Niall picked him up gently, his hands holding Louis' waist securely before carefully placing him on the kitchen counter top

"Thanks Niall" Louis said softly "Why'd I always have to make a mess" He pouted

"It's okay babe, I'll clean this up" Liam told Louis "You just go tell Harry that food's nearly ready"

"Okay" Louis said quietly, watching Liam sweep up the broken glass carefully "Thanks Li" He added, climbing off of the counter and walking out of the kitchen

He sighed walking over to where Harry's office was

He'd missed Harry for the few hours that he'd been working

"Hey Daddy" Louis grinned, walking into his office

"Hey baby" Harry smiled, immediately wiping the papers to one side so that it was clear enough for Louis to sit

Louis licked his lips, walking over and sitting on the desk in front of Harry, swinging his legs a little bit

"Well?" Harry asked

"Well?" Louis teased

"You obviously came in here for something" Harry rolled his eyes at Louis' generally cheeky behaviour

It was nothing out of the ordinary, it was just typical Louis

"Yes, I did" Louis nodded

"Well what is it then?" Harry asked, pulling his chair closer to the desk so that he was sat between Louis' legs

"I just-oh" Louis stopped when Harry's hands grazed over his lower stomach

Louis was only wearing one of Harry's thin white T-shirts and Harry took advantage of this

"Go on" Harry urged, gently raising the Tshirt to reveal the top of Louis' thighs and his boxers

"I was in the kitchen- shit" Louis gasped as Harry's forefinger trailed over his dick

"Keep going" Harry told him, leaning forwards so that his face was near Louis' thighs

"I was in the kitchen and I made a mess" Louis told Harry, panting heavily

"Tell Daddy what you did?" Harry said, his voice was low

"I.." Louis stopped when Harry licked his inner thigh "I knocked a bowl..ah shit..I didn't mean to" Harry bit his thigh softly and Louis sucked in a breath, pausing for a second "It smash-it smashed and it's all messy"

"Did you clean it up?" Harry asked, his hands trailing beneath Louis' top

"N-no" Louis answered, shivering at the feeling of Harry's cold hands on him

"Why not?" Harry asked, teasing him by rubbing over his nipples softly

"Because Liam's doing it" Louis answered

"You were wearing this in front of Liam?" Harry asked, tutting when Louis nodded "Naughty boy"

"I'm sorry Daddy" Louis whined when Harry's hands stopped touching him

"For what?" Harry asked, pinching the top of his thigh lightly

Louis pressed his thighs together subconsciously

Harry frowned, grabbing his thighs in his large hands and pulling them back apart slowly "Don't hide from Daddy, Louis" Harry told him, nipping at his golden thighs softly "Now tell me what you're sorry for"

"For wearing this in front of Liam..And Niall" Louis added, deciding that there was no point in hiding it

Harry raised his eyebrows and Louis pouted "What do you think Daddy should do to you?" Harry asked

Louis didn't say anything and Harry pulled him closer roughly by pulling at his lower leg, Louis slipped a little but Harry caught him so that he didn't fall

"Well?" Harry asked

"Spank me Daddy" Louis whined

"Shit Louis" Harry panted, incredibly turned on by Louis' words

Louis was flushed and a little embarrassed, but he had learned to submit and he was a lot less scared about doing so than he started off being

"Stand up" Harry ordered, moving his chair back

Louis did, standing in front of him

Harry turned him around, bending him over the desk

"Oh" Louis panted

Harry couldn't see, but Louis was smiling at the position

It would be a lie to say that he'd never imagined being fucked across Harry's desk before

"Count all five Louis" Harry told him

"Yes Daddy" Louis said quietly, loving the feeling of Harry's hands kneading his bum softly

In seconds the hands were gone and a stinging feeling took their place

"One" Louis said, his eyes shut

Another

"Two" Louis whimpered, taking in every single second of the burning sensation that Harry was providing him with

"Three" He moaned when Harry hit him for the third time consecutively

"Four" Louis counted, acknowledging that this slap was on his other cheek

He pushed his bum further back when the fifth slap didn't come as quickly as the rest did

"Be patient" Harry said quietly

Louis waited whilst Harry made no attempt to touch his bum

"Please Daddy" Louis said

Harry hit him soon after his words, the fifth slap was much harder than the rest had been

