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ANG PANGET NG SLEEP KO

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WALA PA RING GOODNIGHT MAMAHALIN PA KITA BUKAS OR GOOD MORNING EDI WAG TANGINA

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Oh it feels good pala to curse in Filipino.

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Okay I refuse to be ugly. I refuse to look as heartbroken or hurt as I feel.

cereal killers

1:02 PM

Anj Buenaventura

Starbies?

gil

otw

ano anj ano plano naten

deinsy

OK IM PAALIS PA LANG NG HOUSE

YES BB ANO PLAN

Anj Buenaventura

I don't know yet.

gil

ok bilis bilisan siguro natin magisip ng plano

kasi ang daming nagtatanong sa twitter kung bakit wala ka the past 2 games and "nag-away" daw kayo sa MOA

ang daming pumipila kay top lol

Anj Buenaventura

WHAT PILA

THERES NO PILA

gil

well walang sinasabi si top

kung kayo pa ititigil naman nya to

Anj Buenaventura

Should I say something

gil

depende

girlfriend ka pa rin ba?

Anj Buenaventura

:(

I'm trying to still be.

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Ivan is right. I need to trust Top and his love for me while I try to fix this

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But for now, let's get through the day.

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It's so disconcerting not to receive any "miss you" texts :( No updates :(

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What are you doing rn, Top?

cereal killers

3:45 PM

deinsy

BEBE may meeting blue eagles 4-6 tapos magchchillnuman sila just to relax before finals

di ako makakasama kasi may training ako but just to let u know

Anj Buenaventura

Thank you :(

I'm gonna go home with my dad after class.

gil

di ko pa rin alam ano kinalaman ng tatay mo dito pero balitaan mo kami

Anj Buenaventura

Yeah

Daddy Dearest

4:39 PM

I'm leaving the office na, Angela.

I'll be there in 30.

Okay.

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Game time. Anj, you can do this.

cereal killers

6:17 PM

deinsy

OK NAKADAAN AKO SAGLIT MARAMING TAO

TOP LOOKS LIKE HE'S HAVING FUN

HE'S DRINKING :(

gil

e hindi nya kasama si anj e hahaha

deinsy

mukha talaga syang ok

like yung dating top before naging sila ni anj

pero alam kong hindi

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Oh my God.

Daddy Dearest

9:04 PM

Thank you for listening to me.

I'll see you next weekend? :)

Yeah, Dad.

Love you.

I love you too, sweetie.

cereal killers

9:18 PM

Anj Buenaventura

I

Just got home from talking with my dad

gil

ok anyare

nasa training si dein

Anj Buenaventura

I

I'm still in shock

I was...oh my God

All this time I thought he hated me

Like I thought he blamed me

But he doesn't. He's ashamed of himself for his mistake. For trying to use my love against me. And every time he looked at me he felt so guilty for breaking our family apart.

He thought I hated him.

He thought I didn't love him.

He thought I don't want to see him or spend time with him.

He loves having me in his house and he was afraid I'd leave if he was also there.

gil

HA

pota ang gulo

e yung golfing????

Anj Buenaventura

HE THOUGHT I LOVED GOLFING

HE HATES IT, TOO

And he always looks at his phone when we're together so he can ask me questions, he has a note of questions to ask me 😭

Yung family trips nila, he thought I'd be glad they were gone even for a brief moment.

He wanted me to come and was waiting for me to ask.

And then yung shopping, giving me his card, he thought that was all I wanted from him.

AND HE

HE KNOWS ABOUT MY PASSIONS

He told Nicole to ask me to teach her makeup.

And he told Rosa to apologize to me for what she said sa birthday dinner nya.

My reels 😭 Every single time I posted may notif sya. He always  watches them and leaves a comment. I went back to my posts and found him.

user6899: Nice outfits! :)

user6899: You are very expressive and passionate! Love the video! :)

user6899: Love how prepared and meticulous you are :) Keep the vids coming!

6899 is my birthday.

