A/n: Hi! This chapter is just a flashback but on Natsu's point of view. This chapter might bored you but we all need to know what's Natsu's thinking since the beginning of this story. 

Kheigilsan 

NATSU's POV

 "SHOULD I fetch you bro?"

I mentally rolled my eyes – I really don't know if I'm really talking to my brother. Six years ago, my brother is not acting like a gay shit, "Oh, my fiancée told me that we can have a small welcome party for you"

"I don't really need that, bro" I said "I'm here to talk to my soon – to – be fiancée" that was true! I just went back to this country to talk to Lisanna. I just wanted to ask her hand. I'm in love with her and I think that's enough to ask her hand.

"You know," I heard my brother sigh on the other line "Lisanna probably will freak out because of your plan. You are not her boyfriend anyway"

I roll my eyes "Then I'll ask her to be my girlfriend"

He laugh "Asshole" I frowned "I don't think baby Lucy will let you to do that on her best friend"

Baby Lucy? What? I thought his girlfriend was Mavis? "I have to go bro. I need to find baby Lucy" I couldn't say anything and I just stare on my phone screen wondering why I felt little irritation inside my body. I have this feeling that I want to punch my brother face. Baby Lucy huh!

I parked on the vacant parking space on the café that I saw. Before I hopped out in my car I took a glance on the café and since the front was made on the glass – I immediately saw two familiar person...

Lisanna and Lucy Heartfilia. My brother's baby! What the fuck is that! Baby is not suited on her! A Queen or a Princess is much better—wait! What the fuck am I thinking? I saw Lisanna stood up probably going to the powered room. Good!

I need to talk with Lucy Heartfilia alone. After all, I'll be her soon – to – be brother in law. I heard her hiss the moment she bump into me. But what really caught me off guard is the way she look at me. It was like... she was trying to remember my face.

The thought of her forgotten me really pissed me off. How could she! "Are you deaf?" she ask me mockingly.

I open my mouth to say something but she just turned her heels away from me. I tried calling her out but she refused to turn her back on me as if my voice can't reach her.

Damn it!

THE following day was one of the scariest thing that happened in my life. The car in front of me was stepping her gas as if her life was nothing. It was bullshit! I know she was trying her best to make sure that her best friend wouldn't get engage on me. But putting her life in the line is a bit too much!

"What. Have. You. Done?" I burst in anger when I saw her standing there looking at the cruise ship, "Look.at.me" I demanded. I wanted to make sure that she was okay.

She look at me with her innocent face as she smile on me like my anger doesn't have any effect on her. She smile on me before waving her right hand "Hi, Natsu!"

I swallowed when she utter my name. Just like that my anger faded. My name does sound great especially if she's the one who's saying it, "Lucy Heartfilia" I murmur. I suddenly want to hug her and check if she was okay. The way she drove her car really worried me.

She wave her hand on me and scoffed "Well, hello there Natsu!" she said rolling her eyes on me before crossing her arms below her breast "Took you so long to finally recognize my face" she said sarcastically.

What the fuck are you saying? I recognize you the first time I saw you in that café. And you wake something in me that was hard for me to understand. Damn! 

"Do you really think that I will let you go that easy?" I gritted my teeth.

I'm mad! Mad because he was my brother's fiancé. I'm mad because I don't know what wrong with me.

"You destroy my plan, Lucy. Do you really think that I let you go that easy?" I won't... I need to know why I'm feeling this way on you.

"I'm not asking you not to follow her. If you want to follow her then go after her. I don't care" I'm not talking to Lisanna, damn it!

"You such a bitch" I shouldn't say that!

She roll her eyes on me "Well, hello my father" she said sarcastically which fume my anger even more. The fuck! Father? Me? "Fucking hands off Natsu! You are fucking hurting me" he said angrily.

And your words and action are hurting me too.

THREE days since that incident. I never want to have a welcome party but my brother keeps on insisting to have one. Aside from that, I'm still assessing my feelings about her... about Lucy.

"My fiancée and Baby Lucy will be delight to see you" my brother said which instantly makes me frowned.

"What?" fiancée and baby Lucy?

He chuckle "What? Did you forget? My girlfriend was Lucy's big sister" damn! His endearment really confused me!

"You shouldn't call Lucy – baby! It will make people misunderstood you" I said.

He frowned and give me an innocent look "Lucy is a baby. And she's my baby" he said proudly and I have this feeling that I wanted to punch the hell out of him.

When we arrived on Heartfilia's humbled home. We are welcomed by Mavis – my brother's fiancée. She asked me few question as we all entered the house. I wanted to ask her about her sister but my brother – being the way he is. He instantly run towards the dining area where I saw that familiar figured carefully placing those plates in the table.

"Lucyyy" my brother hug her from behind.

"Zeref my sister is sick. Please refrain hugging her like that" I heard Mavis said beside me. My mouth parted a little and I instantly looked at her. I wanted to remove my brother's hand to her but I just don't have the courage to do it.

"What? Why? I told you should eat something healthy" my brother said before placing his hand on her forehead.

Lucy chuckle under her breath before she remove my brother's hand on her. I don't listen to what she had said I just focused on her smile. I wonder if she can smile like that in front of me too, "My sister is beautiful, isn't" I heard Mavis said beside me.

I gape at her "W-What?"

"You've been staring at my sister and you look like you want to punch your brother too," she chuckle. Damn! How could she notice that? She shrugged as if she knows what I'm thinking "Well, if you want to talk to my sister then I can arranged you that"

What? I really don't know what she meant.

Moments later, I found myself sitting on the couch while she was watching that boring Frozen cartoon. I can even hear her muttering those corny lines in the movie. I never knew that she has this kind of side. Which I really found cute.

"This is surprisingly, Heartfilia" I didn't intend to say it out loud but my mouth say it so I continue "I never knew that you like this boring stuff" It wasn't boring actually especially that I'm seeing this side that no one knows.

Her eyes remained at the movie as she answered me "You can go, Dragneel" she said "I'm not asking you to stay and watched this boring stuff with me" she said mocking me.

I hate the fuck that she keep on pushing me as if I was a dirt "We still need to talk about, Lisanna" I hissed. Why the fuck I say it? I don't even want to talk about her best friend. I want to talk about her... about Lucy Heartfilia. I wanted to know everything about her.

"You ruined my life first" I didn't meant that!

"Again, Dragneel! I'm not asking you not to follow her" she said emphasizing her words "I didn't ruined your life – I just save my best friend on the situation where she can't find her happiness"

"I want her" No! I want you.

"And she doesn't want you" she answered back. I know... what I want to know is... do you want me too. Damn! I really don't know why I'm thinking this.

I told her that she will pay for what she did on my life but she just brush it off and continue watching that damn movie. Completely ignoring my whole present. I close my eyes but after a few minutes – I felt her soft hand gently brushing some strand on my hair.

"I'm sorry Natsu" I felt her sincerity and pain. There was a long pause before she continue "You got it wrong, Dragneel. Before you even love my best friend. Before you even fall for her... before you even realize that you were in love with her. I fall in love... and I got hurt over and over again"

Her words haunted me! 

I don't know why but I felt a sharp pain in my heart when I heart is broken voice. I wanted to hug her and comfort her but I remain sleeping because she's probably hiding this thing to anyone. 

TO BE CONTINUED...