"Five" Louis moaned

"Stand up" Harry ordered and Louis did, turning around to face Harry

"Thank you Daddy" Louis said, he was slightly red and glistening with a thin layer of sweat

Harry was taken back by Louis' sudden submission

Harry loosened his tie

"It's okay baby" Harry smiled "Want me to fuck you over the desk?" He asked, taking off his jeans

Louis nodded desperately

"Answer me" Harry ordered as he pulled off his boxers and undid his white button up shirt, leaving it on

"Yes Daddy, want you to fuck me over your desk" Louis told him quickly

Harry held out two fingers "Suck"

Louis opened his mouth, taking Harry's fingers in and moaning around them

Harry didn't know how it was possible that he was so turned on by the fact that Louis was sucking his fingers, but he was

"Stop" Harry said after about half a minute

Louis opened his mouth and Harry pulled his fingers out

"Lay back across the desk baby" Harry told him

Louis complied, laying on the desk, legs dangling off of the edge delicately

Harry rolled up Louis' T-shirt and pulled down his boxers so that they were pooling around his feet

His fingers circled Louis' hole and Louis shivered at the small bit of contact

"Daddy" Louis moaned, urging Harry to just push in his fingers

Harry smirked, shoving both fingers inside of Louis quickly

"Oh shit" Louis gasped, whining at the sudden stretch

Harry slapped his bum and Louis let out another moan "No swearing" Harry told him

"Sorry" Louis said quickly and Harry nodded, though Louis couldn't see

Harry fucked his fingers inside of Louis for a few more seconds before removing them completely

"Why'd you sto-oh" Louis let out a little nosie of pleasure when Harry shoved his tongue inside of Louis

Louis started to whimper, his eyes suddenly pooling with tears at the pleasure he was receiving

Harry knew that he loved this, possibly more than any other sexual activity

"Oh Daddy" Louis moaned, rocking back onto Harry's tongue "More please"

When Harry removed his tongue it was all too soon

Harry pulled out a condom out of his desk draw and Louis turned around to watch him

"Why'd you have those in here?" He asked

"Just in case" Harry answered, rolling it onto himself

"You fuck people in here?" Louis asked, sounding a little worried and sad

"No!" Harry said quickly, kissing the back of his neck "Only you"

"Good" Louis sighed in relief as Harry lined up against his hole, pushing in slowly

It started off slow but after a minute Harry started to slam into him roughly, pulling Louis' hair a little harshly

"Faster" Louis gritted out, panting

"Manners Louis" Harry said, giving a particularly hard thrust

"Faster please Daddy" Louis begged and Harry nodded, kissing his shoulders, neck, back and anywhere else that he could

"Dinners ready guys" Niall called, knocking on the door before opening it

"Niall get out" Harry shouted

"Oh shit!" Niall exclaimed before laughing and exiting the room "Never mind Liam, they're fucking"

Louis couldn't help but giggle

Harry laughed too and it suddenly went from hot rough sex to giggly cute sex

But they both loved it either way

Once they'd both come and gotten dressed again, they walked into the kitchen for dinner

"Still think you should put some pants on Louis" Harry scolded

"Will you spank me again if I don't?" Louis asked, whispering

"Maybe" Harry chuckled

Louis giggled, pulling up a seat at the dinner table

Niall kept looking between the two of them and Louis flushed at light shade of red, looking down quickly

Liam seemed a little awkward, kicking Niall a couple of times under the table every time the blonde boy wiggled his eyebrows at Louis suggestively

Harry seemed to smirk at Louis every chance he got and Louis just but his lip, keeping his eyes away from everyone else's

Once Harry left the kitchen to continue working, giving Louis a quick kiss before he did so, Niall started a conversation

"How was it then?" Niall grinned

"Niall come on I'm eating" Liam sighed

"They were fucking on Harry's desk Liam! You can't expect me not to ask quesions" Niall said loudly

"It was good" Louis mumbled

"Louis come on!" Liam cringed

"How good kid? Rate it on a scale of one to ten?" Niall asked eagerly

"It don't know? Eleven?" Louis smiled cheekily

"Damn he's that good huh?" Niall gasped and Louis shrugged, nodding slightly

"Guys please" Liam said loudly "We're at a dinner table"

"What else should we talk about?" Niall asked and Liam shrugged "How about why you and Harry aren't dating yet?"

