A/n: I'm sorry it took me so long to update. I was busy with my own life right now. Anyway, enjoy reading guys

Khiegilsan

I DIDN'T know how long I was crying since I arrived from Haven's – but the moment I entered my condo unit, the tears that I fought so hard to suppress just flowed out uncontrollably. I completely ignore the calls coming from him and I just threw my phone somewhere of my unit and went straight to my room, flopped myself face down and then cried even harder.

The pain in my chest feels like a thousand needles piercing through every part of my heart. It feels heavy yet empty.

I thought I'll be okay. I thought I used to the pain. But I was wrong. It still hurt. How I wish I can remove this pain because it is too much. Did I really became a bad person that I deserve this kind of pain?

Asking me to judge those women he date. Is like telling me that I will never become part of his life. That I will remain as the bitch Lucy Heartfilia he knew.

Right.

It will remain the same. He will always see me as his enemy. He will always see me as someone who destroy his plan. He will never see me as someone who loves him.

I WOKE up in the next morning having a terrible headache. I don't know what time I fall asleep last night. I don't even know if I did sleep last night. My mind keeps on thinking what ifs and possible answer. It was kinda annoying.

I let out a sigh, before pushing myself to sit on my bed. I brush my fingers through my hair before I decided to check my entire unit. I was not surprised when I saw little dust in my room. I wasn't here for the last two months so I expected my room will be like this.

Again I let out a sigh, before I get up. I make my bed before I go to the bathroom. I closed both doors softly and turned to my reflection. I'm still wearing the dress I wore last night, aside from that my make – up is a messed. But what really caught my attention is under my eye is the proof that I haven't sleep properly – my hair stuck up like the bride of Frankenstein.

I shook my head and let out another deep sigh, and continue my so – called morning ritual. Afterwards, I wear an oversized shirt paired by a short. I even put some skin care on my face before heading to the kitchen.

"Damn" I murmur under my breath.

Everything inside my fridge are expired. The foul smell instantly lingerie around the room and it almost knocked me up. I immediately close the fridge. Damn! It's so stinky!

I immediately leave the kitchen and went to look for my phone and when I finally found it – I immediately dialled Erza's phone number "Erza"" I say when she finally answer it.

"Lucy? Is there something wrong? Your sister just left the café and she was looking for you. Where are you? Are you okay?"

"I'm not okay" I dramatically say "My whole unit smell like poop and it's disgusting!"

"Unit?" she asks – there were a long silence before she continue "What the fuck are you doing there, Lucy?"

I frown then pouted my lips as if Erza can see it "What's wrong of me being here? It's my unit for Pete's sake"

I heard Erza sigh and I imagining her massaging her temple "So, what do you want me to do?"

"I need a housekeeper today. Do you know someone working on a cleaning company?" I wasn't sure if there's what you called 'cleaning' company, "I badly need one. I can't clean my unit. The smell will surely cause my death" I say dramatically.

Erza laugh wholeheartedly "Fine, I'll sent you someone."

"Can you also ask that someone to bring some food. I can't cook anything here. My stock are expired" I say politely.

"Sure," I heard a noise on the other side "I have to go. There is a super irritated pinkie in front of me right now, Lucy"

"What—" I frowned and was about to ask a question when she suddenly ended our call. I pouted – she should at least bid a good bye -_-

"THOSE stupid freaking assholes!" I yelled when my character died again. I clench my fist trying to control my emotion that blossoms within me. I'm fucking irritated with my teammates. Can't you imagine, there are one million users of Mobile Legend – and my fucking team mates right now are all stupid assholes!

A frowned embedded into my face when all of a sudden – the sounds of my door bell echoed on my entire unit. Sighing like an old lady, I decided to stand up while waiting for my resurrection on the game.

"Who's that?"

No one answer on the other side – my frowned get deeper before I slowly open the door. My eyes widen at the same time my mouth parted when our eyes had met. I bit my lower lips before I travelled my eyes on his whole being. His chiselled features are screaming to be noticed. He has this strength that can't be overlooked with his clear bone structure, jaw lines, and his deep set of eyes that with just one look it seems like he magically pulverized the bones in my body. And his body... despite his simple black shirt and jeans, I can see how even this can define his well-developed muscles, broad chest and his waist that drops into a V.

I blink my eyes twice as I tried my best to collect my scattered thoughts. What the fuck is he doing here?

"Heartfilia—"

"What the fuck are you doing here?" those words barely escaped my lips as I stare on his face.

"I need to talk to you about last—"

I raised my hand to stop him from talking "I don't want to talk about it, Dragneel" I say "As of now, I can't offer you to come inside since my whole unit is a messed. I'm currently waiting for the housekeeper to clean my unit" I say calmly.

He grimace which instantly makes me frown "About that... no one will come aside from me" he said almost like a whisper.

"What?" I gave him a disbelief look "As far as I remember you are not the housekeeper I asked for. Stop messing around here! I'll call Erza about the housekeeper—"

My eyes got widen when I saw what happened on my game. I didn't notice that I was already resurrect and our tower has – oh my God! And now my stupid freaking team mates are cursing and badmouthing me "Damn! How dare they to curse and badmouthing me? They don't even know me! How dare they call me an idiot? I graduated as a Cum Laude in Harvard! And I'm not a Cancer! I'm a Gemini!"

I know that my face are blushing because of the frustration I felt right now. When I was on my high school, Zeref and my sister are keep on telling me that I used to cry a lot when I feel frustrated. But now... I think I can control my emotion very well. But this... this insult... I can't believe it. I don't understand why those players keep on saying that! I mean, they won't die if they loss.

I was about to defend my dignity when Natsu snatched my phone in my hand. My eyes got widen when he continue playing it. "Hey give it back to me"

"Here" he says as he gave me a paper bag.

"Dragneel, I need my phone back!"

But he didn't listen. Well, this is Natsu were talking about -_- He is too stubborn like a mule. 

After a couple of minutes, a sarcastic smile formed into his lips as he continue playing it. I don't need to elaborate what he was doing and it was like he was having a good time pissing off my team mates.

He smirk on me as he handed me my phone "I can win that game without your help, Dragneel" I says.
He shrugged but the smile on his lips still plastered

"You can't win. It almost looks like you were about to cry if I didn't help you"

"I won't cry" he completely ignore what I've said as he entered inside my unit. I close the door the door and followed him inside. He is no currently looking on my place "You are not welcome here, Dragneel"

He frowns "Why you keep on calling me Dragneel, Heartfilia?"

I shrugged and cross my arms below my breast "Then why you keep on calling me Heartfilia?" I said innocently as he remain staring at my face. I tilt my head on my side and gave him an innocent smile "Just call me Lucky Lucy"

He shook his head "Too long"

"Okay," I said as I shrugged my shoulder "Just call me, babe"

"W-What?"

I laugh "Just kidding" he presses his lips together as he stare my face. I stop on laughing and gave him a quizzical look "What?"

"I just realize the answer" he mumble.

"Answer?"

"Six letters, two words." My mouth parted when I heard him say that – I wasn't expecting him to say those words. "I finally realize the answer"

What?

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