Heartfelt Confession
Michael's POV:
Holy sh**! I can't believe I just said that. I freeze as soon as the words leave my mouth. What the hell is wrong with me?! Damn Emerald!
"Get the fu** off me!! Fu***** bastard!!" Jade yells.
She elbows me hard in the chest causing me to fall back onto the bed. I clutch my chest and cough cause it hurt a little.
She jumps off the bed, finds her panties and pulls them on along with her bra. She throws jeans and a tee shirt on. She pulls a bag from the closet and starts to pack her clothes.
"Jade! Wait a minute! I'm sorry. I don't know why I called Em's name, maybe cause I'm a little drunk. I'm sorry baby! Please! What are you doing?!" I plead with her as I throw on my robe.
"I don't wanna hear it Michael! Being drunk is no fu***** excuse!!I can't believe you called my sister's name in the middle of making love to me!! How could you?!" she yells at me.
"You fu***** her Michael?" she asks me clenching her fists.
"Hell no! I'm not!" I yell back at her.
"I don't know if I believe you. Lately she's always in your face, especially tonight! She was in your dressing room and then again at the bar. I know I'm young but I'm not stupid Michael!" she says throwing clothes in her bag.
"Jade.... I love you and you only. I don't love her. I don't want her. I want you.. Baby please..don't leave." I tell her pleading.
"You see. I knew this wasn't a good idea having her stay here with us. I did it cause I felt bad for her because of what you and I did to her. Maybe this is payback for what I did to her. I guess I deserve it in a way. Well...I don't trust her, I never have! and I damn sure don't trust you now!" she says to me zipping up her bag.
"I'm sorry Jade please. I don't know why I said her name. There's nothing going on, please believe me baby...... Don't leave." I plead to her
I grab her arm as she tries to leave the bedroom with her packed bag.
"Get your God damn hands off me! I'm not kidding." she tells me as she jerks away from me.
"Baby please. Where are you going?" I ask her as I follow her out the room.
"I'm going to Gina's to get Macayla then I'm' checking into a hotel. I need to be away from you right now while I try and figure things out." she tells me as she runs down the stairs. I follow behind her running trying to catch up.
"Jade please, don't go." I plead to her.
She says nothing. She turns around once to look at me, tears running down her face. She then walks out the door and slams it behind her leaving me standing there at the bottom of the stairs.
I slowly walk up the stairs back to our room and get in the shower. I let the warm water run down my body as I try and wrap my head around what just happened. I can't believe I called Em's name. Why is she in my head like that? I finish my shower, throw my pajamas on and sit on the bed. How could I be so stupid! It just slipped out. Damn Emerald! I hold my head in my hands and weep softly.
Michael's POV:
I sit there on the bed weeping when I hear a knock on the door.
"Jade?" Baby? " I ask looking up hoping to see her lovely face. The door opens and Emerald walks in.
"Ugh! God..What do you want?" I ask her disgusted. She's the last person I want to see right now.
"I heard crying, I wanted to see what was wrong." she asks walking in and closing the door.
"Nothing, Jade left me." I say to her.
She sits on the bed next to me.
"Why? What happened?" she asks
"Why do you care? Thats what you wanted anyway. Isn't it?" I tell her angrily.
"No. Thats not what I wanted. I had no intention of telling my sister. I didn't want to break her heart cause I know how it feels." she says to me.
"So...you made me do those things with you knowing you weren't gonna tell Jade all along?" I ask
"Well, yeah." she says
"Why Em? Why would you do that to me?" I ask confused.
She looks down at her hands in her lap.
"Ok, I'm gonna be honest with you." she says
"I'm listening." I tell her
"I love you Michael....I've always loved you. Ever since we started working together on your album. Even before we started dating. I've never stopped loving you. I wanted to know how it felt to be intimate with you since we never had before." she tells me. She continues to talk.
"That night...when you came home late and touched me on the sofa ,thinking I was Jade....I didn't want you to stop. It was like a dream come true for me." she says
She grabs my chin and lifts my head up so I'm looking her in her eyes.
She's quite beautiful. I've never seen this sensitive side of her before.
"Jade getting pregnant with your baby just broke my heart. Were you ever serious about me?" she asks me
She lets go of my chin.
"Yeah I guess I was...But I didn't plan on Jade and I falling in love. It just happened. I'm sorry I broke your heart Em. I apologize. I never meant for any of that to happen." I say to her.
She starts to cry.
"You've never told me you're sorry before. Thank you." she says through tears. I grab a tissue from the night stand and wipe the tears off her cheek. She looks up at me through tearful eyes and my heart softens for her. I suddenly realize what an ass I've been to her and her sister. I see the pain and love in her eyes.
THIS NEXT PART IS FROM EMERALD'S POINT OF VIEW:
Emerald's POV:
He slides over closer to me and hugs me as I weep into his shoulder. He whispers to me.
"Look don't cry Em. I never meant to hurt you. I swear.." he whispers to me. His warm hands massage my back as I weep.
He breaks the hug and looks into my eyes.
"I'm sorry Em." he tells me as he wipes away my tears with the tissue. He drags his thumb across my lower lip and stares into my eyes. I get butterflies in my stomach and I kiss his thumb gently.