"Oh yes, good choice Niall" Liam nodded

Louis frowned

"Or not" Niall sighed

"If only I knew" Louis said quietly

***

Harry lifted the bottle to his lips, swallowing an unhealthy amount of the alcohol in one gulp

It was decided now

And he would tell Louis tomorrow

He didn't usually drink

But this was an exception

He couldn't get through the night without a little drink

He was about to devour some more but a knock on his door stopped him

"Come in! It's open! It's very open!" Harry yelled

"Daddy?" Louis poked his head round the door, looking as cute as ever "Are you coming to bed?"

"Oh not you" Harry groaned and Louis frowned subconsciously

"Are you coming?" Louis asked hopefully

"That's the thing Louis honey" Harry paused, taking a sip of his bourbon "I don't really think I want to be near you right now"

He couldn't even look at Louis

Not without feeling the pain

"So you're drunk and mean. Great" Louis sighed, walking into the room

"Did you not hear me? I don't want you in here" Harry huffed

"Can't you just come to bed?" Louis asked, eyeing the bottle of alcohol in Harry's hand "Please don't drink anymore of that"

"And why not? Do you care about me or some shit?" Harry mocked

"Yes actually" Louis folded his arms in an attempt to regain authority

"Well too bad. I care about me too and I want to drink" Harry slurred, about to take another swig

Louis walked over to him quickly, trying to grab the half full bottle from his hand

"Give me it! It's not healthy for you" Louis sighed

"You're not healthy for me" Harry laughed, holding the bottle high behind him so that Louis couldn't reach it

"Why are you drinking anyway? I wanted to spend time with you" Louis pouted

Harry froze for a second, feeling a little bad that he had barley spoken to Louis all day

"Sorry" He said, placing the bottle on his desk

Louis picked it up quickly

"Don't drink it" Harry told him

"Why not?" Louis asked, examining the bottle curiously

"It's strong" Harry said simply "Really old" He added

"If you can drink it then why can't I?" Louis teased, putting the bottle closer to his lips

"Because you're a lightweight" Harry laughed

"Well, by the the looks of it you are too" Louis stated, gesturing to Harry

"I'm not drunk, barely even tipsy" Harry slurred

"Okay, sure" Louis nodded, just holding the bottle in his hand

"You look pretty" Harry smirked, eyeing Louis

He was wearing one of Harry's plain black T-shirts with only some underwear beneath it

"Uh..thanks" Louis said suspiciously

Harry just stood up, saying nothing as he took the bottle from Louis hand gently

He took one small sip before screwing the cap back on loosely and storing it on his shelf

He then placed his hand on the back of Louis' neck, pulling him closer so that they were leaning across the desk to be nearer to each other

"I don't want to do this whilst you're like this" Louis pouted a little, looking down and stepping back

Harry grabbed his shoulders, pulling Louis even closer than he was previously, he walked around the desk so that he was on the same side as Louis

He held Louis' face softly, looking into his eyed and tracing the skin of Louis lips with his thumb

"Harry please don't-" Harry cut him off, shushing him as he stroked his cheek

They spent a second just staring at eachother but Louis was worried; he didn't want to have sex with Harry like this, it would be non consensual and unfair on both of them

But if Harry tried to do something like that, Louis wouldn't be physically able to stop him

Harry leaned closer and Louis half panicked

"I don't want to..you know.." Louis whimpered and Harry placed a single finger on Louis' lips vertically, quietening him

"I would never" Harry promised, his words were gentle and meaningful

He placed a small kiss on Louis' forehead and pulled him in for a simple hug

"I just wanted to touch you, that's all" He smiled

"Oh" Louis smiled, touched and suprised at the moment they were having

"I'd never do something like that" Harry repeated

"I know" Louis nodded "Just got a bit worried"

Harry nodded as well, his hand still on the back of Louis' neck, stroking the loose strands of his hair

"Let's go to bed" Harry licked his own lips, pulling back from Louis and grabbing his hand as he lead him up to their bedroom

Louis looked down at their intertwined hands, smiling

Harry could be sweet sometimes

Very sweet

And even in his drunken state, Harry was still so lovely

The night that they shared together was soft and comfortable. They didn't have sex or even a act on any of their sexual desires

They simply laid in bed together, speaking of everything that they'd ever wanted to know about one another

