A/N: I'll update the next chapter after this chapter got 100 reads. And please leave a comment about this chapter. I really need a feedback in order for me to continue writing this story.

P.S. I haven't read the entire chapter so their might be wrong spelling and grammars.

Khiegilsan

I KEEP my eyes on my fingers as I felt their heavy stare on me. For the first time since in forever, my sister and his fiancée Zeref are both out of words while looking at me... and Natsu who's currently can't stop fidgeting beside me. I'm bored waiting for them to say anything after what they had witness besides, my burnt hand is killing me.

Finally losing my patience to them, I held my sister gaze "Sis, can you please just say something?"

My sister blinked her eyes twice and then pouted her lips "Why me? Why not Zeref?"

Before I looked at the man on my sister's side, he seemed to wake up at what my sister had said "Why me?" my sister glares him which makes Zeref pout before looking back to both of us "Ermm... so next month will be our wedding" he started.

I frowned "And?"

"Can you guys postponed it and make your wedding next year?" Zeref asked.

My mouth parted on what he had said – my sister clap her hand before she beam at his fiancée "Right," she said exaggeratedly "Lucy wants a grant wedding and we need lots of money to do that."

I blinked my eyes twice as I looked at them – what the fuck did just Zeref said? I mean, I knew that I wanted to become Mrs Natsu Dragneel but getting married next year is different story. Natsu hate me to the core after what I did to him.

I clear my throat to get my sister and Zeref's attention but it looks like they both busy imagining my 'so – called' wedding "I'm not getting married" I say cutting off their wild imagination.

Zeref and my sister looks at me shock – both their mouth parted as if I say something unbelievable "Why?" Zeref asked "He kissed you, baby Lucy!"

I roll my eyes exaggeratedly "First and foremost, you guys do sex and why the fuck you still not married" they both blush "Second, I can't just married someone just because he kissed me! That's plain ridiculous! Third," I pointed my fingers to Natsu who's currently busy looking at me too – damn, stay still heart.

"I don't love her, bro" Natsu say which makes my heart clench in pain.

"Yeah!" I say composing myself – trying my best to hide the pain that I felt "Natsu doesn't love me!" They all open their mouth to say something – but I just raised my hand to stop them "My head and my hand is fucking killing me! And what we are talking right now is full of shits!"

"Mouth, Lucy!" Natsu growl "You kept on cursing!"

I rolled my eyes – and without saying anything I get the goddamned first aid kit – storm out the kitchen and went directly in my room. I even heard my sister and Zeref calling out my name but I don't give a damn! My heart is bleeding and I can't sit there after what happened this morning! I can't pretend that I'm okay!

I AM busy adding some codes to my new security system program for the Etherious Inc., According to my data, an unknown network enter my system and I can't believe someone penetrated my system. So here I am, changing the internal protection of the server – I fucking make sure that unknown network who entered my network won't enter again.

After what happened on the house – I decided to stay here in Scarlet café which is five blocks away from my sister's house. Is just that... I knew for a fact that staying in the house won't bring any good to me.

"Here's your hot chocolate" I looked to the person who put it on my table – and I was welcome by a beautiful lady who had a scarlet hair "And your chocolate cake"

"Thanks, Erza" I say smiling.

"Well," she sit across my sit "It's very unusual for you to stay here this morning. Are you on day – off?"

I shrugged my shoulder before I shut down my own laptop "I'm on sick leave," I murmur "Which I instantly regret" I lean on my sit as I crossed my arms below my breast "Something happened... and I just can't... well... damn" I say which makes Erza chuckle.

"You're cute, Lucy" she says.

"You know, if you are a boy I might like you" I joke. Erza was about to say something when we both heard a very familiar baritone voice coming from my behind.

"Well, she's not a boy" he growl "and you can't like him if he is a boy" he said emphasizing his words.

"N-Natsu" I mumble under my breath.

"What are you doing here?" he growl "Your sister and my brother is worried about you. You should at least told them where you were going!" he said. I rolled my eyes and put my laptop back to its bag "Stop ignoring me, Heartfilia!" he growls.