He moves closer to me and kisses my lips sweetly and gently. He pulls away from me looks in my eyes and kisses me again.
I open my mouth slightly and he slips his tongue in my mouth. I sigh into his mouth and melt in his arms.
He deepens the kiss and lays me back on the bed. He breaks the kiss. I look into his eyes and he stares back at me.
"Make love to me Michael...please.. Softly and gently the way we should have from the beginning." I whisper to him.
He sits up on the bed and I stand up and unzip my dress while he watches me. I remove my bra and panties and climb back on the bed. He stands up and removes his pajamas and climbs on top of me.
"I love you Michael." I whisper to him face to face against his lips.
He says nothing and kisses me again.
He kisses my neck and works his way down to my breasts.
He gently sucks the nipple of one while he massages the other. I plunge my hands in his hair.
He kisses and licks his way down my stomach and I moan in pure ecstacy.
I can't believe this is happening right now.
He reaches my crotch and parts my legs open gently as he lays soft kisses on my inner thighs.
He starts to kiss and lick on my womanhood gently. I dig my hands in his hair and dig my heels into the bed.
"Uhh...Michael...god....that feels amazing.." I moan to him as I play in the soft curls on his head.
He sucks on my cl** gently while teasing my hole with his finger. He plunges two fingers inside me and works them in and out. It instantly puts me on the brink of orgasm.
"Mmm...I'm gonna cum baby...." I moan as I grab the sheets on the bed.
I cum hard all over his fingers and call his name, while he continues to pleasure my sex. My body trembles as he pulls his fingers out of me and sucks them clean staring into my eyes. Never breaking eye contact with me, he rises over top of me.
He reaches over to the dresser and pulls out a Magnum condom. I watch as he tears the gold foil apart and rolls it on slowly.
He lowers himself back on top of me.
He stares into my eyes as he slowly pushes himself inside of me.
My whole body tingles as he slowly sinks all the way into me. He closes his eyes and sighs.
It feels so good, I start to cry again. He opens his eyes and wipes the tears from my cheek and smiles sweetly at me.
He lays still for a minute and closes his eyes again before he starts to move slowly in and out of me.
I grab onto his back and pull him closer to me. I wrap my legs around his waist and rock my hips along with his kissing the soft skin on his neck breathing in his sweet scent.
The feeling is amazing. Much better than the times that we have done it before. Before he was fu***** me, this time, he's making love to me.
"Mmm...Emerald...uhh god.." he moans as he pumps softly in and out of me.
"I never want this to end baby..." I moan to him. I close my eyes and relish the feeling of finally making love to the man I love.
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Jade's POV:
I can't believe he said Em's name in the middle of making love to me. I'm really hurt. I guess he didn't mean it, he was a little drunk, but it still hurt me deeply. I don't know how I'm gonna get past this.
I decide to leave Macayla at Gina's house for the night. I try to check into a hotel, but I'm underage. Good thing the hotel clerk doesn't recognize me as Michael Jackson's girlfriend. I can't get a room on my own, so I decide to go back to the house. I'll just make him sleep on the couch. I can't deal with him right now, not to mention Em. I sure as hell don't wanna see her either.
I walk into the house and its dark. I make my way up the steps and to our room. As I get closer to the door, I hear soft moaning. What the fu** is going on? I walk up to the door and place my ear to it. I can hear voices.
"Uhh...Michael..baby..uhh..." I can hear Em say
"Uhh..Emerald....fu**...." I hear Michael say
Mother Fu****!!!!
I bust the door open.
"What the fu** is going on here!!!" I yell
I see Michael on top of Em in my bed and I go crazy.
They both jump up surprised and try to put their clothes on. Emerald screams.
I run over to Em and grab her by her hair dragging her out the bed, and onto the floor. I begin to stomp and kick her. She tries to grab my legs, but fails.
"You fu**** bi***! I'll gonna fu***** kill you!!!" I yell while I stomp on her. I hope to hurt her bad!
Michael comes up behind me, grabs me and pulls me off of her.
Emerald gets up and pulls her clothes on, her nose is bloody and she's crying.
"Get the fu** off me Michael!! You fu***** her in our bed!!!?" I yell while I try to escape his grasp but, he's too strong.
"Calm down Jade! Its not what it looks like!" he yells to me.
"What!!!? You think I'm stupid!?!? I know what fu***** looks like you ass****!!" And you two were fu**** in MY bed!! I yell at him with him still holding me.
"Jade, I'm sorry but I love him!" Em yells at me, wiping the blood from her nose.
"What!!!?? You love him??!! I turn and look at Michael. I ball up my fists. He let's go of me.
"So... You have been fu**** her, just like I thought!! Do you love her Michael?! Do you!!???"I yell at him. He looks at me blankly. "Answer me dammit!" I yell.
"I....I...don't know...I'm confused as hell right now..." he says to me.
"Well you better tell me now what the fu** you wanna do! You can't have us both!" I yell at him.
"Jade...I don't know...I need some time to think..." he tells me running his hands thru his messy curls.
I walk up to him and slap him hard across the face. He grabs his cheek and looks at me with hurt in his eyes.
I start to cry.
"I fu**** hate you Michael..get the fu** out now!!" I yell at him through tears.
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