But only Harry knew that it wouldn't last

He'd made his decision now

And there was no going back

"Changed my mind" Harry said suddenly

"About what?" Louis asked

"About what I'm scared of" Harry sighed, he wasn't yet sober but he was not longer drunk

"Yeah? You're scared of something?" Louis asked, sitting up slightly to listen

There was a pause and Harry sighed, looking away from him "I'm scared of loosing you Louis"

"You're still drunk Harry" Louis pouted

"I'm not drunk Louis" Harry said, his slurred and slow sounding voice betraying his words "I'm scared of loosing you" He continued, turning his head and looking Louis dead in the eye

Louis had always been been a sucker for his eyes

"I'm so scared about the moment that you walk out of that door for the last time.." Harry spoke quietly, his voice was almost a whisper as he pointed to his bedroom door "..And you never come back" He looked down sadly "I'm terrified"

"Me too" Louis admitted as Harry laid down, closing his eyes

But only Louis would remember this moment

Only Louis would remember this conversation

And then Louis just simply watched Harry sleep, admiring his beauty

The way he looked far less intimidating and far more peaceful

Louis' fingers trailed over the strands of his hair, moving to the stubbly skin of his chin before placing a soft kiss on on his cheek

"Night Daddy" He whispered

***

All four boys were stood in the kitchen, mouths near to gaped open at Harry's words

"Wait what?" Louis frowned, his voice high and almost panicked

"You heard, I decided that you won" Harry forced a smile

"But..." Louis was lost for words

"You weren't good enough" Harry stated, forcing the foreign words out of his mouth

"Ouch" Louis said sarcastically

"You know what I mean bab-" Harry cut himself off, shaking his head. He couldn't call Louis that, not anymore "Well, aren't you happy?" He asked

"Over the moon" Louis shrugged

"You can tell me anything you know" Harry said, giving Louis an opportunity to speak about his inner thoughts

This was his chance to tell Harry if he wanted to stay as his own decision

He didn't take it

"I'm fine, just a little shocked" Louis lied "I'm glad that I won"

"I'm happy for you" Harry forced another fake smile

"Well, I guess I should probably start packing" Louis shrugged

"Yeah probably, do you need help?" Harry asked

"I'll be fine" Louis insisted, walking out of the kitchen and upstairs

Once Louis was gone, Niall and Liam looked at Harry in shock

"What in the fuck are you doing?!" Liam said loudly

"What the bloody hell was that?!" Niall exclaimed

"It was me doing the right thing for once" Harry snapped

"You tore his bloody heart out" Niall said angrily

"He was happy!" Harry stated, even he knew that it was a lie

But he wanted to do the right thing

He wanted to let Louis go

He couldn't ever be what Louis wanted him to be

He'd never had a relationship before, he was inexperienced and uncommitted

He didn't know that Louis was the same

"You don't even know what you're saying Harry. You're lying to yourself" Niall sighed

"I just want him to be happy" Harry said truthfully

"Well that certainly wasn't making him happy" Liam told him

"You know that" Niall added softly

"If he wanted to stay then he would've said so" Harry tried to convince mostly himself with this

"No Harry, he wouldn't. He's just as proud as you are" Niall let out a sad laugh

"Well then why do I have to make the first move?" Harry asked

"You don't" Niall stated "But if you choose not to, you'll loose everything"

***

"Louis" Harry called

"I'm just..uh I'm just packing Daddy" Louis said loudly, so that Harry could hear from his position outside the bedroom door

After long and painful chat with Niall and Liam, Harry had decided that his pride and nerves were far less important than living his life with the knowledge that he could've had Louis, but he didn't

Harry took a deep breath

This was it

He was going to tell Louis that he loved him

He strode in, trying to keep confident

He was so going to do it this time

He looked at Louis who gave him cheeky smile

Okay, he was so not going to do it this time

The rehearsal had gone so well in his head

He would stride over to Louis, grab him, kiss him and tell him that he was in love with him

The reality was far different

Louis was perched innocently on the bed, packing up his clothes

And Harry was just a mess stood in the doorway

"I just..it's nothing" Harry muttered and Louis giggled

"Why'd you look so serious?" He asked, grinning

"I do?" Harry asked, although he knew that it was highly likely with the conflict going on in his mind

