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....No good morning either.

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Akala ko ba he doesn't want to break up.

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Fine.

Anj 💌 @anjbuena

♥

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... 4K replies and not one from him????????

cereal killers

10:03 AM

gil

mourning sa relationship? @Anj

deinsy

WALANG MOURNING NA MAGAGANAP

ITIGIL

Anj Buenaventura

No.

See you both in class.

My makeup is taking longer than usual

gil

hirap tanggalin ng evidence sa kakaiyak?

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Yes and kakahintay for a text :(

cereal killers

10:51 AM

gil

san ka na late na u @Anj

Anj Buenaventura

Walking.

I don't run.

gil

sorry aken tama ka

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We're not gonna look for him sa campus, Anj.

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Go about your day. You're pretty and smart. You're fine.

cereal killers

1:36 PM

gil

tama na kada check sa phone for notifs baliw ampota @Anj

imposible namang hindi ka papansinin ni top

Anj Buenaventura

BUT HE'S DOING IT

I THOUGHT IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE BUT HE'S DOING IT

deinsy

text him anj!!!!

Anj Buenaventura

No way, we broke up.

gil

SASABOG AKO TANGINA ANG GULO MO

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😭😭😭😭😭

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OMG

cereal killers

1:45 PM

Anj Buenaventura

Don't look

Did he just walk in

Smiling and cool and collected

With another girl

GIL I SAID DONT LOOK

gil

putangina anj di ko makikita

deinsy

YES SI TOP YUN

AND YUNG "ANGEL" NA TINAWAG NYA BEFORE

Anj Buenaventura

?????

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Why do you look so okay :( And happy :(

Christopher

1:46 PM

I left my lipstick in your car.

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NOT EVEN A GLANCE AT HIS PHONE

cereal killers

1:46 PM

Anj Buenaventura

Dein text him nga.

deinsy

OK

done na

Anj Buenaventura

HE

LOOKED AT HIS PHONE

HE'S REPLYING TO YOU????

deinsy

OO 😭

Christopher

1:46 PM

Christopher.

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Walang notif at all?

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He changed wallpapers.

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cereal killers

1:53 PM

Anj Buenaventura

I can't do this, it hurts seeing him smile and ignore me.

gil

wag kang aalis anj

dito ko lang

pakita mo lang din na di ka apektado

Anj Buenaventura

BUT I AM

gil

dein ano ba stop crying

deinsy

NASASAKTAN DIN AKO

gil

anj akala ko ba ito gusto mo

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It's not. I can't believe I'm so close to tears.

cereal killers

2:11 PM

Anj Buenaventura

Let's go downstairs, I don't want to be here anymore.

gil

ok tara

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He's fine. I should be fine too...even though I'm crumbling inside.

cereal killers

2:34 PM

Anj Buenaventura

No you know what

He's not fine, he's putting on an act.

Impossible for him to turn his feelings off for me, there's no way.

Like Dein, you tried to turn off your feelings for Vargas when he hurt you

But it was impossible

deinsy

kung hindi ako pinaglaban ni jess bb

mapapatay ko din yun one way or another

mahirap pero gagawin ko talaga

even if it felt/looked impossible

Anj Buenaventura

So what he's...he's actually trying to move on na?

gil

pakawalan mo yung tao kung ayaw mo anj

ang unfair na sya lang yung lalaban e

Anj Buenaventura

You're right

I should.

Banyo lang ako.

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MY MAKEUP ISNT WATERPROOF WHAT THE FUCK

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MY LASHES ARE FALLING OFF

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I wonder if he still has extra lashes in his bag or if he threw them away. Haha.

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WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT YOU WITH ANYONE ELSE

cereal killers

5:17 PM

Anj Buenaventura

I'll be at Matteo Up finishing homework.

deinsy

OK TRAINING LANG US

ANJ I LOVE YOU INGAT KA

gil

dito ka sa burgundy tulog lang ako

Anj Buenaventura

Too far a walk and I don't like to take trics.

*Don't know how pala hahaha

I'll stay here.

Mommy Dearest

6:12 PM

Honey, what time should we pick you up?

And you should really talk to your dad.

In an hour, Mumsy.

And no, thank you.

Let him explain.

I know you've always hated him but he's trying to reach out.

Me? Always hated him?

Baka baliktad.

He still blames me for what happened to us.

What?????

Angela, I think you both should talk.

Your dad has never blamed you.

He only blames himself.

He never wants me in his house.

He runs off to meetings when we have to EAT together.

He checks his phone all the time when we're supposed to bond.

He's always forced to go to our monthly golfing.

He never invites me to "family" things meant for the 3 of them.

And now because of him I'm trying my hardest to let go of the best thing that ever happened to me and I'm hurting the most precious heart I've had the privilege of loving.

Sweetheart.

Oh, sweetie.

Your dad will be at the house tonight.

Talk about this. Because you've got it all wrong.

Mom if I see his face tonight I will never ever ever forgive him

Or see him or talk to him ever again

Give me time to accept this

I'm gonna finish my homework lang. See you in an hour

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Anj...it's fine. You're fine.

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It hurts a lot but at least Top's not gonna resent/blame you.

Mommy Dearest

7:02 PM

Angela, there's a lot of traffic

Can you walk na lang to the other side of school so we don't have to turn around to Ateneo?

Okay

I'll go

Sa may Starbucks?

Okay, perfect.

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Top would never let me walk alone at night.

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It's fine Anj. Hindi naman na kayo.

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Okay it's not fine. I'm not fine without you but I have to be.