CHAPTER 49

The next weekend you met with Hoseok and Jisoo for a light stroll and a quick lunch.

"...and then what she does? She goes down on me right then and there!".

"Jesus, Hoseok. I'm eating here okay?" Jisoo scolded her friend.

"And then what happened?" you leaned over, interested in Hoseok's wild story from two nights before.

"What are you doing? Please stop encouraging him" Jisoo's disgusted face turned to you.

"Ignore her. She doesn't have what we do" Hoseok winked at you.

"Excuse me?" Jisoo acted offended "Need I remind you that I was the hottest piece of ass in town back in the day while this one" she pointed at you " had a problem with wearing dresses because I quote are too whore-like" she faced you " Do you remember the first time we went out for drinks with them I had to beg you to wear a dress?" she said, making you laugh.

"Yes and look at you now. You can't even stand up without peeing yourself a bit. That's sad" Hoseok pointed out.

"I'm creating a life here" she said with her mouth fool with food "What are you doing? Getting a blowjob in a nasty bar from a punk chick on a Friday night. And yet I'm somehow the problem here?" she said making Hoseok and you laugh.

"I still want to hear the end of the story though" you pointed out.

After he told you his wild story, the three of you proceeded to to finish your lunch and, at dessert time (ordered by Jisoo for Jisoo), you contemplated whether to tell your friends about the thing that happened with you and Taehyung just a week before. Except, nothing really happened...kind of.

You had a wanderful day with him and it almost ended with him kissing you. Or at least, he expressed wanting to kiss you but then he didn't. Not that you wanted him to kiss you. But then why couldn't you stop thinking about it?

"Taehyung tried to kiss me last week" you blurted out.

"What?" Jisoo and Hoseok said in unison.

"Did you kiss him back?" Jisoo asked.

"No, well" you balked " He didn't really try to kiss me, he only said he wanted to".

"I'm so confused right now" Hoseok said.

"We had a great day" you started explaining " Went out for a walk, had some tea, had something to eat. Really enjoyed eachother's company. It felt so good being around him, so comfortable. We talked a bit and shared a laugh and, in the evening..." you trailed off " I was getting ready for bed and was in my bathroom when I felt the baby kick. Called for him and let him feel the kicks. Then he said he wanted to kiss me. Or rather, he didn't. I sensed he was about to kiss me and asked him to think about Yuna. I didn't want him to do the same mistake I did when we were in a relationship" you were quick to explain. Hoseok and Jisoo didn't say a thing, their expressions alone were enough to tell you to continue.

"And then he said that she was the only reason he wasn't kissing me".

"So you didn't kiss?" Hoseok asked. You shook your head.

"Did you want him to kiss you?" Jisoo asked.

It took you a second or two to answer. "No... Yes? I don't know" you sighed, rubbing your face.
"Its just...it felt nice, you know? I got so used to him being awful to me that this meant so much to me. The whole day felt so special".

"Yes Y/n, but-" Jisoo interrupted you "You know how he feels about you, don't you? You know that to him this whole thing means something different than to you".

"Yeah" Hoseok agreed " He clearly still loves you. For him it's not just about you two getting along for the sake of your child. This is so much more to him".

"Yes I know but, it means so much to me too" you confessed.

"But you don't love him, babe" Jisoo said.

"I do. Just in a different way".

"You don't love him like you love Jungkook".

"Jungkook isn't a part of my life anymore" you cut her off " I haven't seen or heard from him in months. I have to move on".

"Y/n" Hoseok called your name through a sigh " I understand that. I understant that you would eventually want to find someone else. And I see how would you think of Taehyung being that someone. You used to be together and are having a son together. It's normal that lines are blurred right now and that both of you are confused. But, you have to remember why you are in this place to begin with".

"I know. It's always on my mind. But things can change. My feelings can change. Maybe they're already changing".

"All I'm saying is don't hurt him more if you aren't sure of your feelings, okay?".

"Ehm...guys" Jisoo called for you but you were too deep into your conversation with Hoseok that you didn't hear her.

"Guys!".

"What?!" Hoseok and you asked.

"My water broke".

"What?!" your eyes widened disproportionately.

"Like...like now...?" Hoseok was to stung to speak.

"No, two weeks ago. Yes now, you idiot. I have to go to the hospital".

"Shit! We need to call you an ambulance" you helped her get out of the restaurant.

"By the time it arrives I'll have my baby here" she grunted, bending over. "You need to drive me. Here" she threw her car keys at Hoseok "Go get my car".

"Where is it parked?".

"Where we met?" she said through her teeth.

"What? But that's like twenty minutes from here!" Hoseok started to panic "Why would you park over there?".

"Because we met for a stroll and we walked all the way over here, you moron!" she said before contorting in pain.

