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(About ten months after their proper first time)

Taehyung

"Mandy, can I ask you something?" I turned around to scan her sweaty, naked body and her sexy thighs and legs that were still quivering from her orgasm.

I, too, had climaxed, but the raw thought that was running through my mind kept me a little distracted, and I wanted to put an end to it by openly talking about it with her.

"Anything as long as you're not asking me out on a date," she turned her head to look at me, lifting her brows.

I laughed, flipping my hair back with my hands.

"No, not that. So... we've been doing this for like ten months now, and going raw has been amazing. I hope the pills aren't troubling you?" I licked my lips, inching my way to the main topic.

Amanda smiled and shook her head.

"Absolutely, no troubles. I'm loving it raw," she blushed as her eyes lifted to meet mine.

I cleared my throat.

"And I want to know something else..." I watched as her eyebrows furrowed in intense concentration. "Do you have any weird kinks or fantasies? Like you know... when we had sex on the rooftop on your birthday, and you were really vocal and loud. And I guess...you loved it?" I quirked up a brow in question, and she giggled.

"Yeah…" she nodded many times. "it was like being one with nature, you know. I never knew it was one of my 'fantasies' until that day," she turned around and lay down facing me, pulling the sheets to cover her body.

"I loved it that way, too. You were letting loose and that was such a big turn-on for me. So, is there anything else like that? It could help us in the future when we have real romantic partners. We don't have to struggle to discover stuff about ourselves," I let her know what was on my mind.

She nodded and twisted her lips as she began thinking.

"Voyeurism is something I enjoy. Not sure if that's a kink. Like you know, I absolutely enjoy it when someone watches me get dressed or undressed. I feel confident and powerful. And the thought of someone watching me have sex excites me. Although I'm not sure I'd ever try that." Amanda laughed, covering her face with her hands, and I pulled her hands away from her face.

"Come on. You don't have to be flustered or embarrassed to talk about your own fantasies and things that you enjoy."

"Uhm... I think I might have a foot kink or a foot fetish or whatever you call that," she looked at me with eager eyes as we lay in bed facing each other, naked and covered only by the bedsheets.

"Feet and toes?" I nodded. "I think I would like that, too. Let's try that sometime. Anything else? Like costume play, or role-play, or using toys, or blindfolds or food or anything at all... we could try out anything that we desire," I spoke, sounding almost desperate now.

"I don't know yet. I am still discovering myself with your help, Taehyung..." she stated calmly and patted my shoulder. "Do you have any kinks though?" She asked me the one question that I wanted her to ask me, and I nodded excitedly.

"I do. Quite a few. But there's one that I really want to try...although I'm not so sure if you'll be okay with it," I said; my gaze fixed on her.

She lifted her torso up, resting her body on her elbow.

"You do?" Her eyes widened in excitement. "Come on, you should tell me. Without you I wouldn't have even known that I liked to have sex in the open," she began tickling my waist.

"Stop stop…" I wiggled, laughing and trying to fight her hangs off. "I'll tell you," I shouted out and she stopped tickling me. "But if you don't want it, I'm okay with that as well," I sat up cross-legged on the bed and flipped my hair back using my hands.

"Yeah, tell me. Let's hear what it is," Amanda, too, sat up cross-legged and tied the sheet around her chest.

"Umm... I want to film us while we have sex," I spilled hesitantly while still looking into her eyes, scanning her face for even the smallest signs of disapproval.

Her eyes widened and her mouth formed into an 'o'.

"You want to make a sex tape with us? Wooooww!!" She exclaimed and slow-clapped dramatically.

"I mean, if you don't want it, let's not do it. I've been fantasizing about that a lot though," I admitted sheepishly.

"It's dangerous, right? I mean, anything digital is a threat. What if it gets uploaded on the internet or something?" She was curious, but the fact that she wanted to talk about this gave me a small sliver of hope that she was considering the possibilities of doing it.

"Not until you or me want it out there on the internet," I said confidently.

"And what if you threaten me or blackmail me with that tape in the future? Like you could show up drunk one night at my doorstep with that video and threaten me for money or else you would show this to my future husband and kids?" She spoke very seriously, and I burst out laughing uncontrollably.

"I have to consider everything, Taehyung," she crossed her arms under her chest and quirked up a brow with her head slightly tilted to one side.