"I'm craving for hot chocolate and chocolate cake" I say which caught him off guard "I went here alone because you guys are stressing the hell out of me"

"It's not my fault"

I scowl "It is your fault!" I hissed "You kissed me remember!" I growl.

"It was your fault!" my mouth parted I can't believe this guy! I bit my lower lips trying to control my temper "Stop biting your lips, Heartfilia!"

I shot him a bitter glare which he instantly brush it off – like he won't give a damn "What? Are you going to kiss me again?" I asked him angrily "Stop reprimanding me on what should I do and say! You are not even my friend to do that!"

"Heartfilia" he warns.

"What?" I gave him an innocent look "I'm just telling you the truth! You can't treat me as your friend because I am the one who according to you," I pause as I held his gaze "destroy your bullshit plan."

"And you have to pay for it!" he growls.

I laugh sarcastically – if causing trouble and pain in my life is the price that I need to pay "Then how much I pay!" I say crossing my arms below my breast "Name your price, Dragneel! Just fucking leave me alone!"

His jaw tightened, his eyes darkened that makes me shiver in fear but I won't give a damn about his anger "I can't do that" he growls.

I exaggeratedly rolled my eyes to his. I can't believe this! I clench my fist – completely forgetting the burnt in my hand. I can feel an unknown emotion that I'm not so familiar with. Anger. An emotion that I never felt towards to anyone since I don't have too much interaction to anyone to make me feel that way. I'm not a kind of woman who had tons of friends because I knew for myself that they will just use me and afterwards will leave me hanging. And I hate it.

I held his gaze – I can feel my jaw tightened with too much irritation. I can't believe that I will feel this emotion towards to him.

"Then, what do you want me to do, Natsu?" I hissed, I can see some of costumers are looking on our direction but I don't fucking care "You said that I'm going to pay! And I asked you how much so you could leave me alone!"

"Your money won't change anything in my life. I don't need your money"

"Then what should I do? Tell me Natsu because I might understand what you want. If you don't want my money then tell me what you want from me! Explain it to me. You can't do everything in my life. You can't fucking change the way I talked, the way I interact to anyone. Again. You are not my friend!" I said emphasizing it.

"Is that how you interact with your friends, Heartfilia" he snort "You keep on acting like a bitch and a brat"

"Thank you" I said sarcastically "And to tell you honestly, I only have Lisanna, Erza, your brother and my sister in my life! Aside from them I'm practically have no one." His eyes show an emotion that I don't even know "I don't make friend since they might use me and my family money for their own. Well, I tried to make friends... but look" I show him the scar that I have in my left waist "They kidnapped me, Natsu! Those people I considered as my friends betrayed me. And I fucking learned my lesson"

I can feel the emotion that trying to suppress in me. His eyes never leave my face and he didn't say anything to me.

"When I entered college my parent told me that I should study abroad. And it was fucking hard. Lisanna, Erza, my sister and your brother wasn't there for me, I was forced to create a life for myself. Back then, I don't have anyone by my side every time I have a problem, or I can run to when I'm scared. I don't have a friend to share gossips with while eating a gallon of ice cream, or anyone that I can celebrate anything in my life. I don't want to make friends because I don't want to repeat the same mistake that I did. It was so hard!" he didn't say anything so I continue "So please stop judging me the way I interact with you."

I can feel the heaviness inside me that I didn't even know I was carrying, suddenly being lifted from me. Maybe because I wasn't made from a rock. Maybe a single part of my body knows that I'm having hard time but I refused to acknowledge it.

He didn't say anything and storm out of the café. I bit my lower lips and inhale sharply trying my best to calm my nerves. I felt Erza's hand touches my back – I looked at her as I gave her a shy smile "I'm sorry" I apologize.

Erza gently patted my head "I'm here for you, always remember that" she says "Lisanna might not here but I'm sure she has your back"

"I know" I murmurs under my breath, "I think I need to go home. I'm sorry for what happened"

"Don't mention it, Lucy" she say and nodded.

THE moment I entered my sister's house – I can't see anyone maybe my sister went to her job. I immediately went to the kitchen and a frown formed in my lips when I saw a gallon of ice cream. On top of it is a note.

I don't gossip but I hope an ice cream is enough.

I'm sorry 

– Natsu

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