I keep coming back to his messages and everything makes sense 😭

gil

so

isang malaking

misunderstanding

ang nangyari

between you two

Anj Buenaventura

Yeah

He was always so ashamed of himself whenever he looked at me that he never thought I'd still love him after what he did.

And me distancing myself didn't help matters hahaha

I thought I was giving them family time because I didn't deserve a place with them but I made things worse pala 😭

Kaya pala whenever Mom said to try to bond with him...

They thought I didn't want to

While I thought he didn't want to

gil

parehas kayong tanga

sorry tito

wait so ano ngayon??

Anj Buenaventura

He

He also apologized to me for the Save San Vicente campaign

Search it up, it was a project of BV Corp's before

And Top's family was affected

gil

putangina gago

idedemolish dapat yung resto nila? and bahay???

Anj Buenaventura

Yeah.

gil

kaya pala ayaw ng mom ni top sayo

pero hindi mo naman kasalanan

Anj Buenaventura

I know. He offered to talk to Top's parents but I think that might make things worse.

I found out that my dad helped Ricetop with the sales afterward.

Kaya biglang nag-boom/nag-recover sila agad after the situation and nakauwi si Top after ilang a few months lang.

When he shouldn't have been able to.

And BV Corp is working on helping districts like San Vicente ever since then.

I'm going to talk to Top.

He deserves to know.

I shouldn't have kept it from him

gil

pero kamusta ka anj

nawhiplash ka yata sa information

Anj Buenaventura

Yeah. I never trusted my dad's love for me kaya kami nagkaganito.

And moving forward we're gonna work on mending our relationship.

I won't repeat the same mistake with Top.

I trust him.

gil

ok magbalikan na kayo please hindi ko na kaya

pati ako nanghihina ibang klase na to

Christopher

9:46 PM

Text me when you're home.

I need to tell you something.

Di pa tapos UAAP and I'm still your girlfriend,

so text me when you're home.

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Let's wait.

cereal killers

11:04 PM

deinsy

OHMYGAHD WAIT ANG DAMING IBBACKREAD

TANGINA NAWARSHOCK AKO

OMG YUNG CAMPAIGN GAGI KAYA PALA GANON MOM NYA SAYO

PERO UNFAIR PA RIN DI MO KASALANAN

OK KA LANG @Anj????

Anj Buenaventura

Hi honey

Yeah.

I just really need to talk to Top.

deinsy

PAUWI NA SILA NI IVAN NUNG SINUNDO AKO NI JESS

Anj Buenaventura

Okay, thanks.

Ingat!

deinsy

UPDATE US

gil

^

Melissa Santos

11:12 PM

Akala ko ba there's no universe in which Top would be interested in anyone else other than you?

Ako yan, btw. He's into pretty girls talaga, noh?

read

Christopher

11:32 PM

hello girlfriend

so tinatanggap mo na ba na di ako papayag sa pinipilit mong breakup

Are you drunk?

tipsy lang kanina but sober na

May kasama kang Melissa Santos sa chillnuman kanina?

sino yon

Top

Can you drive

bakit?????

mag-isa ka? nasa labas ka? ano kailangan mo?

nasan ka? pupuntahan kita

I'm crying

I can't do this anymore

I can't handle the thought of you with anyone else

ano pinagsasabi mo angel

anong anyone else??

I can't

I can't be without you anymore.

We were only apart for a short time but it feels like years and I've been through hell and back thrice over

The thought of it is slicing me into pieces

Melissa Santos sent me a pic of you and her kissing and dancing

HA

HINDI AKO YON

AKO MAGCCHEAT SAYO???? TANGINA MAUUNA PA KONG MAGPASAGA

I know

I know hahahah

Supposedly it's you daw

But don't worry, when I saw that pic I instantly knew it wasn't you

I never doubted you for a millisecond

I never entertained the thought na baka nga ikaw yun

Even if it was the back of your head lang

I know it's not you.

But the thought lang na if you stop fighting for me and for us

You stop caring and you let me be

And you be with someone else

I can't do it

Please don't break up with me

papunta na ko angel

stop crying hahahah tanga ka ikaw nga lang nakikipagbreak satin

never naman akong pumayag

papunta na ko baby

Melissa Santos

11:35 PM

Yes, he is. He's into ONE pretty girl—me.

