✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

"if you give me a blowjob"

taehyung gulped.

he just did not hear this man, he could not. but be it as it may, the words were heard clearly and interpretation was registered in his mind straightaway. moreover the look in the standing man's eyes– he knew it all too well.

a look of lust.

crimson cheeks, messy hair, unblinking eyes, head lowered to stare at him directly– okay. this man was dead serious about what he said.

or at least it looked like it.

after all, what does taehyung know about jeon jungkook? beside the fact that he is one year younger than him and that he has a tattoo shop from what the man said himself back at the resident committee. taehyung knew nothing so he can assume right? that right now jungkook will burst out laughing and tell him, it was a joke.

however, jungkook didn't seem to do that any sooner.

taehyung tensed.

"so?" jungkook breathed out, in a tone that vibrated the brown haired male's backbone. was jungkook trying to seduce him by that lustful tone of his?

the brown haired male looked away, clenching his fists. what was he even thinking about so hard? he should stand up, say a big no and get the hell out of there before this man can devour him entirely.

however none of that happened. he just sat there, head upwards looking at jungkook half eyed. he looks sexy. is what his stupid brain said to him, what a time.

although that little voice wasn't wrong. jungkook looked really attractive with the way moonlight saturated one part of his face and overshadowed the other side, those brown eyes mirrored him in them, moonlight reflecting on that silver ring on his lips and the very pink lips stretched into a dirty smirk as he occasionally poked the inside of his cheeks, black and blonde mixed hair strands scattered over his tempting forehead. taehyung also noticed the man's adam apple bobbing once in a while, was jungkook controlling himself right now?

"hmm?" the raven head hummed, tilting his head to the side as he folded his muscular arms across his broad chest.

taehyung's eyes flickered on jungkook's chest, noticing his nipples explicitly peeking out when his arms pressed against the hoodie's fabric tightly. is... is he not wearing anything inside? he closed his legs stiffly and gulped.

jungkook noticed the subtle action and smirked further.

"you sure taking your time checking me out" the brown haired male snapped his eyes up at jungkook who grinned at him slyly.

"i. . . i wasn't staring. . ."

jungkook chuckled and before taehyung knew he was hovering over him, placing one knee between his thighs, jungkook bent his upper body down on taehyung who winched when the other man's knee touched his groin. jungkook licked his lips and breathed over his head, inhaling his hair scent, "it's okay. you can touch, suck, lick, bite– do whatever to my chest if you want"

"but only if you give me a blowjob"

taehyung was at his limit right now. his lower part was bulging and the way the man's knee kept touching it didn't help nor did the way he whispered those words to him. the raven head was provoking him at this point, and it sure as hell was working.

"so. . . what's the answer pretty boy?" jungkook nudged his nose on the puffy soft brown hair, inhaling the smell and smiling to himself.

"nngh. . ." taehyung tried to push him away but the raven head didn't even budge. "i. . . i can't. . ." he let out finally.

jungkook stopped smiling and rolled his eyes. poking the inside of his cheek with his tongue he leaned back again and stood up. "right. you're married" the raven head ruffled his long black hair, the hairband's grip becoming loose around his blonde and black hair mixed man-bun.

"are you sure you don't want this?" jungkook breathed out, staring right into the other male's unsure eyes. "you wanted to kiss me, taehyung– kiss" the said man enlarged his eyes at the words as his pressed lips trembled.

"you're not drunk taehyung. i know it. you soberly wanted to kiss me, someone who's not your husband– am i wrong?"

taehyung faced down and gazed at his clenched fists, not having an answer.

"i wasn't going to make you suck my dick. . . i just wanted to see, if you really would have gone to that extent with me, i know it was stupid of me but seeing you want to kiss me made me greedy and i– taehyung?" jungkook stopped midway and crouched down to see the male who had his head lowered.

"are. . . are you crying?" jungkook became worried when he saw drops of tears rolling down the brown haired male's cheeks, the way he forced himself to not cry but breakdown even further as he bite down on his love shaped lips to not let out any sobs. his body was trembling and he tried to avoid jungkook's worried gaze on him which he could not as jungkook was now holding his chin to make him face him.

jungkook scooted closer to the sitting man, his knees hitting the couch but he didn't pay attention, he tried to be as close to the crying man and look him sincerely in the eyes.

"what hurts you tae? is it me. . . or is it him?" taehyung looked at him with tearful eyes. wondering what was the answer to that question. was he hurt because of jungkook, his actions and words? or because of how emotionally detached he became from bogum that even cheating on him didn't feel wrong. which one was it?

"i. . . i don't know" taehyung confessed truthfully. more tears infiltrating his flushed face, lips quivering as small sobs tumbled out.

jungkook sadly smiled and wiped his tears with both of his thumbs, cupping his crimson cheeks as he slouched upwards before pecking taehyung's forehead.

"he hurts you so why are you still with him?" the raven head asked, staring directly into taehyung's eyes now that they are levelled.

"why are you crying and suffering all alone?"

"why are you still hoping tae?"

taehyung enlarged his eyes and choked on his sobs, he didn't waste a second and hugged jungkook, the male lost his balance and fell flat on his back on the carpet with taehyung on top of him, yet the brown haired male didn't let go of him and hugged him tightly.

then he cried and cried.

jungkook had a blue smile on his lips as he wrapped his arms around the crying man's shivering body. maybe right now it was the alcohol that got taehyung to his weakest point, or maybe it was just everything that he went through till now.

whatever it was, jungkook couldn't question any of the utterly beautiful man's actions.

"why are you hurting when you can just be with me?" jungkook muttered to himself, a breathy sigh escaping his pierced lips. taehyung couldn't hear that sigh nor those words as his own loud cries blocked his ears.

there laid two men in each other's embrace, complicated emotions absorbing within themselves while the moonlight lavished them.

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not a well written chapter :(

i know most of y'all be thinking why are they going so fast since it's too early. well what i can say is, have patience and read, hopefully y'all's mind will change in the future chapters.