"Well that was a fucking stupid idea, wasn't it?!".

"Hobi, instead of arguing with the woman in labor you should probably run for the car" you added, holding Jisoo by her upper arm.

"Should I call Jin?" you asked her.

" Yes".

You made a quick phone call to Jin, saying that you'll meet him at the hospital. It was a relief that you got to speak with him instead of Hoseok; knowing both of them they would just end up panicking together over the phone. As Jisoo's first contraction faded away and you made sure that she was feeling a little better, you stepped away to call Taehyung.

"Y/n?" you heard his voice on the other side of the phone.

"Hi...I'm fine, everything is fine, well...sort off" you started to mumble.

"What's happening. Are you okay?" Taehyung got concerned.

"Yeah, I'm fine but Jisoo's in labor. We are going to the hospital right now" you said as you saw Hoseok approach you. "I've already called Jin. So...meet us there".

"Fuck. Yes. I'll see you there".

You hung up the phone just in time to help Jisoo enter the car.

During the whole ride to the hospital you kept repeating them to breathe. Both to Jisoo and Hoseok who was starting to lose his mind stuck in traffic.

You've lost a good hour in traffic but you've finally made it to the hospital.

"Hobi quick. Help me get her out of the car". Hoseok and you helped Jisoo to get out. You remained by her side as Hoseok went inside to ask for help. It was only when the staff came out to help that you breathed out a sigh of relief.

The nurses suggested that Hoseok and you went home and waited for the news but you preferred to stay, knowing very well that in a short period of time everyone would gather there.

Shortly after, Jin arrived. You barely managed to say hi to him before he was escorted inside to be with Jisoo.

"Did you call the others?" you asked Hoseok.

"Yeah. They'll be here. Did you talk to Taehyung?".

"Yeah. He said that he'll meet us here".

You waited in the waiting room for a couple of minutes before Taehyung showed up.

"Hi" you stood up to greet him. Taehyung sighed in relief when he saw you.

"Hi" he hugged you "what's going on? Do we know something?".

"Jin is inside with her now. All we can do now is to wait" Hoseok approached to say hi.

As another hour went by, the others gathered at the hospital.
Yoongi was the first to arrive, followed by Namjoon and Jimin.
All of you were impatiently waiting for any kind of news.

"Guys" Jin called for your attention.

"What's going on? How is Jisoo?" Namjoon asked as everyone stood up to hear what he had to say.

"She's fine. Tired but fine. She isn't dilated enough so they predict that it's going to be a long one. You guys can go home. I'll call you when she gives birth".

"Nonsense" Yoongi was quick to say " we aren't going anywhere".

"We will wait with you here, hyung" Jimin added.

"No one is going anywhere" Hoseok said.

"You really don't have to do this guys" Jin said as he looked at all of you.

"We know but we want to. We're family" Namjoon said.

"Okay" Jin chuckled "Then strap up for a long night. Let's deliver my son!" he said as tears filled his eyes before going back to Jisoo.

Taehyung saw the concerned expression on your face and immediately grabbed your hand, squeezing it tightly to reassure you that everything was going to be okay with Jisoo.

Since all of you were going to be there for hours, you got comfortable around.

"I'm going to get some water, does anyone want anything?" you asked the room.

"Can you get me a cup of coffee please?" Yoongi asked.

"And one for me please? Iced Americano" Hoseok said.

"This isn't a café. You'll get what's available" Yoongi said making Hoseok eye him down.

"I'll have some water" Namjoon said.

"I'll help you bring all of this stuff since nobody was offering" Jimin got up from his seat.

"You don't have to. I'm sure Tae will help me once he comes back from that phone call he took".

"Let's go, Y/n" Jimin said instead, walking with you to the vending machines.

"I thought you didn't want anything to do with me" your arms were crossed as you fixed the cup of coffee being filled.

"You get a pass today. It's stressful enough, I don't have to be a pain in the ass to you" spoke to you but kept his eyes glued on the vending machine.

"How thoughtful" Jimin noticed a hint of sarcasm in your tone.

"Now its not the time" Jimin pointed out.

"When will it be? Are you ever going to talk to me or at least look me in the eyes as I speak to you?" you turned your head towards him.

"I don't know what's going on between Taehyung and you but rest assured that you're not going to easily manipulate me into becoming your friend again like you did with the others" Jimin looked at you.

"I'm not manipulating anyone. I simply ask for a chance to explain myself".

"Oh and what explanation would that be?" Jimin raised his brow while crossing his arms.

"Whatever your interpretation of the events might be, it still doesn't change the fact that what you did was unforgivable" he took out the last cup you've been waiting "but as I said. Today you get a free pass. I'm not going to argue about this with you today" he said before passing next to you.

You sighed frustrated before returning to the waiting room.