"Yeah" Louis nodded, laughing

Harry just chuckled, sitting next him in the bed, simply watching Louis pack

He watched the way his nose crinkled when something didn't for in his bag properly snd he loved the way that he'd subconsciously pout when he dropped a piece of clothing

"Go on then, let it out" Louis said quietly

"Huh?" Harry asked, looking at him

"Somethings obviously wrong, let it out, it helps" Louis encouraged, just hoping that it would be what he was thinking it was

"It's nothing" Harry insisted "I've just been busy, I have a lot of work"

It wasn't exactly a lie, but it was nowhere near what he had been thinking

"I noticed" Louis laughed "With all the work that you threw yourself into last night"

"A little drink never harms" Harry muttered, grinning

"You told me that you didn't want to see me" Louis pouted at Harry purposely, wanting a kiss and an apology

"I never!" Harry said, shocked

"You did" Louis whined "It hurt my feelings"

"Sorry kitten, I didn't mean it" Harry promised, kissing Louis' pouted lips softly "I always want to see you"

And it was obvious that Harry remembered absolutely nothing from the previous night. Their second to last night together was completely blank in Harry's mind

After a couple of hours, Harry went back downstairs, avoiding Niall and Liam's expectant eyes

"Well?" Niall urged quickly as Harry poured himself a glass of water

"I just..I couldn't do it" Harry muttered as both of the other boys groaned

"You literally have to say three damn words! How is it so hard!" Niall exclaimed

"It's not the saying it that's hard for me! It's looking him in the eye and seeing his reaction. What if he just laughs at me?" Harry whined

"Harry, for gods sake, he's in love with you too" Liam sighed

"You don't know that" Harry said quietly "And even if he was, then what?"

"You be his boyfriend, you have more kinky sex, you marry him, you have kids and then you grow old together. It's not that bloody hard to understand Harry" Niall snapped

"I've never done the whole boyfriend thing before" Harry squirmed a little "I've never even been on a date"

"There's a first time for everything" Niall encouraged

"Yeah, you have to do it at some point, or else you'll end up alone forever" Liam added

"It so hard to say anything to him" Harry said quietly "I tried, I really did! But he wanted was sat looking so damn beautiful and I really just couldn't" He complained "Why can't I fucking do this?"

***

"This is then?" Louis smiled "Last night and all"

"I guess" Harry shrugged

"Might as well make the most of it Daddy" Louis smirked

"You're right" Harry raised his eyebrow, suprised and certainly aroused by Louis' confidence "How do you suppose we do that, love?"

"Well I guess we could start by taking these off" Louis giggled, pulling off his own shirt

That noise would be the death of Harry

But Harry just nodded, walking over to Louis and pushing him back onto the bed

He made the quick decision to kiss him

He never kissed

Except with Louis

Recently all he's been doing is kissing Louis

But since the beginning, he'd always known that Louis was different

But now he knew why

He loved him

Louis smiled into the kiss, Harry could feel it

The happiness was radiating off of him

They were undressing fast, pulling off each other's clothes quickly in desperation

"Want you to ride me" Harry muttered againts the skin of Louis shoulder, between kisses

"Yeah?" Louis asked, a little scared

He'd never done anything like that before and he didn't want to disappoint his Daddy

But then Harry was kissing him and rubbing his shoulders softly and he wanted nothing more than for Harry to be inside of him

Harry laid on the bed, pulling Louis on top of him carefully

Louis was straddling Harry's stomach as Harry squirted lube onto his fingers, immediately pressing them to Louis' hole

Harry pushed one finger inside of Louis slowly

Louis' mouth parted and he sucked in a breath as Harry rocked his single finger inside of him

Soon Harry had added another finger and the stretch was making Louis whimper loudly

Louis pushed his bum back onto Harry's fingers, rolling his hips slowly

"Fuck baby, you look so good" Harry moaned, watching Louis who was above him, sweaty and desperately riding his fingers

Louis just moaned, letting Harry add another finger and just taking everything that his Daddy gave him

"Ready for me?" Harry asked after a couple of minutes of working his fingers inside of Louis

"Yes Daddy" Louis said quickly

"Okay baby" Harry nodded, taking out his fingers and rolling on a condom, rubbing lube into of it

Louis waited patiently, totally not squirming on top of Harry and grinding against him or anything. Nope

When Harry pushed inside to Louis from this whole different angle, Louis was overwhelmed in the most positive way possible