"Well, you trusted me with your body. You need to trust me with this, and you will have a copy of the video, too. In that case, there's a possibility that you could threaten or blackmail me in the future, too, right?" I leaned back, resting my palms on the bed as I tilted my head to one side and wiggled my eyebrows at her.

"Why would I do that?" She huffed and chuckled, shaking her head.

"Yeah, same. Why would I do that either?" I asked her, and the entire room fell silent.

She was thinking very seriously, and from her tiny pouts and twitches I knew that she would say yes. I began nibbling on my lips out of nervousness, and watched her with my intense gaze as Amanda nodded to herself.

"Mmm... sounds fair enough. You won't blackmail me, and I won't either. We'll be cool about it, right?" She asked in all seriousness, and I bobbed my head in all possible directions.

"Alright, let's do it," she said confidently.

That daredevil attitude of hers, in and out of bed, was what I was finding myself getting addicted to.

And so, a week later, we arrived at my home, and after the usual shower, I set up my camcorder on its tripod stand, put it on video recording mode and adjusted the focus and exposure. Drawing the curtains closed, I rechecked the lighting and exposure to make sure everything was perfect. For added visuals, I had even replaced the regular cotton bedsheets on my bed with a luxurious, brand new black satin bedsheet.

Amanda was dressed in a fancy white lace set, which was a first since I was so used to seeing her in various black inner garments every time she got dressed after sex. Yet, white complimented her skin beautifully and made her look way hotter, and today being Thursday, her curls were also picture perfect.

"How come you're wearing white today?" I checked with her as I picked out a pair of white boxer briefs to match her outfit.

"Just felt like it. Do you like it?" She winked and twirled around.

"It looks amazing on you. But I'm sad that it'll end up on the floor very soon," I wore my boxer briefs and combed my hair with my fingers, and she giggled.

I checked with her if she was ready, and she smiled, showing me her thumbs up.

"Okay," I breathed out and clicked on the start recording button.

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May 10, 2021

"Mandy, can you come here?" I called out to her while I was transferring the photos from my phone onto my external hard disk connected to my laptop.

My wife switched off the lights in the kitchen and plopped down beside me on the couch.

"Are you backing up the photos?" She linked her arm with mine and pecked my cheek.

"Yeah, just moving some latest stuff. Can we watch something?" I put on my glasses and checked with her.

"Sure. What do you want to watch?" She leaned back on the couch and popped a strawberry into my mouth and one into hers from the bowl of fresh strawberries that she had brought along.

"Us?" I wiggled my eyebrows and put on my puppy eyes while slowly chewing the strawberry.

"Oh my God! You still watch it?" She was surprised.

"Sometimes..." I shrugged, confessing sheepishly. "Just to help myself when you're on your period. It's my little guilty pleasure. I never reach the end of the video though," I winked at her and opened my mouth for another strawberry, and she fed me one.

"Alright, let's watch it. The weird sex tape without any lip kisses," she rolled her eyes and we both giggled, but the blush on her cheeks was unmissable.

I clicked open the video from almost eight years ago that was sitting right on the desktop. We both were thinner and younger, but we weren't awkward being naked around each other.

The video began playing, and we both entered the frame standing close to each other, wearing just our undergarments. My hand snaked around her slender waist as did hers around my shoulders, and I bent and kissed her neck while my hand softly massaged her waist. Her eyes rolled back as she tilted her head back and glided her hand into the hair at the base of my head.

I paused the video and looked at my wife.

"What?" She pouted at me, holding a strawberry in between two of her fingers.

"Take off your clothes," I pointed with my raised eyebrows to the boy boxers and T-shirt that she was wearing, and picked up the fruit held between her fingers with my teeth.

"Why? We're watching something, and I want you to focus," she resumed playing the video.

Sighing, I leaned back and watched the video where her own hand snaked to her back and unhooked the bra, and I slid the straps down her smooth shoulders while I still kept kissing her neck and collarbone.

Now she paused the video and turned to me.

"I wonder how we had sex so many times without ever kissing and how did we even fall in love?" She shook her head and leaned back on the couch, popping another berry into her mouth.

"That's because you were so adamant that you wanted to feel love and not lust in your first kiss. For all you know, we might have kissed when we first had drunk sex. Who knows!?" I resumed playing the video and pulled her closer to me.

"You keep saying that, but I don't think I would've let you kiss me," she mumbled under her breath and curled up to me.