Hours upon hours went by as you approached the night.

"This is disgusting" Jimin's face contorted as he put away the child-birthing brochure he had picked up on the coffee table near him. Hoseok scoffed at his words, catching Jimin's attention.

"What?".

"Why do you always behave childish?".

"I'm childish?! have you met yourself, bitch?".

"I'm sorry, who's the one that can't even wash their own clothes back at home?".

"Hey! I thought we said to never hold that against me. What happened to that?".

"Well I've changed my mind. What are you going to do about it?".

As Jimin and Hoseok continued to bicker, Taehyung sat next to you.

"Have you eaten something?" he spoke softly to you.

You shook your head "I'm not hungry".

"You should eat. When was the last time you had a meal today?" Taehyung's voice was soft but exuded concern.

" I'm not hungry, Taehyung. Please leave me be" you leaned away from him, tapping your leg anxiously.

"What's the matter? Talk to me?" Taehyung made your leg stop by placing his hand on your knee.

"This is nerve-wracking" you turned to face him, torturing your fingers.

"I'm sure Jisoo will be fine".

"No, it's not about Jisoo...well it is but it's also about me. I can't do this" you confessed.

"What exactly can't you do?".

"This" you gestured around "I can't deal with labor and giving birth. I'm not strong as Jisoo. I can't" your breathing quickened.

"Hey" Taehyung made you face him "Look at me. Everything is going to be fine. You can and will do it. I promise you that it's not going to be that bad and that I'll be there with you. In every step. We all are".

You looked around.

"I swear, if you two don't stop it immediately I'm going to kill the both of you. I'm trying to sleep here for fuck's sake!" you heard Yoongi threaten Jimin and Hoseok, making you laugh.

"Promise?" you got back to looking at Taehyung.

"I promise" he squeezed your hand, making you relax a bit. "I'm going to get you something to eat" Taehyung went the hallway, leaving you to sit on your chair.

Weariness and exhaustion slowly took over you as your eyelids all of a sudden felt heavy, forcing you to close your eyes. You were about to fall asleep when a familiar voice made your heart drop to the ground.

"Am I too late?! Did Jisoo give birth already?".

A rush of adrenaline overtook your body, making you feel sick to your stomach as you snapped your head instinctively into his direction.

There he was.

Jungkook was standing in the middle of the waiting room, holding a huge bouquet of flowers while looking around the room for answers.

"Kook-ah! You made it!" Hoseok jumped from his seat to greet him.

"Hi, Hobi" Jungkook distractingly hugged the friend " So am I late?".

"You've made it just in time" Namjoon hugged him as well, shortly followed by Yoongi.

Jungkook sighed in relief, relaxing a bit on the spot.

"You look good. I haven't seen you in a while" Yoongi patted his shoulder.

You've watched the scene unfold, unable to move.
His -now longer- hair was picked up in a bun as a couple of strands framed his face. He was wearing a pair of oversized gray sweatpants and a white hoodie. You watched him interact with his hyungs and, as his smile grew upon being greeted, you felt your insides contort, making you feel sick.

Quickly you ran to the nearest toilet, throwing up. You've barely had any strength left in your body after you've dragged yourself over the sink to wash your face.
You didn't want to go back there.

Your heart started to beat louder at the mere thought of that.
You watched your reflection on the mirror in front of you.
He was there. He was actually there.

Soon, you somehow managed to gather the courage to go back.

As you approached, you noticed Jungkook greeting Jimin. You guessed Jimin had a free pass for him too, whatever that means.

Then, the world stopped spinning once he laid his eyes on you.

As soon as your eyes found his, your legs became wobbly.
Jungkook forgot how to breathe when he saw you. Then his eyes went from you to your visible pregnant belly.

"The only thing I could find was this chocolate bar and a bag of candy but if you want we could-" Taehyung walked in and stopped speaking the second he saw Jungkook.

Jungkook's gaze shifted from you to him.

"What are you doing here?" Taehyung voice was full of disdain.

"Tae, let it be" Jimin came to him "He's here because of Jisoo and Jin. We all are, so don't make a scene now. For them, please".

Taehyung, not fully convinced, let the matter go. Sitting next to Jimin. He glanced at you whom were still standing buried on the spot, lost for words.
He clenched his jaw when he saw how you were looking at Jungkook.
When you regained your consciousness you sat on your seat as Jungkook did the same, sitting in between Namjoon and Hoseok.

Jungkook started to talk to Namjoon and Hoseok. You were so drawn to him, so eager to just look at him but you knew you had Taehyung's eyes glued on you. You could feel his stare from across the room.
Not wanting to risk it all, especially not now when Taehyung and you were on good terms, you decided to quickly head outside for a breath of fresh air. Passing next to Jungkook, you caught a glimpse of him with the corner of your eye and he caught a glimpse of you. That alone was enough to make your breathing quicken. You breathed in and out as you finally reached the exit door.
You closed your eyes and tilted your head backwards, enjoying the cold December wind.

