XXVII. SIRIUSLY MAD

Sirene Black had some anger management issues as a kid, really, she'd like to think she's past that point in her life, but with how she practically feels her blood boil after seeing her brother joke around with his friends and Neveah Ross, she doubts she is.

As if Marlene had already sensed what was going to happen with the help of Sirene's clenched jaw and balled fists, an alarmed expression took over her face.

"Look, Si" Marlene started placing a hand on Sirene's shoulder, "Maybe you shouldn't - ok"

Sirene took bold strides towards Sirius and the bloody marauders as they called themselves, "Hey, you!" She yelled out to Sirius who turned around with a confused expression on his face.

"Sirene, hi!" He said with an excited look on his face.

"Hi?" Sirene said enraged, "You tell your friends about what happened and all you've got to say is hi?"

"What-"

"The fight was our thing!" Sirene yelled at him, the people in courtyard stood still watching the two siblings who never had more than a banter here and there fight, "No, you know what, this is all you do! Something happens and you start feeling sorry about yourself! You don't give a rat's ass about what's happening with other people, because nothing matters when the great Sirius fucking Black gets hurt!"

"Hey" Sirius said but now his tone held anger too, "What the fuck is your problem? You've been acting like an immature dick since that day!"

"Oh, I'm the bloody dick?" Sirene said with her face filled with disbelief, "You send your bloody girlfriend to apologize on your fucking behalf and I'm the bloody dick?"

"What the fuck are you even talking about?" Sirius said turning to look at Neveah who just mouthed 'sorry' to him, "And what if I did, it's not like it made any difference, did it? You're still a petty fucking bitch!"

"Well, you're a petty fucking cunt!" Sirene screamed back at her brother who crossed his arms, "Don't ever talk to me again!"

"You don't have to tell me that!" Sirius said with a huff, "Go hang out with Regulus or something"

"Don't fucking bring Reggie into this mess!" Sirene screamed back at him, "At least he's not a fucking coward!"

"Did you just call me a coward?" Sirius said with an offended face, "You? Called me? A coward?"

"You heard me, bitch!"

"Ok, that's enough!" Remus said stepping between the two as a human barrier, "Both of you, walk away, right this second!"

Sirius and Sirene glared at each other before putting their hands back in their pockets and turning the opposite direction. She looked around and saw a bunch of people looking at their direction, "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU ALL LOOKING AT!"

"What was that?!" Marlene asked Sirene who gave her nothing but holding up her index finger and muttering a silencing charm around her, that Marlene soon realized was so she could scream for around ten seconds.

"Ok, I'm fine now" Sirene said grumpily, "It's fine"

"Do you need a hug?" Marlene said holding up her hands with a hopeful look.

"Everything sucks, Mar" Sirene said wrapping her arms around Marlene, "Everything sucks"

"I know"

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Sirene was calmed down right now, she guesses, I mean she wasn't angry enough to punch a wall again but she was calm. She didn't really know where all this anger was coming from, like you could drop your stuff in front of her and she'd be like curbed, bitch.

She was on the astronomy tower again, staring at the sky that didn't exactly calm her down enough to not make her feel angry at anything and everything, but did it enough so she didn't kill any living being that passed by her.

"Hey, stranger" She heard someone say making her groan in annoyance and then turn to look at Andrew who stood there with an amused expression on his face, "Polite as always"

"What do you want, Rosie?" Sirene said not getting up from the ground barely even sparing him a glance.

"What is it with you and calling me by girl names?" Andrew chuckled sitting down with his back against the wall, "First it was Annie and now it's Rosie"

"I don't know" Sirene shrugged, "It's just fun, I guess"

"What are you doing?"

"I was enjoying the silence until you came along" Sirene rolled her eyes at the boy who pretended to act hurt with his heart on his chest. Very dramatic.

"I'm hurt" Andrew said with a joking tone, "I'm just here to make sure you're ok"

"I'm fine" Sirene said simply, "Why do you ask?"

"Well, you see, the whole school kind of saw you and Sirius yelling at each other and now there's been rumors about you two being kicked out of the house so.." Andrew said from where he sat looking at Sirene who just rolled her eyes.

"There's always rumors about everything" She said bitterly, "Though this time they're not wrong"

"What?" Andrew asked with his brows raised, "You guys seriously got kicked out of your house?"

"Eh" Sirene shrugged, "He ran away, I got kicked out"

"Is that supposed to be any better or?" Andrew said pausing to hear her response.

"Look, Rose, no offense" She said with a bored tone, "But I really don't want to talk right now."

"Great" Andrew said with a grin, "I don't either, let's not talk together"

Sirene rolled her eyes at him, again. It seemed to happen a lot whenever he was near, I guess it's cause he's annoying and maybe sometimes because he's too bloody optimistic for her.

Look, she gets it, she's got no right to be that mad at her brother, but she can't help it, you know? She's always gone into life knowing her brother will be by her side, always, she's never lived in a world where's she's had to worry about that. Never did she even think she would.

Hell, even when she thought of running away she thought of buying a house next to a place where Sirius would live so they could be next door neighbors, not too close, yet not too far either.

But now, he's with the Potters, and they love him, she'd seen the way Euphemia Potter had hugged him, like he was her son, better than any hug Walburga had given him. She knew he was happy, then why couldn't she accept that? Why does she have to be so selfish?

Maybe she was jealous of him, and his ability to make people love him, how he fit right in with everyone, how he now had a stable home and all she had was her crappy apartment that definitely needs some redecorating. Maybe that was it. Maybe she was all those things he'd called her - a selfish, petty bitch.

Took you long enough.

Shut up, Venom.

I'm literally you.

She wasn't sure of much these days, she wasn't even sure whether she'd locked her apartment properly without a spell because her wand is being traced, but she knew she didn't want to live in a life without her twin. She hated it without him.

"Hey, Andrew?" Sirene said getting up and brushing the dust off her skirt, "Thank you"

"What'd I do?" Andrew asked getting up with her, "Was my company enough to make you thankful? I'm impressed with myself not-"

"Shut up" Sirene rolled her eyes at him, "Thank you for not talking with me, it's been fun"

"Eh, it's no problem" Andrew shrugged, "Anytime, Ren"

"Ren?" Sirene asked with her eyebrows raised, "My name is Sirene and all you could think of is Ren?"

"I don't do well under pressure" Andrew protested, Sirene rolled her eyes again.

With that she started walking down the astronomy towers stairs but just then she felt a huge stomach cramp coming, oh no oh no oh fuck no! Not right now! I'm forbidding you period! Fuck you god! What the fuck! She held her stomach and leaned over the railing, if you think she's being dramatic, she's really not.

She was one of those people who had those full on cramps, the ones that hurt more than a heart attack, even scientists agree, and then she starts feeling dizzy.

"Uh oh" Sirene said her voice sounding weak as she tried to sit down on the staircase, she felt like crawling into a hole and dying. Literally.

"Hey, what-" Sirene heard Andrew say from behind her and then soon the sound of his footsteps and voice faded away and she was met with nothing but the sound of silence and blackness in front of her eyes.

Hey, I'm on my period so I'm feeling pretty angry and I literally fainted because I hadn't eaten all day so, that's the reason my oc has to go thru it too, it's only fair. Istg I feel like whenever I write I'm on my period, lmfao. Anyways bye. Have a great day/night!