Chapter 1
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Standing out against the crowd of feverish bodies gathering around him was a single lone female, paying no attention to the madness occurring behind her back as she walked in the opposite direction. It was as if his vision turned black and a bright spotlight illuminated the female, leaving him no other choice but to pin his bold eyes on her retreating form. Just the sight of her delicate yet grabbable waist drew him in like a moth to a brilliant flame, the flame being the girl he long desired ever since her blessed arrival at this school. He watched the rhythmic and hypnotic swing of her luscious and long chocolate locks, his hands twitching for the sensation of running his fingers through the silky strands framing her angelic face. Before he knew it, his heart had begun to thump violently against the cage of his chest, the racing organ profusely begging him to make chase after the girl.

Biting the soft flesh of his bottom lips, he began to recklessly push through the crowd, refusing to spare any care if he knocked anyone over. He easily ignored the hands trying to grab at him and hold him in place, and he tuned out the voices of those desperately begging him to spare his attention. Once he and the crowd broke free from each other, he began to chase after the girl like a lost puppy after its owner. He desperately craved even just a second of her precious attention as it was the only thing that truly mattered to him. He desired the sight of her beautiful grey eyes staring back at his own, it wouldn't even bother him if her gaze burned with the flame of pure anger or severe annoyance. The strong temptation of grabbing the girl's waist and slamming her against the nearest wall flooded his clouded mind. Pinning her hands above her head, and tucking his face into her neck to inhale the intoxicating scent of her floral perfume made the thought much more appealing.

Everything about her, he desired more than anything in the world.

An unbridled and radiant confidence fuelled his long stride towards her as he continued to follow her to an empty part of the hallway. He was no longer distracted by the cries and pleas of the disposable girls he left behind, leaving his mind completely open to the thoughts of her now crowding his head. He directed all of his attention, all of his willpower towards capturing the heart of this one girl, a girl who couldn't seem to spare him a second of her time. Once he closed the distance between him and the girl, she shot his large hand out and eagerly wrapped it around her forearm. He immediately felt electric chills shoot through each and every bone of his body, causing his breath to shudder violently. The male felt the warm chain enclosing her wrist press into his palm as he dragged his fingers down to her hand before taking hold of it. To his brief delight, she stopped in the middle of her next step and redirected her gaze towards him.

The young male felt a slight sting strike his racing heart when her once happy expression turned sour as she made eye contact with him. He thought that the annoyed expression soiling her beautiful complexion had no place on her person, however, it did leave a brief impression in his mind. Brushing it off and surrendering to his overwhelming temptation of claiming her, a smirk appeared on his face as he dragged his tongue across his bottom lip with deep need. He pulled her hand up to his lips, managing to sneak a kiss on her smooth knuckles before she yanked it away in blatant disgust and tried to walk off.

"Must you always look so unhappy when you see me, my love?" he mused with a patronizing wink as he began to follow her.
"Go play with someone else SeokJin. I don't have time for your senseless flirting," she snapped before breaking out into an angered sprint. "And stop calling me your love!"

SeokJin's feverish steps suddenly slowed down and eventually came to a complete stop, unable to do anything but watch the girl disappear down the hallway. It hurt him further to realize that she didn't bother to spare him a second glance as she fled for her life. Trapped in his spot by both disappointment and exhilaration, SeokJin stared at the hand that had been wrapped around her wrist just moments prior. He was unable to ignore the way she unknowingly made him feel, even something just as simple as a brief interaction- which normally came with a sour reply on her end- was enough to weaken him. He shuddered violently as the newly created memory circulated through his head at an impressive speed. It left him with a deep desire to release his built-up frustration from her lack of receptiveness and unwillingness to open up to him. Could she not see that he was trying to win her over?

"You try too hard sometimes."

Sighing his frustrations out in an exasperated huff as his thoughts were heard once again. SeokJin pinched the bridge of his nose and turned towards his one true friend who liked to infiltrate the sanctity of his private thoughts. He stood behind him with a nonchalant stance, his hands stuffed into his pockets without a care in the world. SeokJin flickered his eyes up the boy's lips, noticing the yellow round lollipop pinched between his teeth.

"Yoongi, you had an urge again?" SeokJin questioned while crossing his arms over his chest.
"You're painting me as the bad guy when you clearly tried it on with ChaeYoung for the three-hundredth time."

SeokJin clamped his mouth shut, unable to find any further argument to save himself from Yoongi's truthful words. He sighed outwardly in surrender, resorting to following his friend up the stairs leading up to the rooftop.

Seokjin continued to frown as he threaded his fingers through the chain-link fence enclosing the rooftop, his eyes focused on the small form walking towards the tallest cherry tree in the school's garden. Even from an impressive distance, his sharp eyes were still able to pick up on the unique physical details that made ChaeYoung the desirable girl that she was. He watched as she laid down on the blanket spread out at the base of the tree, licking his lips as he caught her skirt ride up her milky thigh. That lustful feeling, however, was quickly replaced with a sharp pang of jealousy as ChaeYoung laid her head on the thigh of her male friend. SeokJin clenched his hands against the fence as he painfully watched the boy run his fingers through her hair, the final blow being dealt as he spotted the content look on her face.

SeokJin ripped away from the fence in an outburst of anger, his face contorting into an unbecoming expression.

"You'll blow a vein if you keep reacting like that," Yoongi piped in, crunching the remaining fragments of his lollipop. "They're just friends."
"That doesn't mean I like the thought of another man touching her! Especially when she looks so fucking pleased about it!"

Yoongi rolled his eyes in annoyance, finding no remaining energy in himself to deal with SeokJin's blind anger. Standing up from his spot against the fence, he dusted his pants off and began walking towards the door.

"Why don't you go take your anger out on another girl? I'm sure that will change ChaeYoung's view of you," he chastised angrily.
"You've got nothing but insults don't you?"
"Don't act so surprised," the boy shot back as he disappeared through the door.

Now that he was left alone to his swirling thoughts, SeokJin's anger left his body as he sat down against the metal fence. Leaning his head back, he closed his eyes and resorted to listening to the beat of his heart.

Hey guys, Ao here!

Surprise everyone, I've written a new book for all of you to enjoy! As you have seen, this book is about our lovely Kim SeokJin!

It felt odd to write SeokJin as a playboy type of character, as I've usually written his character as a good boy just like in BBG, BCP, CR, FA, Runaway, and KT. I know that Jin is a very honorable and respectful person, so please don't come at me for writing him like this. This is merely a book of fiction, anything is possible.

That aside, I hope that you are all doing well despite what's been going on in the world lately. Please follow the advice of your healthcare providers and take care of yourselves and others. Please be considerate of other people, even more so now that we're all experiencing a global pandemic. This isn't the time to be selfish.

(Btw, why tf are people hoarding toilet paper? I went to the store the other day and the shelves were literally empty save for a couple of brands)

Anyways, I hope that you all stay healthy and be kind to one another.

Thank you so much for reading this first chapter.

With love, Ao.