Izuku POV:

Everything is so dark...I can't see anything. I feel like I am drowning. Where am I?

As I looked around me, I saw a door. It looks like normal door but leads to nowhere. Just a door, no path, no walls. I could walk around the door and look behind it. There was nothing just darkness and a door that has a faint glow to it.

I wonder what's behind this door?

I slowly approached the door and opened it. I could see a room that is all too familiar to me!

How is this possible?

I walked write though the door escaping the void. Everything is better than the darkness behind me. It feels like it wants to consume me. The moment I closed the door it disappears and then realization hits me. This was my room when I was around 4 years old.

*flash back*

I was lying on my bed as I could hear my mother and father arguing again. Ever since that day I was appointed to had a powerful quirk that was a combination from my mothers and father side, my mother stopped caring about me and she started drinking. A couple of weeks later, I could hear my parents discussing something even yelling at each other's. I couldn't understand any word but judging by their voices I would say something bad is going on. They were both angry and I was scared! Every time I looked my mother in her eyes, I could see the hatred and disappointment in them.

If mom gets mad, she will hit me again! I don't won't to get beaten up again.

My whole body was covered in bruises. Each time my mother would start hitting me sometimes using a bat or a whip. She also attached a collar on me so that I can't run away. I tried to run once but I really regretted that choice soon after that. Once she starts hitting me, she won't stop until she's satisfied.

---Time skip about 2 year provided by a terrified Izuku--

I am now 6 years old. Nothing really changed. My mom is beating me up nearly every day. I only get to eat once a week from a dog bow and she would tie me up to the wall. I am not allowed to eat at the table. I am not allowed to talk to her. She said that's normal for a stupid useless bastard like me.

I really envy Kacchan for his quirk! I could only wish for any other one then mine.

One Year ago Kacchan and the others started to be mean to me.

I do not understand why. I am forced to say that I am quirkless but that doesn't mean that I am not a person right?

They started to hurt me and use their quirk on me. First, I thought that they only trained with me but it soon started to hurt more and more. Kacchans Quirk is causing some burns on my skin. Since then every day is getting harder and harder.

---Time skip about 2 year provided by a lonely and broken Izuku--

Today is the day that my father left us for a year because of a business trip he needed to do. I knew that he loved my mother and would do anything for her but after she started drinking, he took ever now and then the chance to get away from home.

I guess he needed a break from us.

He just packed his things and left.

Love is really weird.

After he left mom chained me in my room and looked me up so that I couldn't escape her wrath. She than started beating me until I couldn't feel anything. I stood there frozen in place. I know that I am not allowed to make a notice but I still can't help it. It hurts so much!

"Mom.....please....."

"What did you just say you useless brat?"

I instantly regretted talking to her. I knew what would happen next but I didn't thought that she was ready to kill me. She unlocked the door and went straight out. I was relieved that I wouldn't feel more pain. 10 minutes later came in with a kitchen knife in her hand. Eyes wide open I began to shiver hard.

Mom... No that woman is not my mom .... she will kill me ... I am scared ..... I don't want to die!

She was watching me with amusement. I could tell she was having fun with this. I didn't know what I should do?

Should I scream? Will she stop than?

No, even if I wanted I couldn't. I was frozen in place. Fear is written all over my face.

"Let's see how you like this!"

She instantly started to come closer to me. I wanted to scream. I wanted to run. But my body failed me. I could only watch in horror what she is about to do next. She started cut me slightly on my legs. Blood began dripping down my wounds but that wouldn't stop her. She than began cutting me on my arms. I thought that it would hurt but I couldn't feel anything anymore. Not even a flinch, it was like I was already dead.

"You useless brat. If only I did never gave birth to you than Hisashi would be here with me. We would have lived happily together. You are the reason he left me. You are pathetic! Why won't you scream brat?"

I knew better than to answer her taunting.

"Huh? Why aren't you saying anything stupid bastard?"

She than throws me on my bed which is basically only a blankets on the floor and starts cutting my back. With each cut she would place more force on the blade so that each one is deeper. It hurt so bad! I could see little black dots. It became darker and darker each moment. Finally, I passed out.

At some point she must have left my room, because the next day I woke up covered in blood and thanking God I was still alive.

* end of flash back*

I still remember my mother cutting, stabbing, burning and beating me up. These where all memory of my past. One year later my father came back and my mother stopped beating me up on a daily basis. She would now beat me up once a week or twice but no more than that.

Than all of a sudden, the room I was in, started to fade only for me to be greeted with the same darkness one again. I couldn't stand any longer, my eyes wide open and crying. I fell down. I was alone!

Nobody wants something like me!

I was crying my eyes out until I could see a tray of light in this darkness.

Hawks: Feather?

I was too weak to stand up. I didn't wanted to be here any longer!

Hawks: Feather?!

I could hear Hawks calling for me. I wanted to answer him but nothing came out of my mouth.

Hawks: Wake up feathers!

The light start spreading and before I know it, I was enveloped in it.

I woke up, crying and sweating. Opening my eyes I was immediately met with pure brightness.

Hawks: Thank god, feathers! It was only a dream! No one can hurt you anymore! I won't let anyone hurt you!

It was only just a dream! No it was more than that it was my past my memories which were haunting me!

I could feel something soft touching my cheek. Still laying in the bed I slowly moved my shaky hand to it. Soft and warm, that was all I could tell from touching it. I moved it away from my face a little bit up and I saw that it was one of his feathers.

Hawks: It calmed you down a little bit while I wasn't here.

Thank you for getting me out of the Nightmare!

Finally I turned my head to him.

Hawks: How are you feeling?

Me: Like shit.

Hawks: Figured that much!

Me: What happened?

Hawks: You got a really high fewer.

I closed my eyes once again it was way too bright in the room and I was tired as heck.

Looks like the fewer isn't gone.

Hawks: Rest feathers! Next time you wake up you will be feeling better!

I wanted to respond but I couldn't, I was too weak for that. Only then did I realized the smell in the room.

A hospital....

I hope my Mic and Eraser were not in the room right now, otherwise they should know that I am Siren by my voice....

Well even if it's too late now to regret answering his question...

I let darkness consume me and take me hopefully to a better place this time.