Follow my Pinterest @anjbuena.

Bitch.

https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/15903404926263314/

read

Blocked

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HE'S HERE 😭

cereal killers

12:18 AM

deinsy

....

gil

....

Anj Buenaventura

He's mad at me for repeatedly trying to break up with him.

He's wiping my tears.

Hugging me to death.

Kissing me all over.

He said I love you.

And I said I love him too.

And he can't stop crying hahaha

gil

PUTANGINA UGHHHHHH THANK JESUS

DEIN TAMA NA IYAK

deinsy

HINDI KO MAPIGILAN PUTANGINA

ANG SAKIT NG ULO KO

Anj Buenaventura

He'll talk to his mom daw about the Save San Vicente campaign.

But he banged his head on the steering wheel and looked like he was about to strangle me when I told him the reason.

I put us in suffering and torture for nothing daw kasi it's not my fault and I didn't know anything about it.

Though he understands the anger, it's his parents' mistake for blaming me

gil

tama naman sya

deinsy

ok bb pakasalan mo na dali

Anj Buenaventura

I will.

Thanks guys.

Ayaw pa kong pakawalan nito hahahha

deinsy

I WILL SEE YOU AT THE GAME TOMORROW @Anj

Anj Buenaventura

Yes

You will 💙

deinsy

kasi ang hirap magcheer for top din tbh yung boses ko pang-isa lang for jess lang

gil

tamacca na dein HAHAHHAHAH

Christopher

1:33 AM

hihinga lang ako tas alis na ko

Hahahahaha

Okay :)

matulog ka na angel late na

??? No way, I'll wait for you.

Text me when you're home and ingat on the road.

tangina mo

i missed you so much

dont

dont ever

please wag na wag mo na kong

tangina hahahah marinig ko ulit ang salitang "break" sayo nako anj lagot ka saken

I won't. Ever again.

I'm so sorry.

forgiven, pasalamat kang mahal kita

kakausapin ko sina mama bukas after the game

Go easy on them, please.

I understand their anger and they had a right to be.

pero hindi dapat sayo kasi wala ka namang alam

pero naiintindihan ko but it doesn't mean ok na kami agad

basta, it will take time

alis na ko babe

Okay, take care please.

will do. laters, angel

Christopher

1:56 AM

angel? gising ka pa?

Hi baby

Barely up

My head hurts from all the crying

ako ren hahaha

i love you

mahal na mahal kita anghel

I love you too.

So much.

IF YOU EVER IGNORE MY MESSAGES

OR INJURE YOURSELF AGAIN

I swear to God I will never kiss you again.

uy nakakatakot naman yan wag ganon

WAG GANON ANG THREAT

lalo na sa injury di ko yun sinasadya o sasadyain :(

and sa messages.....ang tigas kasi ng ulo mo e hehe

Christopher

My heart felt like

There was a knife in it

When I saw the picture Dein sent me.

I can't bear you hurt

It physically pains me

im sorry angel

im so sorry

ikaw kase e bat mo sinabi kay rheiner na mahal mo ko haahahha

He told you???

im so sorry

and wag ka na tumakbo in heels please baka napano ka pa

THE HEELS WERE THE LAST THING ON MY MIND

mahal mo talaga ako

ohmy gahd hahahha

Yes :(

Top

I don't want love unless it's you

ANJ ANO BA KAKAALIS KO LANG NG BAHAY MO

PUPUNTAHAN KITA ULET TANGINA TIGILAN MO KO

But it's the truth hahahahha

alam ko baby

and it's the same for me

I know.

Sleep na, we have a game tomorrow.

Text me your good mornings :(

yes baby hahahah dont worry

Okay. Goodnight, Top.

Sleep well.

I love you.

putangina

ok ehem

goodnight angel

sleep well

mahal kita

at mamahalin pa kita bukas ❤️

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Finally. 😌