"But that kiss in the rain was hot, Mandy." I kissed her temple, pulling her closer to me than she already was.

We watched as I threw her bra in a corner and began massaging her breasts with both my hands. Amanda was letting out soft yet clearly audible moans, and the sound of it made my skin bristle. I dropped my kisses to her breasts while capturing her perky nipple in my lips, and we could clearly see my erection struggling to tear out of my underwear.

"Whoa... that's a big bulge there," she exclaimed at the screen, and slyly placed her hand on my crotch where my buddy was already awake.

I chuckled, letting her do whatever she wanted to do.

On the screen, Amanda pulled down my boxer brief, and I stepped out of it. My erection was at its peak and pointing straight up. She held me in her hand and stroked a few times, and I heard myself moaning through the speakers.

I paused the video once again.

"I want you to undress now," I whispered to her once again, half pleading and half commanding, and she chuckled.

I watched as she stood up, turned off the lights and took off her boy boxers. Her hands held on to the hem of her T-shirt while she slowly chewed the last strawberry that she had popped into her mouth a few seconds ago.

"Everything?" She asked in a low whisper.

"Everything," I whispered back, and I felt twitches in between my thighs when she discarded her T-shirt and unhooked her bra.

My thighs tightened reflexively, and my eyes were riveted on her body, watching her step out of her panties and bless my eyes in her naked glory. The soft moonlight that spilled in through the large glass windows directly beside the couch, bathed her body and made her look like the Goddess that she is.

"So fucking hot," I pushed aside the laptop and lowered my shorts, kicking it aside.

Me not wearing underwear while at home has been helpful in more than one way.

"Come here," I patted the spot on my lap, and she sat on my lap, straddling my hips and grinding her wetness against my erection.

I attached my lips to her left breast and sucked on the soft flesh. Amanda's chest heaved, back arched and breath hitched when I began sucking on her hardened nipple, flicking and twirling my tongue around the sensitive skin while my fingers did the same to her other nipple.

Gripping tight onto a fistful of my hair, she leaned in and nibbled on my earlobe, kissing and licking the spot below my ear, making me moan and squirm.

"I need you now, Dr. Kim," she moaned close to my ear.

Holding her hips firmly and lifting her up slightly, I shifted in my seat a bit and let her lower herself onto my length. We moaned at the sensation, and I began thrusting inside her, with each thrust matching her bounces in a perfect rhythm. I whispered strings of obnoxious swear words and sweet praises in her ear and encouraged her by squeezing her ass in both my hands.

I loved dominating her, yet these days I find myself letting her dominate very often, and it somehow feels extremely pleasurable. She knows exactly what I need at all times.

My wife threw her head back and her chest heaved heavily when her climax hit her almost at the same time as mine. I grunted and locked my lips with hers as she kept rolling her hips lightly. Kissing her through our orgasmic pulsations and tasting the strawberry flavor on her tongue, I let my hands wander over every inch of her curves, taking in all of her in every possible way.

Pulling away from the kiss, I rested my forehead on hers and waited for our breathing and heartbeat to resume a normal pace. I let my one hand stay cupped around her breast, kneading and squeezing it softly while my other hand stroked her smooth thigh.

"Stay. Don't get up," I pecked her parted lips, and she giggled and buried her face in the crook of my neck, planting a few wet kisses there.

Among the numerous other kinks which I discovered that I had, cockwarming was one, too. I find it to be an extremely hot and intimate act, sometimes even better than sex itself, although we never did it before we fell in love with each other. Many times, I have even wondered how I would've opened up about these wild kinks and desires to any other woman if not for her. With her everything has always felt so natural, and I've never found it hard or awkward to discuss the silliest things or even the dirtiest stuff with her.

My wife clenched her walls around me teasingly, and I landed a firm slap on her soft ass, soothingly stroking it thereafter.

"No clenching, baby."

"Okay, Dr. Kim, no clenching," and she clenched and released once again before naughtily mumbling an apology and pecking my lips a few times. I hugged her tight and drifted off to sleep with her sitting on my lap and still tethered to me.

What am I going to do with these two horny asses? Who's gonna tell them that they already shared their first kiss in chapter 8?
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Also, did anyone notice that our boy installed curtains in his room after Amanda's entry?
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This man will be the end of me 🥵🥵☝
Published on : 10/07/2021