"Shit" He gasped

"No swearing baby" Harry chuckled, slapping his bum playfully

Louis nodded "Sorry Daddy"

Louis sat up a little, lifting himself off of Harry's cock so that only the tip was inside of him

He waited a second before dropping back down quickly

"Fuck Louis" Harry said loudly

"No swearing Daddy" Louis teased, keeping up the rhythm of sinking back down onto Harry and lifting back up, bouncing on his dick eagerly

Harry was a mess beneath him, trying to meet Louis with sharp thrusts into him

He was watching Louis who simply looked so amazing

There was no other way to describe it; Louis looked beautiful

But he wanted more, he wanted to pound into Louis for one last time

Harry grabbed Louis forearms, stopping his movement

"No please" Louis pouted, circling his hips down on Harry's cock in an attempt to regain friction

Harry let out a groan at his movements before speaking

"Want to fuck you, once more" Harry said softly

Louis stilled his hips and Harry was so captivated by his beauty that he said the words before he could comprehend them

"Fuck that, I want to make love to you"

Louis let out what sounded like a sob and nodded, letting Harry flip them over so that Louis was beneath him

"Who knew you could ride dick so well huh?" Harry laughed, making a quick rhythm of fucking into him

"Should've tried it sooner" Louis giggled, stopping when Harry hit hit a certain spot and whining instead

"Like that?" Harry asked, slamming into him in that position again

"Yes Daddy" Louis whimpered, tears begining to run down his face

Harry didn't need to know if he wasn't just crying from the amazing sex

Harry wiped Louis' wet cheek, not caring about the tears that were pooling in his own eyes

Harry kissed Louis again, it wasn't rough but yet it wasn't soft..Louis would've described as sort of angry and possesive

Harry continued to fuck into him and they were both close to release now, Louis' eyes widened as Harry's kisses trailed down his neck

"Fuck Daddy, not allowed to make marks" Louis gasped as Harry started to bite on his neck "Says so in the contract"

To be honest, Louis loved the fact that Harry was marking him. But he felt as if he had to remind Harry

"Fuck the contract" Harry muttered, slamming into him again "It shows that you're mine and you always will be"

Louis let out a whimper as Harry sucked little marks all over him, making a trail from his jawline to his neck, leaving a particularly large one on his collar bone

"Nobody else can have you, you're mine Louis, all mine" Harry growled

"Yours" Louis agreed quietly quietly and Harry nodded at his words, fucking him at a slower pace

Louis continued to cry quietly and Harry just wiped at his cheeks lovingly

"I love you Louis, always have done" Harry said softly, rocking into him slowly

Louis' eyes widened and he couldn't explain the feeling that he had. He was happy that Harry had just said that, yet sad that he now had no excuse to hide his feelings anymore. Deep down, he'd always know that he and Harry had something but he'd never wanted to admit it

Because by admitting it, he was admitting that he was in love. Love. That was something that would take responsibility and sadly he didn't know if he was ready for that kind of commitment yet

Harry was now dragging against him delicately, everything was so slow

Louis let out a loud whimper, pulling at Harry's hair

They were now making love and that was something that they'd never done before

It was slow and meaningful, it was also probably the last time that they'd ever do this together and that broke both of their hearts

It was usually the roughness that got Louis off, but this was anything but rough and somehow he just felt every seconds of it more than he ever had done before and that turned him on beyond belief

"Need to come Daddy" Louis whined

"Go on kitten" Harry allowed, still moving into him impossibly slow yet hard, dragging out of him teasingly before pushing back in fully

Louis came hard, the hardest he ever had in his life

His legs were shaking, his hands were clenched into little fists and his toes were curled

He let out a small cry as he released, his whole body shaking

And Harry held him

The force of it tired him out beyond belief, but he laid there and took it as Harry pushed into him a few more times before he released

Harry pulled out after a couple of seconds, taking off the condom and throwing it somwhere into the dark before just laying beside Louis, completely naked and sweaty

He wiped Louis' come stained chest with a small tissue before throwing it in the same direction as the condom

He pulled Louis closer, just holding him in and comforting non sexual kind of way

In the most intimate way possible, they just laid in each other's arms, looking into the others eyes

"Fuck" Louis muttered "Fuck" He repeated "I love you too, always will do"

And even after both confessions, nothing changed

This is my favourite chapter from the whole book <3

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