Zack's POV

"Y-you lying brat." I mutter, the words barely coming out of my mouth. I look around the room and see books scattered throughout the large room, thrown when I first heard the news that is the cause of my sorrows. Everything was once perfect, I found myself smiling always, a small smile but it was the symbol of my feelings. But just like everything good in this cruel world, my happiness was killed. 

Her name was Y/N and she is the reason for my happy memories and my grief filled future. "You promised me that you'd survive! Why did you lie to me!?" I yelled as sobs began to rack my body. I pull my knees closer to my body as I huddle into the dark corner of the apartment we both used to share. I accidently bumped into the few empty bottles surrounding me, alcohol seemed to be the perfect escape at the time but now seems to be dragging me deeper into my bittersweet memories of Y/N. I miss her bubbly personality, how her smile could brighten anyone's day, and how her H/C hair would blow in the wind, running for a way to escape the building. She was what made this cruel world beautiful and what made my life worth living. 

The longer I stay in this corner alone in my thoughts, the more I remember everything I love about her.

~Flashbacks~ 

(Just pretend they had phones during the time at the building, and when they hiding from cathy, they find a tv)

                                                                                  2:34 pm

                                                                                                                                                                              the god                                                                                                                                                                     damn brat Y/N

                                                                                                                                                                        ooooooiiiiiii

                                                                                                                                                                             :(

                                                                                                                                                            Don't leave me read

                 the god        

 damn brat Y/N

heyyyyy

don't fuckin ignore me :(

i is lonely

without you

shut the fuck up

                                                                                                                                                                              the god 

 damn brat Y/N

i'm sorry

forgive me zackyyy

pls

apology accepted

stop sounding like that

fuckin slut

but im still mad at what 

you did Y/N

the god 

 damn brat Y/N

what i did?

what did I do?

oh my god...

fine, i'll fuckin tell you

the god

 damn brat Y/N

??

Remember us watching the 

scary movie?

U didnt even fuckin hUg ME

like WHO DOES THAT

i was tryna be manly but u ruined it

the god 

 damn brat Y/N

waIT THATs iT?

u GOt MAD OVER A MOVIE???

...

yeah

the god 

 damn brat Y/N

awww sorry, i thought

you weren't into that

ily FRIEND 

i love u

 too fucker >:(

the god 

 damn brat Y/N

:3

why are u like this

fine

....

:3

~Time Skip~

Love. Love is stupid and dumb and I don't get why anyone could fall in love , at least I used to. It has been a few days since we met and her words, smile, her everything has been engraved in my mind. I think I love her. Whenever I see her, my heart races and my face feels flushed, I blamed it all on beng sick or the injuries I had, with blood loss. But now, now I know I'm in love.

She spends her spare time with me instead of being with that emotionless robot. Today is one of those days, her and I were waiting for ray to come back with Gray. I look towards her and see that she's looking at me with her usual smile on her face. "Zack, I have to tell you something."

Her sudden urgent voice worried me. "What's wrong?" I say with little bit of concern in my voice. 

"I know that you won't accept what I'm going to say and I'll probaly ruin our friendship but I have to say it." She takes a deep breath then says three words that make my heart skip a beat. "I love you."

I stared at her with shock as silence began to fill the hallway. This isn't the normal peaceful silence that but instead an anxious and deafening silence. I'm speechless. I need to tell her that I love her too but my mouth can't form the words.

"You don't have to say anything, after all, you don't feel the same." I see tears run down her beautiful face and pain starts to form in my heart. "I'll leave and go along with Gray and Ray, Zack."

She turns to leave and I grab her arm and force her to face me. "I love you too, so so much." I breathe out. I hear a hitch in her breath as I move my face closer to hers and greet her lips with a kiss. The kiss only lasted a few minutes but it was over far too soon. As we part she began to smile causing me to return back with a small smile. I love this girl. How the fuck did I not when we were childhood friends?

~Flashback Friend~

Tears began to well up in my eyes. "Y/N...." I say. I miss her, I want her, no a person can live witout wants, I NEED her, I can't live without her. I grabbed the nearest bottle and lifted it to my lips. Empty. I lazily get up and go to the dresser. I grab the bottle inside and opened it, and pulled the bottle to my lips and feel the fiery liquid work down my throat. She's dead and it's all my fault.

~Flashback~

"So what do you think we'll do after this hell?" I ask Y/N my hands behind my head while walking.

"I don't know, maybe have a family? Messing with you, but for real, I don't know." She says in a tone that sounds as if she meant it.

"Have a family with brats? Doesn't sound to bad." I say smirking at her.

"Zack, I love y-"

BANG!

My eyes widened as my brain registered the sound and view before me. I look down at Y/N and see blood oozing out her stomach. 

As if she couldn't hold herself, her eyes roll back of her head as she went crashing down the floor.

"AHAHA" Danny's annoying ass cries of laughter filled the room. 

I was too stunned to move, to do anything.

BANG!

BANG!

Two more shots fired shooting her stomach...

She didn't move after that..

~Time Skip~

"Apologies Isaac, but Y/N did not survive. There was too much blood loss." Gray informed me.

I felt my heart shatter but I put on a brave face, I refuse to let anyone else see me weak, "Did you get anything from her?"

"About everything was soaked with blood that could've held anything within. However, inside her boot, there was a letter that spoke her feelings toward you." I take the letter from him, it has a bit of rips and even though this was a symbol of her death, it feels as if it was forcing me to remember her or the brief moment you can call her life. "She was a beautiful person, Isaac. She will always be in our hearts." He says then leaves, leaving me with my thoughts and bringing myself to my current state.

~Flashback Ended~

She's gone. Everything that made my life meaningful is gone. Why does this always happen to me? Maybe if I payed attention to our surroundings and did something, maybe she would've been here next to me. I look towards the black small ring box on the dresser. We could've had a future but Y/N didn't keep her promise. I know it's not her fault, if anything, it was my fault.

I could've had a future with her, a future filled with her beautiful smile.