"It baffles me that he still has that kind of effect on you" you heard Taehyung's voice.

You turned around to face him.

"If not even more now" he walked towards you with his hands in his pockets.

"Tae...I'm sorry. I-".

"There's no need for that" he cut you off "I saw how much effort you were putting into ignoring him just for my sake" he stopped right in front of you "I get how hard that must be and I thank you but Y/n...If we are truly going to try and make things work, then I can't have you around him. I don't want him anywhere near you, okay?".

"I know. I understand. I just ask you to let me have one conversation with him if I-".

"No" Taehyung stopped you "No. I won't allow it. I'm sorry".

"Please, Tae" you gulped " I need to speak with him. Just once. Just once and then Its over for good. I promise".

"You already made me a promise".

"I know. But this is not about that. I am committed to everything that I said to you. I simply ask of you for a chance to clear things up for good. Please" you begged him "He needs to hear it from me".

Taehyung saw how much that conversation meant to you and although he didn't want for it to happen, he didn't have it in him to say no to you.

"Fine. But then we are over with this Jungkook bullshit" he made himself clear.

"Okay. Thank you" you placed your hand on his shoulder before returning inside.

Jungkook saw you enter, immediately followed by Taehyung. When their eyes met, Taehyung raised his eyebrow, ignoring him.
Taehyung sat next to you, placing his hand on your knee.

"Are you okay Y/n? I saw you got sick earlier" Hoseok asked concerned.
"She's fine Hobi. She just got a little sick because of today's stress. She's more vulnerable now that she's pregnant" Taehyung tucked a strand of hair behind your ear.

You felt uncomfortable as he did so, clearly an attempt to provoke Jungkook. Taehyung couldn't help it. When it came to the child, or you or Jungkook for that matter he got extremely territorial.
Jungkook leaned in, resting his elbows on his thighs, pushing the inner part of his cheek as he eyed Taehyung down before scoffing and looking away.

"I hope we wont be here for long" Hoseok said while noticing the tense atmosphere that had formed.

The next half an hour or so you've spent it almost in complete silence.

Yoongi and Jimin were napping against one another, Namjoon was reading a book he had with him while Hoseok was scrolling through his phone.

Taehyung was resting his head against the wall with his eyes closed and his arms crossed while you kept glancing at Jungkook who was sitting quietly, seemingly lost in thought.

Then, your body tensed when Jungkook got up. You figured he was going to get something to either drink or eat and that you had an opportunity to speak to him alone.
You got up and, under Taehyung's watchful eye, you followed him.

"Jungkook" you voiced out making him stop.

"Could we talk...?" you tortured your fingers.

"Guys!" Jin's voice caught both Jungkook's and yours attention.

Immeadately you went back to the others. Everyone instantly got up and were allert upon hearing Jin call for them.

"He's here!" Jin's voice was trembling " After hours and hours his finally here! Meet Sujin!" he showed the tiny baby in his arms.

Everyone gathered around, including Jungkook and you.

A wave of emotions overflown the room. Everyone cried that night.

"Jinie, he's perfect" you said as your eyes filled with tears.

"What a beautiful baby" Jimin commented.

In the commotion, Jin hadn't seen Jungkook with whom he hadn't spoken in months.

"Congratulations, hyung" he stepped in to hug Jin.

Jin was so full joy and bliss that for that day he forgot or didn't care about the conflict he had with Jungkook. He let tears run down his face while grabbing Jungkook by his shoulder, thanking him for coming.

It was a beautiful and moving moment that, for a fraction of a second, made everyone forget everything. Suddenly, everything was the same as it was as seven brothers cheered.

"Hyung, what time is it?" Jimin pinched Hoseok's arm.

"I don't think that's of importance now, Jimin".

"No you idiot, that's not why am asking. Is it past midnight already?".

"It's twelve-thirty" Yoongi clarified.

"Then it's your birthday Jinie! Happy birthday, brother!" Jimin said with delight.

"Happy birthday!" Namjoon said.

"So you and the baby share your birthdays. That so cool" Yoongi said.

"Holy shit. That's true!" Jin exclaimed " this is the best birthday gift I could ever ask for" he said as his lips trembled.


Here's the update guys, hope you like it.

So, JK's finally back 🥳

Just as everything seemed good, he's back for more drama lol

I didn't have time to edit this chapter, so please, if you spot any grammatical error or spelling error, just ignore it.

As I sad, next week I'l be posting the first chapter of my new book instead of sinner but after I plan on posting both regularly.

See you next week, love you

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