how do you do that?

how do you make me feel so happy in the beginning

and so broken in the end?

how did you make me feel 

all these butterflies

worms

and bees

in my belly

then just leave me

hanging

just like that?

please, please tell me

how did you lift me in the sky

up so high

when you weren't there

and you were with her all along?

please, please just tell me 

 how is it that i'm the only one breaking?

-a.m.

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